hey people,I chat with him yesterday! Woots.. The sparks of love inside of me is like itching to come out... Haiz... Will he ever feel the same way for me? i wonder... hehe. Haiz. I wanna chat with him again... I really want to. Haiz. I wonder when... when? when? shit lah... now i have *obsession* over him now. lol. It's too early for me to have this interesting feeling for him but I really just cant help it... Haiz... Im so LS! well... don't bother asking me if you don't know what's LS.. hehe. jk jk. LS is something lah.. of course. ILY to him... hehe. haiz..TOODLES - Stranger
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Hey people,these few days I really have a lot of mood swings.. It is so hard for me to control them even though I had tried all I could / can(whatever).And tomorrow I'm gonna get my report book back. Haiz... I'm so scared. Anyway.. Today's soccer game was damn fun. Wani and I kinda of get into an "argument and a fight". It was so fun "abusing" and arguing with her. Haha. Then during geography, we get to watch ratetouie( shit i dunno how to spell. heh. )Then we watche Alvin and the Chipmunks today. Theodore is soooooo cute. hehe. haiz.. no mood ah. And i'm learning the song river flows in you. haiz.TOODLES - Stranger
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Hey people,I have oral today man. Well... firstly... early in the morning, I had to do the oral practice with Ms Thang and she gave me 18 out of 28. Haiz. So sad hor. Nowadays.... everything in my life don't turn out to be right hor. So damn angry man. Im always having mood swings like almost everytime. And the oral exam was not that bad and quite easy as in like ok ok ah. Haiz. He told adam that he thinks that I dun like him anymore... Well... that isn't true.. I wanna make it up to everyone tht i have hurt so far... but very hard lah... Haiz. Im not the happy go lucky anymore... not like las time...now... Im the girl who always have mood swings in her everyday life...TOODLES - Stranger
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Hey people,haiz... actually yesterday I'm online and so I had already planned to blog but im such a forgetful person... so i had forgotten to blog yesterday. So today... I am.=DYesterday, I get my HMT result... and GUESS WHAT?! I get a C5 for HMT hor.. So stupid man. haiz. i slacked for almost all the subjects excluding for maths only cos that's like the only subject that I got A1.. haiz. My mid - year results was damn bad cos I failed 3 subjects... Anyway... I'm like not in a good mood today so I wont be able to talk much abt yesterday basically. And hell yeah... I just remember that khoi, syaza, allya, siti, su'aidah and I went to eat at the macdonalds after HMT cos we wanted to have a bonding time together. Haiz... then syaza put khoi's hand anatyser( i dunno how to spell) on the table.. then we go and sit at the other table, the aunty there go throw it away... So sad man... Haiz. Then we all really had a bonding time together... and more...TOODLES - Stranger
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1. Who tagged you to do this quiz?Aqilah2. Name some good points about him/herAwesome, entertaining, funny, cool3.Name some bad points about him/hernothing1. What class are you in?1e32. Name all your best friends.aqilah, khoi soo jing, sarah, nicole, adam, and more hor. too many already. hehe. ><><22. Favourite Song?its either you belong with me - taylor swift // i will be - leona lewis23. Nicest movie you ever watched? angels and demons... there's alot leh. so undecidable man.24. Favourite Food?nasi lemak, pizza, chocolate, lollipop and more hor. western food too.25. Favourite Drink?Vitasoy and Soyabean and Ice lemon tea
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Hey people,this is how i feel today... as in like the feeling i feel for like these few days...Deep, deep, deep inside my heart, I don't understand this feeling;You're just someone who's sooo close to me, But I had never think of you as someone more than that;Are you the one that I wanted, Or am I just in a confusion;are you the perfect guy, Are you the one that I had in mind for all these months;Or is it still him that I want, But it's like I'm getting too fond of him;And I'm too scared that the feeling is going to go away soon... What if it does...Will he be able to move on and forget about me... And find a better and a prefect one as a replacement.While I carry on a normal life and continue to be single forever Where are you? Are you wearing a mask? Are you hiding away from me?I'm willing to wait for you even until this world is going to fall apart.. Will you ever come and welcome me with pure love? Will you ever exist in my life?Or are you just an illusion in my life?... I wish I know all the answers now. Please come... hmph...TOODLES - Stranger
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Hey people,The days seem to be so long for me. Haiz. Yesterday, 10 of the pupils from my malay class went to the library to support one of our malay classmates who joined this malay competition called "Bintang Remaja". The 10 pupils included me are sophian, hilman, nasrum, aqil, biskut, aqilah, khoi, diana and I. All the contestants were really good, so competitive and kind of have a higher chance of winning. And when it comes to faris, the guy who get to go in to the finals who is one of my classmate, all of us started laughing and the guys started shouting FARIS BOTAK! haha. it wads so damn funny ah. At around 1 plus, all of us decided to leave cos we wanted to eat. At last, all of us except for aqil, went to eat at the pastamanis. And GUESS WHAT?!... I ate 3 slices of pizza and drink ice lemon tes and also eat garlic bread. All was sooo yummy. haha. And the girls and guys sit at respectives sits so it was like the girls sat together and the guys sat at the other side. The guys went away to the library first so the girls had their privacy. Ouh yeah..... i just remembered something. Diana brought her friend too to the library and went out eating with us too. Her name was Nadirah and her nickname was Nad. hehe. then we all accompanied aqilah and nad to the tampines bus interchange. I forget to mention something too. haiz. I waited for khoi and aqilah from like 10.15 to 10.34... hehe. but i dont mind actually. After accompanying both of them who had boarded the same bus as nad lives just the opposite blk of aqilah, we went to the "pasar malam". Khoi, diana and I was like looking at all of the cheap but cute stuffs that were sold there. And I cant believed the fact that a basketball cost $13 only there. Haiz. But the basketball that i saw at the toysrus was like $12.95 only. Haha. Cheaper man but only by 5 cents. haha. Im such a cheapskate man. Hehe. =D. After that three of us went to century square and mainly went to the accessories shop called ARIES. I LOVE that shop cos all the accessories were so cool man.But too bad cos when we were browsing through the items, khoi had to leave both of us alone cos she's meeting her family cos they were going to watch a movie together.So diana and I was like admiring all the items and when we came to the earings section we were awing in admiration cos the earing cost sooooo cheap. hehe. Then both of us decided to buy 2 pairs of earings, both the same. So one pair is for school and the other pair is for going out ones. then Diana's cousin come to meet both of us and we go window shopping from shops to shops and from tm to tam 1. haha. I love the accessories shops at the tam 1 cos all of the accessories are so nice and cool and preety and gorgeous and not to mention... awesome too. hehe. I plan to buy the accessories when i have enough money to buy plenty of them. hehe. =D Then we all went home at 5 pm. Haiz. what a tiring but an awesome day for me. But that's not the end of it. I went home. Around like going to 7pm, my dad called saying that he and my family would be coming back home and go out again so he insisted me to change and wait for them. So i waited and waited until like around 8 for them to reached home. And I chat .. as in like talking on the phone with aqilah from like 5 plus going to be like around 7. We talked and talked and changing topics all the time and sharing things. It was so sweet of her to talk to me for so long on the phone in a sense of accompanying me. hehe. Thanks aqilah. I felt really good after talking and sharing things with her on the phone. =D My family and I went to eat at "Rasa 21" at the Afghanistan area. hehe. I ate bbq chicken rice. It was soooo yummy ah. hehe. Then we all went to the pasar malam, mainly just my parents, to buy food for my aunty cos we were going to her house straight away after buying the food. So then we reached at her house at around 8 plus and we watched an old Indonesian movie and my sis and I ate the noodles that she cooked. And it also turned out to be that my uncle and his wife were already at her house. My sis and my uncle's wife had fallen asleep and i was getting bored every minute that passed by. Haiz. Then we went home at around 11 plus cos it's already late at night and I have religious class the next day which is today. hehe. haiz. Today's class was so interesting and funny. heh. i went home myself and i used the comp after eating mee rebus and saying goodbye to my dad cos he was going to work and now i was supposed to work on my art as in like getting inspiration and I had already planned to draw BARNEY for my art work. heh. Haiz. I need to get going now. Meanwhile i am chatting with my honey and waiting for max to online, i blogged and do my art work. I'm gonna post another one so I'll be back soon. heh. =DTOODLES - Stranger
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Hey people,Today. I go straight back home too but too bad cos i suddenly no mood to study amything so instead i rest for today. Haiz. There's totally something wrong with my msn account lah. Wth. I wonder who's the person that hacked my account. Haiyo. Stupid man. Nothing to do is it untilyou wanna hack my account. Haiz. Irritating person. Haiyo.anyway. These few days, i noticed that he keep on having mood swings. So sad man. I would love to see him smile and laugh all the time. Well, im staying positive. And i really wan to. Today home ec lesson was so cool. The teacher, miss kaur, is such a kind and nice person haha. Ok. Lalala. Im so upset with my msn account cos i cant really go in when using my dad's phone.TOODLES - Stranger
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hey people,Today.... Haha. Im really happy with my progress today. Cossssss..... I never hang out but instead i went straight home and study like hell bact at home today. And i took a nap tooo. Hehe. I planned to stay positive, study more and hang out less. Haha. Thts wat im doing. Ahaa! Boo yeah. I betcha! Haha. Im watching american idol now. Haha. Guess what. One of the judge not randy not simon and not paula abdul almost strip cos she is like having a challenge with the one of the ex american contestants. Haha. But tooooo sad siah cos kris allen won and not adam lambert. Dont worry adam lambert... I still love you and you will always be in my heart. Haha. But kris allen, you are such a great cutie. Well, i cant deny the fact that adam is more to a hottie than kris allen. Muahahahaha. Hehe. ><>
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Hey people,I love all my babes and all my friends of course. Because they are the one who support me, give me advices and encourage me whan I'm down. I want to apologise to all my love ones that I didnt mean to hurt their feelings by being and getting and turning all moody when they happened to advise me. Thanks for all the advise guys cos i really need them and you all know that. No matter what happened, your advices are still the best to me. Haha.=D im all cheer up bacos of you guys. So i'll try to cheer you guys up when you guys are down too ok. Its true that there's up and downs in life but most of the times, I just hate it. And i'm gonna try to stay positive all the time - thanks to khoi. So.. I also want to apologised to my class mates or anyone that got angry with me. Well, i'm really sorry. Didn't mean to make you angry. Im SO SO sorry.
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Hey people,I just hate my bloody life. Wats the problem with all these people. I cant do this, cant do tht. Then wat can i do seh? haiz. the answer is like so obvious that i can do NOTHING at all except studies and go to chool of course. No mood man these days. He didn't come for two days, yesterday and today. haiz. And my dad was fed up and really upset with my bloody results and decided to ban me from chatting, mainly banning me from using the computer. So irritating man. Doesn't he even know that he's ruining my bloody life and what does chatting have to do with my results. It didn't affect my results for sure. Why not just blame me man. ASSHOLE. haiz. NO MOOD. and today we didn't play so its like another boring day of my life. Haiz. And khoi and max is like advising me not to hang out anymore. I mean like they don't even know how and what i feel right now man. I feel like killing myself or hide in the dark forever than stay alive or have the most boring life on earth. Why is it so hard to understand a girl like me.... Well, if you don't try hard enough then you won't get to know the real me. I'm all into fun people! Don't you understand that. I'm putting the blame on my dad, no!, mainly me, so... (my mind's blank right now.) I'm not in a good mood today. and maybe forever so watch out. jk jk. well, it's not funny anyway. haiz. I'm so upset with myself. I'm totally giving up in my whole life seh. I mean without fun , my life will be super damn boring. Haiz. *Sobs*
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Hey people,
Well, as I have mention in one of my posts, my grandma is at the hospital right now.Well, she's gonna have to undergo an operation on this coming Tuesday. Sad for her but she have to just accept the fact that there's gonna be metal inside her body. In the hospital, she kept complaining to my sister and I because of feeling tired of having to sit in the bed all day long. And now, haiz.. my family is still not forgiving one another. I mean they are still having arguments. Well I blame my uncles and aunties cos they are the one who started it. Stupid people. Can't u understand the situation now. So stupid until I just cant stand them anymore. Haiz.
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Hey people,
Haiz. I've forgotten to post about 14 May hah. Well... winnie, maz, sky, honey, aqilah, sweety, mad sciantist, biskut and ss went out for a movie and arcade day. It was damn fun. We all watched "Angel and Demons" and the story was really cool. I felt like watching it again. Haiz. There was once this part where honey and I laugh. Cos... well it was really stupid basically. Haha. Then we all went arcade except for honey. We challenged the racing game and played elimination. And guess wat... I won when racing with winnie and sky for the last one. The cool thing was that I met my close fren, Fairuz, at the arcade and after the movie too at the rollerblading shop at E Hub. Haiz. I still miss all my close frens and besties. Haiz. My life is just getting more boring each day. Damn the bloody fucking it. Haiz. Suddenly no mood man. Well, these days i kept balming my sister cos she shortened up my usage of computer. Sheesh.
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Haiz. Ysterday was a great and fun day for me. Well biskut, max, 7, mad scientist, winnie, sky, sweety and I went to the playground near winnie's house and play blind mice. It was really fun but too bad for sky cos he exprienced the "boam" incident a lot of times. Haha. too ad for him. luckily the I didn't exprienced it again yesterday. Haha. And today, my family received bad news. My grandma had fallen down and break her bone. So sad for her man. Then, my mum and my bro went to visit her in the late afternoon today. I wanted to online earlier actually but since my mum lock her room and so i cant use the comp to do my Literature research and go online and post too. Haiz. Chatting with Max while watching bollywood movie and doing my research. Haiz. So bored man. Damn weekends. Rather go to school cos it's more fun then being all alone without friends. Haiz. I miss all my bestfriends and juniors and ... mainly all my love ones. Miss you guys so much man. Love and miss you guys always. Woots!
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Hey people,Today and yesterday , I play bball. haiz. But today the special thing is that he played with us. But it turns out too be what I had not expect it to be. Sheesh. Cos I was a bit pissed off with max when he didn't pick up the phone calls that i made using Xiang Tian's handphone cos... well... my sim card got confiscated. haiz. I called Max becos I wanted him to buy for me water first then later I'll pay him cos he was at the minimart when i and Xi En got down to the bball court. Then he decided to offer me the ice lemon tea bottle but I rejected the offer cos i dun feel good cos it was actually his drink. He got upset after that. I was down after being told by max abt wat he was feeling tht time. Well, usually would just accept te offer but with im i feel like it's time i "change". Haiz. Im still upset about it though. Got pissed off a lot of times these few days. Haiz.
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hey people,Its kinda worried me that max is not saying not even a word when i chat with him. Where in the world is he and what is he doing. Haiz. Shit he just call me on my dad's phone. Haha. Gtg now.Toodles - stranger
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hey people,These few days, i dont know why but i would turn to be very sad. Haiz. my eyes keep on being watery. And i really feel empty inside. Haiz. If only i have a bloody perfect life, it will be so cool and i dun mind if other bitches would be jealous or anyone that would be. Haiz. These days i just keep on reading new moon tht i have finished reading already and another love novel-my favourite. Haiz. So bored. Anyway gtg. Keep on reading and tagging people.Toodles - stranger
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hey people,I forget to mention in my last post that me and sarah talked on the fone with aqilah for almost an hour. Cool hah. We talked mainly about firman and things. Lol. And im getting boerd here. People please sont get suspicious of me cos i noe that what u guys will do when u noe hu is "he" haha. Ayway. Gtg.Toodles - stranger
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Hey people,In the afternoon, I went to my honey's house and it was so cool cos we were really having fun there. Haiz. We ate raspberry ice - cream and it was really nice. Thank you honey for recommending it to me. We then chat for a long time. Haha. Girls' talk! hehe. Then we go read comics and novels and lingered a while in her room. I feel so peaceful there. And we do more stuffs than that. But I'm in no mood to elaborate all.
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Hey people,my depression is totally back. And i have the feeling of guity inside me. Haiz... Why is life so miserable? He knows about Farouk and my frens are going against me abt the mobie thing. Sheesh. Bad luck as always. Always the unlucky one siah me. And my sim card got confiscated by my dad due to the sudden shocking bill that i've just got yesterday. It's like $200 plus. Cool hah. But life is more boring now cos i can't msg anyone anymore especially all my close ones like max and more. He went to the park with max and biskut and saw my writings. Haiz. I dun love Farouk anymore. I need him to understand and noe tht cos all i do is thinking of him and it's very hard for me to think of other things. And "mad scientist" go against me about the movie thing that we're gonna do with the others on the 14, on marking day. He wanted to go to E hub. But I've already plan to go to TM. Walao. TM is better than E hub wat. haiz. Depression non - stop.
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Hey people,today was quite an incredible day for me. He knows that i like him because of max. haha. joke joke. I don't mind if he noes cos i rather that he find out now or later. But i damn shy seh. He's damn shy too. haha. when max told him that i like him, he said whoohoo. haha. Tomorrow is gonna be a freaky day for me (I think so lah.) cos he noe my feelings for him and i noe his feelings for me. haha. And today i was also damn hyper. Well i'm not the only one who's damn hyper but my honey, Sarah, too. Hehe. We are super hyper girls man. =D I'm so happy. I don't know why. seriouly. i don't. haha. i'm so weird. well tht's me. Actually today i was a bit pissed of by winnie as he.. well said something that kinda hurt me during the bball match with his neighbour. Hell ah. Tomorrow is Maths Paper 2. gonna die man. haiz. anyway time for the next post.
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Cool hah? Hehe. Spot me? that's the bride and the groom. the bride is my aunty. =D
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Hey people,These days I always have the weird feeling when I look at him. I don't know why wbu i'm falling for him each minute and it turns out not to be Farouk anymore. Well I've taken the geography, which was damn hard, and literature and english and hmt too. I bet tht i'm gonna fail in geography cause i seriouly write crap things. He is this guy in my class and seriously he ace in every subjects and tht's really amazing cause i'm like the opposite of him. Haha. I'm a true slacker but i'm improving nowadays. haha. I know tht he likes me too but only a little bit. When i accidentally looked him in the eye yesterday i suddenly feel so shy . Hehe. It's like i'm so diff these days after knowing abt it. Haiz. I just wish tht he just msg me but he's so damn shy. Aww. So cute. =D. Anway i gtg.
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Hey people,My aunty was like damn preety siah today. I love her sooo much. And her wedding was like a great relieved for my mum and her siblings cos she is their last sister. Cool hah. Hehe. My family wore white except for my 2nd eldest bro, he wore black. Actually the weeding ceremony haven't finish yet it's just that i and my grandma had to go up to pray for a while and i found out that my other cuz was at home. So i post first, waiting for my grandma to finish praying so i can pray after her. Haha. The concept of the wedding is like black and white. Cool right? And only the main family wore either black or white or both. Before we let the groom in, all my cuz, my aunties and myself try to get the guy's side to give us money before they are allow to go see the bride. It was really fun and i totally enjoy this wedding. Me and my family members and the other people write at the guest book. I totally lov my aunty, busu, and by the way she's my favourite aunty. I love you BUSU! Gonna miss you so much! haha. TOODLES - stranger
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Hey people,Like I said, today is my aunty's wedding. It was super, duper, damn fun. haha. There was this incident in the afternoon during the ceremony.... Haha. Guess wat? My aunty got stuck in the toilet in the bride's room. It was damn funny cos my sister, cousins and I was like damn worried and trying to get my another aunty's attention as it was her house and the door of the toilet was stuck. But it was a good thing that at last my aunty got out of the toilet and not stucked in it anymore. haha. Then downstairs, we went to take a lot of pictures. Muy aunty was damn preety siah. Hmph... still at my aunty's house actually it was mainly my uncle's house as he's my mom's younger brother. Sitting beside my cousin who's also blogging and my sister doing something to her nails. Haha. Bored. Bored. One more day to geography exam, Monday, and i haven't even start studying for it. This is so damn scary.. the geography exam i mean. haha. I sucks at geography..I really do. Wow. Sup tulang! I'm coming! haha. Gosh. I'm seriously hungry now. TOODLES - stranger
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Hey people,No matter what i do... I will still continue to love him even thogh i know that he is not the perfect guy for me.. but seriously who cares. HAHA. well these days, after school, adam, xiang tian, winnie, hasbi and more keep like hanging out and winnie's hse( it's winson actually). it's really fun cos i get to learn the teur concept of bball ( basketball). My life's great.. BUT i still miss my friends so much. Hmph. I rock at Literature, English Compre., Chemistry... tht's all. a guess so lah. haha. =D. Friends out there* .. this is a note for you!NOTE:I miss you guys. I love you guys,Whatever i do ; is because of you.You're the one who support me in everything i do. If I hurt you ,Tell me the truth, Point my mistake out to me,Cos i'll do anything to be loyal to you, stick to you, And always be by your side, But when we're not together,Please, Please Don't forget the good times we hed together.Cos good memories should be kept as good memories, While bad memories should be forgotten.To tell the truth, I'm a selfish girl who hate changes.But I really think that i cahnge so much that probably you guys weren't be able to recognise me anymore, I need your help. To show me the way. To guide me.So I won't be lost in the dark world forever.TOODLES - stranger
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Hey people, Stranger is busy these days. Well my aunty's getting married today.. i mean well malay people would say 'nikah'. This afternoon. wow. so fast eh. I'm going to stop lacking soon. Definitely. Haha. And I'm going to start to exercise since my pri 3 cuz keep wanting to go to the fitness corner in my neighbourhood early in the morning, i get so used to it now. Sheesh. But, sreiously, it's creeping and freaking me out. haha. Tomorrow is gonna be the most busiest day of my life... ( I think so)... haha. well since my aunty is gonna ' sanding' tomorrow. haha. Congrats BUSU. I love you. Remember that. haha. And today me and the guy whom i love so much decided to stead for one day just for fun. haha. BUT... i feel so awkward when he called me dear. haha. well adam said tht soon i'll get used to it. well... i hope so... SERIOUSLY. anyways... time for the next post. TOODLES - stranger
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