Hey people,I just hate my bloody life. Wats the problem with all these people. I cant do this, cant do tht. Then wat can i do seh? haiz. the answer is like so obvious that i can do NOTHING at all except studies and go to chool of course. No mood man these days. He didn't come for two days, yesterday and today. haiz. And my dad was fed up and really upset with my bloody results and decided to ban me from chatting, mainly banning me from using the computer. So irritating man. Doesn't he even know that he's ruining my bloody life and what does chatting have to do with my results. It didn't affect my results for sure. Why not just blame me man. ASSHOLE. haiz. NO MOOD. and today we didn't play so its like another boring day of my life. Haiz. And khoi and max is like advising me not to hang out anymore. I mean like they don't even know how and what i feel right now man. I feel like killing myself or hide in the dark forever than stay alive or have the most boring life on earth. Why is it so hard to understand a girl like me.... Well, if you don't try hard enough then you won't get to know the real me. I'm all into fun people! Don't you understand that. I'm putting the blame on my dad, no!, mainly me, so... (my mind's blank right now.) I'm not in a good mood today. and maybe forever so watch out. jk jk. well, it's not funny anyway. haiz. I'm so upset with myself. I'm totally giving up in my whole life seh. I mean without fun , my life will be super damn boring. Haiz. *Sobs*
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