hey people,
as you guys know what day is it today. it was really fun. its like a kind of reunion for all of us.its like the time where we all update on one another. where we forget the dark past and smile brightly ahead of time. sometimes i just dont get the rest who change to a worse than ever. why change to someone that people all dont like and cause hatred to occur. its not like we are gonna get younger each time, instead we are gonna get older.change while you can, but to be a better person. i cant blame you when u cross the wrong path cause thats what is life. you make mistakes. but please you told me that u learn from them. but i dont think so. dont you even realise that im starting to hate you. you are not the pure and relyable guy that i fall for last time but u are now more of a sickening, desperate guy. gosh. please lah. every time i look at you, i feel beware of your stare. it creeps me out. snap out of the sick thinking guy. pfft. ( a guy once i fall for )

today:
hey people,
i met all my friends. all still so cute, supportive and fun man. but too bad there's a kind of hatred between two friends. but its between them and not me. lol. then its like when we reached, i wait for all my girlfrens and babes since we didnt go back together. then we we arrived, i was like walking around and saying hi to the teachers. like so happy man to be back where i usually belong. then its like this year's p6 batch kind of arrogant sia. "nak step ah tu! mentah-mentah p6 nk act besar ah konon" pfft. then jumpa pikachu, ami, siti, susu, zul, nad, haz, phya, sri, fairuz, khadijah, alyssa, hira, raudhah, syamirah, rabiah, irdina and more lah. really really lots. met my gang. missed them so much sia.then we joked and laughed and fool around. gosh. im too happy until i can cry sia. then we went to t1. our legs so pain sia cause walk a lot. haha. then went to the rooftop and sit in the middle of nowhere. lol. we are so crazy. xD then the person at the customer service there came to us and asked us to sit somewhere else. pfft. then we went to tm. we also went to sit at the toys'r'us there. we sat at the little kids area. then we were told to sit somewhere else again. sheesh. ouh yah. i just remember that at the bus stop, going to t1 time, hazim called me "mina rape". wth right. im not even a mina hor. diao. i miss him so much sia. then we joke around. then some sec 2 people say i so fierce like trying to get my attention. wth lah. please ah. i got my standards. lol. jk jk. oklah this post is too long already.

~toodles
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hey people,
tomorrow i'll be going back to my primary school and meet all my babes and my love ones. i cant wait sia. hehe. cause its been a long time since we all met and have a great time together. so tomorrow will be like a kind of "reunion" for all of the ex tps students, which includes the last year p6 batch. cant wait. i just cant wait. hehe. so bored. im so excited. i wonder if i would forget any of my love ones' names. lol. i have stm - short term memory mah so cannot blame me lah. shit lah. now im talking random stuffs. so i talk random stuffs when im bored. hey, that's true. == lol. anyway tomorrow im gonna reach school damn early at around 6 with xi en and coey since we have to prepare everything first right. hahah. and we are gonna make the class so purple. whoa. everything purple would be weird. lol. hmm... and tomorrow im gonna meet my juniors and teachers. aww, i miss my juniors expecially nadiah(p5 '09) and khairani (p6 '09) haha. i still look the same though so there is an absolute high chance of people noticing and recognizing me. haha. then im so gonna be hyper tomorrow. gosh. enough of the "im so gonna be..." ! haha. oklah before i continue talking anymore craps, im so gonna end this nonsensical post now.

~toodles
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Hey people, I am in my own dream land. Hehe. And I have no idea what causes this. So yesterday me, babe and wani went to our psl duty. But before that coey, wing kit, harin, shi shuan, xi en, Jan zen and I planned for the class party that will be on Monday. And so the main organiser is coey. Shi shuan, wing kit and I are just the organizers of the games. I'm just assuring u that we will all play lots of games. Haha. then it's like after we plan each game, we try it out. And it was so damn fun. Hehe. Then we pushed all the tables and chairs into each sides of the class. And one incident happened. That time xi en was pushing the table, harin's one, but then there was a hole that caused the table to just crash down like that as xi en really used a lot of force. And so harin's table kind of crack. Lol. Then haron strted crying. When he went out of the classroom everyone of is started laughing. No offence but it was really damn funny. Haha. Then we planned to come to school on Monday as early as 6 for me and Coey lah. Then someone go and accidentally broke another thing. And I have no idea what it is. I was really pissed off. No offence. Then only left with me and xi en and haron and aqil and Germaine and wani after most left. So while the prefects go and report, three of us listening to music and chatting and "dancing" haha. Then after that we wet to psl for our duty and I dunno where xi en go. Bla bla bla. Then we saw the cutie. Muahahahaha. But too bad he was pissed with Jerry as Jerry was being really rude and pure evil. Rawr(angry)! Hehe. Oklah. ~toodles

Labels: gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

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hey people,
today ms thang, my form teacher, changed two guy's sits named dinie and navin. haha. four people to be accurate. so she changed navin and syafiq. then dinie and farid. so now navin is sitting in front of me, beside aqilah. while dinie is sitting in front of wani, beside aqilah. wani was like so shocked sia. haha. me too leh. heh. then aqilah and navin was like not talking that much and at last when germaine asked navin about his "dirty" paper, aqilah joined in. so cute to say her reactions. hehe. xD then we had test when home ec. haiyah. but i think i can pass lah. sure can lah. hehe. then after school, i waited for zi kai and they all and aqilah too. then zi kai, me, xi en, germaine, jerry, winson and more went to meet ms lim, our physics teacher at the staff room area there. we got quite upset when she told us that she can only give us the marks tomorrow. sianz leh. but nehmind. i really hope that i will be able to get high marks or even pass. then me and aqilah did our duty as NE ambassadors. Actually i wasnt doing that much as i was pissed off with certain people, guess urself. its like i really dont like it when u are trying to do something or even plan witout me knowing it. heck care my crappiness lah. then went for band. quite fun leh cause me and my senior played the mallets. and it was so cool. i really love playing the mallets. (: then we kept on talking and talking about the notes and people and the conductor. well, i cant deny the fact that he's really crappy today. diao. then after band, wing kit, shi shuan, xi en and i went to the swing there. then winson, aqil and yaoz came too. we kept on playing and talking. so fun leh. but around 5.45 we went off cause i really had to go home early. others too. then all of us except for yaoz and winson, we took the bus 89 then all stop at the west plaza except for shi shuan. then aqil and xi en walked together while i accompany wing kit until his bus 3 come cause he asked me to. lol. then i went to take a cab home cause i really wanna and must reached home. cause if i reached late, i wouldnt be able to prepare food for my dad for break fast time. so reached home around 6.10 - 6.20. then help with all the preparations and stuffs. so now im blogging. haha. so bored leh. anyway yesterday, me and wing kit and shi shuan and xi en went to white sands to buy teacher's day gifts for ms lim and ms thang. hmm... i think that im gonna give my malay teacher a scarf ( tudung ). oklah. enough of this long post.

toodles~ stranger
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What Was Your :

1) Last Beverage: Blackcurrent drink.
2) Last phone call: Wing Kit
3) Last text message: Coey
4) Last song you listen: Sugar
5) Last time you cried: hmm.. last past two days

Have You Ever :

6) Dated someone twice: yeah
7) Been cheated on: yup
8) Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9) Lost someone special: hmm... ahaa. yeah
10) Been depressed:Yeah. (so obvious right? diao. ==)
11) Been drunk & threw up: neh

Three Favourite Colours :

12) Pink
13) Black
14) Red

This Year Have You : (2009)

15) Made a new friend: Yes
17) Laughed until you *Nearly* cried: Yeah
18) Met someone who changed you: Yeah
19) Found out who your true friends were: Not sure.
20) Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah. quite a lot ah.
21) Kissed anyone on your friend's list: neh
22) How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life: all. (F.Y.I i dont make friends through online. no offense.)

23) How many kids do you want to have: hmm around 3-6
24) Do you have any pets: Yeah
25) Do you want to change your name: maybe. not sure leh

26) What did you do for your last birthday: eat a lot
27) What time did you wake up today: 5.10 a.m.
28) What were you doing at midnight last night: using ipod touch xD
29) Name something that you CANNOT wait for: going back to my primary school, TPS. xD
30) Last time you saw your mother: in the morning.

31) What is one thing you could wish you could change about your life: the negative side of me
32) What are you listening to right now: untouched (:
33) Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: NEVER . lol.
34) What's getting on your nerves right now: somebody. people actually.
35) Most visited webpage: Blogger

36) What's your real name: Raden Ayu Nur'izzati xD
37) Relationship Status: Single but unavailable. =P
38) Zodiac Sign: rat
39) Male or Female: hmm. what do u think? female of course. duh. ==

40) Elementary: Tampines Primary School
41) Junior High School: Hai Sing Catholic School
42) High School/college: NIL
43) Hair colour: Black .
45) Long or Short: short.

46) Height: 149
47) Do you have a crush on someone: yeah (i think / guess)
48) What do you like about yourself: hmm. that i totally dont know.
49) Piercings: 2
50) Righty or Lefty: heh? right??

Firsts :

51) First surgery: None.
52) First piercing: ear
53) First best friend: Farah
54) First sport you joined: Swimming
55) First vacation: Malaysia
56) First pair of trainers: heh? wth.

Right Now :

57) Eating: Nothing.
58) Drinking: Nothing.
59) Doing: Quiz and hearing songs.
60) Listening to: how you love me
61) Waiting on: more peeps and love ones to online

Your Future :

64) Want kids: yeah xD
65) Get married: hmm.. ahaa
66) Career: lawyer / hmm.. dunno leh.

Others:
67)If you could pick a day from last year & relive it, what would it be: not sure. too many days leh.
68) Are you afraid of falling in love: Yep. very afraid. cause can hurt others sometimes.

Ps; this quiz is taken from my babe's, coey's, blog. hehe. hope u dont mind. xD
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hey people,
today i am so damn hyper sia. its like super damn hyper even though im still fasting. haha. but too bad cause tomorrow i cant fast. shit lah. haiz. need to pay back a lot of days sumore from last year and this year's ones later. and after school before going off for hmt, we had to do the rehearsal for the teacher's day project. so cool man. and we are gonna sing the song "nobody by wonder girls". hehe. so cool right? jealous anot? haha. jk jk. then for guys shi shuan the only one that is so gonna dance besides me and coey. then germaine and xi en half dance and sing. while navin and zi kai become the "djs". lol. weird but true. then me, khoi and wani took the taxi to temasek sec for our hmt. luckily we reached there like only about 3.15 there. so early right? actually kind of early only lah. i still have homeworks to do. then tomorrow we are gonna do the realy recording i think cause actually brandon, oyr chairman, planned to record or film it by today but all out planning was like in a big mess. then like not everyone is co-operating. so yeah. this is what happens when people is not as one. so fun. then at first wani wanna sing then because she have to satnd in the middle, she changed her mind instead. so maybe tomorrow i'll be the only malay girl in class to not fasting. so heck care ah. lol. need to pay back. haiyah. so troublesome leh. nehmind lah.

Labels: i cant bear it when i can still sense the fact that u are not able to move on.

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I'm moving on. Willingly. It's time I stop playing the games of love. Cause I dun wanna hurt anyone anymore. I'm so sick of love songs, romance and everything tht has something to do with love. I'm throwing and letting go everything that has succeeded in ruining me. Or hurt me or break me into pieces. I won't look back. And I promise nyself that. I wan him to move on an find someone new, someone that is better than me who would be able to make him laugh and smile but not cry. I'm taking Khoi's advice cause I know tht it's best for me. Sorry people if I had been crappy and persuasive for the past few days. It's true what shi shuan said. "it's better to be friends than having any serious relationships" in life everyone have to move on hah. Opening a fresh page of my book of life. This is it. I'm done an have enough of everything in the past. I want to be the someone I know, the someone that wouldn't even dare to make any mistakes or marks on life. And the stupid bloddy headache is always coming back. So annoying sia. Haiz. I wanna apologised to people that I made mistakes to or hurt in the past few days, seconds, hours , months and years. Goodbye.

Labels: Moving on seems to be the best solution to my life and biggest mistake. Goodbye., Thank u for everything

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Hmm. It's been days since I last blog. Soo many things happened but too lazy to post. U let me go and ask me to give up yesterday even though u still love me. I thought that I would be the one to do that but it's u that did it. I'm so sorry. I hope u can find a girl that's better than me. That will be able to make u smile and laugh and won't ever make u cry. Please don't hurt yourself anymore. I can't bear pretending that everything is fine knowing that you are hurting inside. I don't get myself these days. Everytime I had a bad headache. Even today sia. Haiz. So irritating. And fasting month has already started and I'm fasting now! So cool man. it's like in 29 days time it's gonna be hari raya. Muahahahaha. Lol. I'm so headachey. Bored. Damn bored. Nothig else to say so end of this crappy post.
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yesterday something happened. as u noe that im atteached since yesterday. so yeah both of us were damn happy. but to tell the truth, i still have my unwillingness. but im sure that i will still be able to make it through. gosh. why are things so complicated all the time. i wont stop u anymore, coey. cause i want u to be happy. and he wants u to be happy too. so dont worry, whenever u need someone, i'll always be there for you. and i'll support u all the way too. and i still dont understand why my heart is still too fragile even though im so unavailable now. lol. haiz. and ever single day, i have a stupid bad headache that annoys me all the time. haiz. i hope that it wont affect my everyday life and health too. haiz. its like evrytime i look at him, sadness overtake me. i dont understand myself. i dont want to get your hopes too high cause im afraid that my unwillingness will get me out of control and im afraid that if u love me too much, u will be more hurt. aww.... im too mushy. lol. haha. pfft. love you so much honeys.

ayu.
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A words,just a word
'til you mean what you say

And love,isnt love
'til you give it away

We've all gotta give

Yes,something to give
To make a change

[Chorus:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just Smile

And the world

Will smile

along with you..

That small act of love
Thats meant for one
Will become two

If we take the chances..

The chance circumstances

Imagine all we can do


[Chrous:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Send it on..

[Miley:]
Theres power in all of the choices we make

[Selena & Joe:]
So im starting now theres not a moment to wait

[Selena:]
A word,just a word
'til you mean what you say

[Selena & Kevin:]
And love,isnt love
'til you give it away

[All:]
Send it on
(Send it on)
On and on
(on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
(be a part)
Reach a heart


Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll help it start
Make us strong
Shine a light and
Give it on

Shine a light and send it on..
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all my help is just useless. protecting a friend dont do me good i guess. why do people keep on thinking that im forcing people or matchmake them when they are not willing? i guess what u said is true all this while. im weak. and eveyone knows that. u realised that long time ago. why did u just started telling me that now? i try to hate u but i cant. i dont understand my actions sometimes. i guess i shouldnt try to help cause people would just take it for granted or misunderstands. i know that im not strong enough to be up to the 90%. say anything u want. i dont care about all the shitty things u said to me. i dont even think that i wanna reply what u said cause i noe that at last my tears would still be shed.
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hey people,
seriously, sometimes i just dont understand people these days especially me. My heart is like so sensitive these days. im trying to be strong rather than always being weak. i know that people love the happy me, but please dont start hating me when i get moody easily. i, myself, dont understand why im being and feeling like this. its not because of the two guys i think. it has something to do with me. im gonna get out of control soon. im trying to be cheerful back. please dont say that im always emoing when im not. its just that something is wrong with me. nothing to do with me wanna give up or anything. its just that the problem is ME!!!! haiz. here i go again. talking crap stuffs all the time. ignore my crappiness in this post. so yeah. this is soo gonna be a short post. miss u people and babes and girlfrens.

bitch



I don't know why I'm feeling weak all the time. It's like people criticisations are really pulling me down and the failure of my love life too. But life is life hah. Too much complications and miseries and happy and sweet moments too. Miss my babes, close frens, gang, siblings, honeys and mainly my girlfriends. Haiz. Miss my guys too. Hope you all are doing well unlike me. I'm stuck in a black hole. Something is like pulling and bringing me down , not willing and letting me to move on. I'm getting more and new sensiive each day. Haiz. I don't even understand why I'm feeling like this. Is it because I'm missing everyone too much or I'm too weak to accept the fact that I'm just his bestfriend, ad not more than that. I hope that germaine would be the old one, cheerful always and will get back with him cause I know that they are perfect together man. Hope that there will be one more couple so that all of us will be complete. Gosh. I'm really talking crap here. Anyway. HAPPY BELATED 44th BIRtHDAY SINGAPORE! And. HAPPY BELATED BIrTHDAY TO GERMAINE ONG YUAN LING! Heehe. Love u babe and SINGAPORE too. xD
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hey people,
i just found out that im not the only one that is having problems with my love life but my girlfrens and my close frens are having it too. Im sick and tired of seeing them all in miseries when im also in one. well, life is unfair, full of ups and downs and u cant just change ur life autonatically. it takes time u see. im so bored. im tired of people pretending and keeping secrets and their problems away from me when they know that i'll be there to lend them a helping hand. In my mind i keep thinking about the kind of things that always gives me a headache but i just cant help it. haiz.

Ps; continuing tomorrow
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im not perfect. and people know that. people hate me without getting to know me first. i dont mind you hating me after you really know me well. Well, i do mind actually. cause being hate is not a good thing you see. i do shout and scream and cry when i lose control of myself. i know that it isnt the best way to solve something. but i feel better after doing so but mainly i feel damn guilty cause someone will be hurt at the end of it.im mean. im not the girl that you think i am. i can be sweet. but when you are being too much, i seriously cant take it anymore cause im not as cool as anyone else. i lose my patience easily. dont take me wrong. im not always the girl that u can step on and take advantage of.
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*I know you know that this post is about you*

The first thing i would like to say to you is when i saw you is that you are not a bad guy and you are not worthless at all. Why do you think that you are one even though everyone knows that you are not, including me. Why have you been ignoring me for the last past few days. Do you think that by ignoring me i would ignore you too. DO you know that it's very hard for me to ignore you when all i ever think and miss is you. Keeping things from me is not gonna work cause im not that stupid until i cant figure out that there's something wrong. haiz.
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anyway im so happy cause there's no more problenms and conflicts. and everyone is back to loving one another. i love you guys so much. and thanks for the things that u have done for me. love ya. anyway im sorry for being such a bitch and a big fat liar to u guys. i promise that i wont do it ever again.

love ya,
ayu
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hey people,
yesterday i apologised to khoi, wani and aqilah. I apologised to them until i cried. Then they all followed me to the toilet and asked me to wipe my tears. And we had our 2.4 run. haiz. me and khoi didn't make it till the end due to my chest pains and khoi kept on vomiting. So we walked to the sit where everyone gathered. Then me and khoi kept on going to the toilet with wani and all cause felt like vomiting and havin difficulties in breathing. Me and wani were like grasping for oxygen. Everyone was like looking at wani cause she was really trying very hard and take deep breaths. For me, i was silently taking deep breaths and concentrating really hard during maths lesson. After that i went toilet during recess. I felt like vomiting and breathing was a really hard thing to do then before. then when i tried walking back to class, i felt really dizzy and my walking is not that stable anymore and so, khoi supported me during the walk back to class. everytime i drank water in the class, i felt like i had to compete with the water for the oxygen. And so i had to take my time when drinking water. Then my whole body started to feel numb and super damn cold and breathing normally seems to be a ridiculous idea during that time cause my breathing just wont get in a constant speed. and so everyone started panicking and calling the teachers.I was getting really cold every second and so coey and sarah tried to comfort me and everything happened so fast. i was brought to the sick bay by the SJAB people on the stretcher. Gosh i realised that a lot of people was like watching me. Haiz. Then my mum cried when she was told abt my condition. ten at around 11.50, my bro picked me up from the school. then we went to the doctor. lucky thing i didnt get asthma. and so i got 2 days mc which was yesterday and today. then my bro bought pizza for the whole family and stuffs. i got lecture from my dad cause of being such a stuborn girl.

today:

khoi. wani and nicole came to my house today to gave me a sweet get well card, today's worksheets and two shepherds pies. so sweet right them. then we were like joking around and playing with my hamsters and exploring my house. hehe. im so touched when they said that my house was so nice. aww. thanks guys for the compliments. hehe. then send them to the bus stop. haiz. i missed school so much. and i think i hurt someone. anyway thanks u guys for being so considerate enough to come and visit me. and thanks wani for the sweet card. im so touched by it.

TOODLES - Stranger
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im sorry guys. i know im wild. i know im everything wrong. im sorry. i didnt mean to hurt you guys. knowing that you guys are hurt, it hurts me too. i feel guilty being such a big fat liar to you guys even though that you think that i dont felt that way. i thought that by keeping this as a secret and tell you a lie would help u guys not to feel unfair. i dont want you guys to feel that im ditching you guys just for the sake of wanting too much freedom and playing time. i love you guys and you guys must know that. i trust you guys. but please, please dont think that i dont trust you guys. you are the ones who were with me from the starting. im ignorant and a bitch. i guess the warning that i gave you guys doesnt seem to get you guys to realise that. im a big fat liar. and i know that. i've been like that to you guys and my parents and also my family. im sorry. i trust you guys. and i know that you guys wan me to learn from my mistakes. im gonna promise to stop being this big fat liar that everyone hates. im sorry aqilah, khoi, wani, soo jing, sarah and more. im so sorry. im stupid enough to just think of the consequences than telling the truth. im not a sweet innocent girl that you think i really am. im not the girl that is so innocent. im the girl who is wild, an ignorant one and a not trustworthy one. please... i dont talk to u guys much these days cause i kinda want to think it through and try to make things clearer than they are before. i didnt want to ignore you guys. please, i dont want our relationship to break just because of my stupid and silly mistake. sorry guys. im not the girl that you guys think i am. Im so sorry.
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1. Surname : Korean surname is the last number in your year of birth.
- 0: Park
- 1: Kim
- 2: Shin
- 3: Choi
- 4: Song
- 5: Kang
- 6: Han
- 7: Lee
- 8: Sung
- 9: Jung

II. Middle name : is your month of birth .
- 1: Yong
- 2: Ji
- 3: Je
- 4: Hye
- 5: Dong
- 6: Sang
- 7: Ha
- 8: Hyo
- 9: Soo
- 10: Eun
- 11: Hyun
- 12: Rae

III. Name : is your day of birth .
- 1: Hwa
- 2: Woo
- 3: Joon
- 4: Hee
- 5: Kyo
- 6: Kyung
- 7: Wook
- 8: Jin
- 9: Jae
- 10: Hoon
- 11: Ra
- 12: Bin
- 13: Sun
- 14: Ri
- 15: Soo
- 16: Rim
- 17: Ah
- 18: Ae
- 19: Neul
- 20: Mun
- 21: In
- 22: Mi
- 23: Ki
- 24: Sang
- 25: Byung
- 26: Seok
- 27: Gun
- 28: Yoo
- 29: Sup
- 30: Won
- 31: Sub

mine is :Han Je Won

(gosh it sounds really weird)

Ps; anyway i took this from wani's blog. i hope that she doesnt mind about me doing it too. xD
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i so sorry. i didnt mean to ruin the trust that u had for me. you have to know that i never hate you. i love you. and you're my bestfriend too. im sorry. dont think that i lied because i didnt trust you. i trust you like i trust my closest bestfriend that i know since primary 1.i didnt want to tell the truth cause i know that it would be unfair to you and "her". i want you to know that i lied because of minding your feelings. but i also realised that telling the truth is more important than faking it just to take care of other's feelings. im sorry. i really am. i didnt said hi to you when you came into class cause to tell the truth, i didnt saw you. when i stand up and saw u talking to aqilah. i wanna say hi, but nothing came out of my mouth. im a bitch. i know that. that's why i warned you since the starting of the year, since we first became so close to one another, that im really a bitch. i want you to understand i trust you and i love you. u may think that i dont trust you, but i really do. its just that im so used to your reactions that i lied to you so that you wouldnt feel that you and "her" were ditched by me. i need your trust again. im so sorry. i dun wanna hurt you anymore. maybe its time you know the truth that i can be a really liar when im so used to saying the same lies everytime. but i was guilty. i felt that it was stupid of me to be so ignorant and to think that you guys would go against my decision that is so not worth it. im sorry. i love you guys no matter what happen. sorry..........

Ps; i love you no matter what happen. i trust you even if u think that i do not. i wan your trust back and im sure to not ruin it anymore. im sorry for being such a big fat liar. im sorry. so sorry.and im not angry with you guys. i will never will be able to get angry for so long with you guys. please , i want you to know that im not angry at all. just curiousity takes over me. im sorry.
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hey people,
today i didnt went to HMT cause im sick! haha. its true anyway. Its really hard for me to concentrate man when in class. stupid sickness of mine. So tired man. I feel so crappy. And I dont feel like posting long long. haiz. And in the afternoon i kinda emo..ing. heck care lah. stupid crappy bitch of me. haiz.

TOODLES - Stranger
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hey people,
Today i get to use my sim card only for today ah. It was so fun smsing adam, coey and susu. Im planning to go lunch with susu but both of us are bringing our friends. The lunch would either be on 7 aug, this coming friday, or 14 aug, next friday. Gonna celebrate her birthday on that day. Gosh. I just remembered about germaine's birthday on 9 aug but most probably gonna celebrate on this coming friday, 7 aug. So kind of clashed you see. But nehmmind. I am starting to have a plan in my mind. So dont worry susu and germaine. You guys will still have your birthday celebration. Haha. Gosh. Stupid running nose of mine. Anyway i hope wing kit will get better soon. He got 5 days of mc that means that he would not be coming to school for a week and will be back on next week tuesday since nest week monday is a holiday cos it gonna be NATIONAL DAY! I love you singapore! Happy 44th birthday. Hehe. Im proud to be a singaporean u see. Im proud to be a girl too. Haha. Anyway the forum that zi kai and shi shuan did is really alive. You guys rawk man. Thanks for making the forum a lively one for people to communicate or do foruming. Haha. Coey,i'll always be there for u whenever u need a good fren to spend time with. Haha. Meow. Gonna end this post now... So

TOODLES - Stranger
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