i so sorry. i didnt mean to ruin the trust that u had for me. you have to know that i never hate you. i love you. and you're my bestfriend too. im sorry. dont think that i lied because i didnt trust you. i trust you like i trust my closest bestfriend that i know since primary 1.i didnt want to tell the truth cause i know that it would be unfair to you and "her". i want you to know that i lied because of minding your feelings. but i also realised that telling the truth is more important than faking it just to take care of other's feelings. im sorry. i really am. i didnt said hi to you when you came into class cause to tell the truth, i didnt saw you. when i stand up and saw u talking to aqilah. i wanna say hi, but nothing came out of my mouth. im a bitch. i know that. that's why i warned you since the starting of the year, since we first became so close to one another, that im really a bitch. i want you to understand i trust you and i love you. u may think that i dont trust you, but i really do. its just that im so used to your reactions that i lied to you so that you wouldnt feel that you and "her" were ditched by me. i need your trust again. im so sorry. i dun wanna hurt you anymore. maybe its time you know the truth that i can be a really liar when im so used to saying the same lies everytime. but i was guilty. i felt that it was stupid of me to be so ignorant and to think that you guys would go against my decision that is so not worth it. im sorry. i love you guys no matter what happen. sorry..........

Ps; i love you no matter what happen. i trust you even if u think that i do not. i wan your trust back and im sure to not ruin it anymore. im sorry for being such a big fat liar. im sorry. so sorry.and im not angry with you guys. i will never will be able to get angry for so long with you guys. please , i want you to know that im not angry at all. just curiousity takes over me. im sorry.
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