heyyo people,
yesterday was pretty sad cause GUESS WHAT?! my dad was warded in the hospital and had an operation. but today morning found out that he had to go for another operation. now his butt got a hole! u know why? cos doctor had to dig out a part of my dad's butt that has bisul. haiz. so sad. hope that he's gonna be fine soon. anyway i really update today. gonna visit my dad now alone and bringing all my notes for history exams tomorrow. Good luck peepo! xD
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i guess my sorry didnt matter anymore to you. you think i betrayed you. but u are wrong. i never do. maybe it looks like i did betrayed you after hanging out with someone else and grow so close to her. i tried to talk to you. tried to convince you. but i guess i just simply dont know how to. talking to u wouldnt even work when i know that u hate me. i admit that i was the one who accidentally let ss to see ur blog. it wasnt on purpose. i was using the comp in library that time and he was sitting beside me. i was looking at your blog and he saw it. it wasnt on purpose. really. i tried to make things right again. i know u'll hate me more after finding out that im the traitor all this while. the betrayer. but what can i do? convincing u is hard. and ur reactions to me makes it clear to me that u totally hate me and dont want to have anything to do with me. u are still precious to me though. sorry if im bothering ur life. we shouldnt have been friends in the first place knowing that this would happen. but too bad cos we didnt know that it would.

Thanks for being my honey and my dearest precious friend. Making you think that i was betraying you was the biggest mistake i've ever made. Wish you the best in your life.

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hey people,
left three more days to Hari Raya Puasa. Just now had a fun time with siti. at first i met her at the tampines interchange macs. then wait for sherman. he so damn slow leh. he and shubin like took such a long time to walk from the yamaha to macs. pfft. haha. but nehmind. at least i can prepare myself first. then when i saw him, i kind of freak out. haha. cause he looked so different than how he looked like in the picture. then the first thing i said to him was ; "Eh, you look so diff in the picture leh.". haha. suppose to said hi but that was the first thing that came into my mind. so totally not my fault leh. haha. then i talked crap. seriously crap. and sherman said something to me that really made me cracked up. haha. i bet that siti was blushing that time when he said that. haha. then we planned that they went to eat first while me and siti went somewhere else before we met at the sunplaza park at around 3.15. instead of going there, me and siti went to walk around tampines mall. saw lots of people. saw wani with her parents and her youngest sister. haha. then saw them eating at tm macs. so we went to open plaza at tm instead. suddenly amelia and sandra arrived. then suu and allyah arrived. so we all talked. then me and siti felt left out so we kept quite, kept to ourselves mainly. then when they walked somewhere else, we decided to go sunplaza park. but we were seriously lazy to walk sumore so instead we msg sherman and shubin to meet us at the open plaza instead. so they arrived after we were having a dizzy but enjoying time on the whirling thingy. i've no idea what it's called. so then we all chatted and have some fun. saw a cute small girl named casey (if im not wrong) she's so cute leh. haha. the suu made friends with her first before the rest of us which are siti, me and allyah started talking to her. haha. hmm reached home about 5.30. so tired sia. just finished typing and listening to music. damn bored. anyway i just cant wait. totally pissed off with my sister for not cleaning up her mess when i told her to do so cos raya's coming man. and doesnt she even know that we dont have much time. haiz. pfft. nehmind.

Toodles ~

Ps; i'll post the pic of my shoes for raya when i've taken a pic of it and is free to upload it.

Labels: Don't love you no more. i seriously dont care whatever that you guys think cos i seriously don't like anyone right now.

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hey people,
GUESS what?! i just edit my blogskin. cause i feel like it. and im satisfied with it. 5 more days to go and that's it. Hari Raya Puasa! haha. ok this is just gonna be a short post for today. So busy and tired now cos i just finished editing in the middle of a night.
toodles~
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hey poeople,
EXAMS ARE COMING IN @ WEEKS TIME! can u believe it? in just 2 weeks time leh then its the final year exams. Since im busy cleaning up and studying, I wont be blogging much. I would only blog some important or interesting happenings/events in my life when i have the time kk. I really have to buck up and really study instead of just reading simple notes. == Good luck for everyone. Just an advance one. And an advance Selamat Hari Raya to the muslims people who are celebrating it on this Sunday. Cant wait for it. But anxious too when it comes to exam period. haha.
Toodles~

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Hey people
yesterday and today were wiring days for me. I didn't went for lit supp class yesterday cos was really tired. Woke up at abot 10 plus yesterday and accompany daddy to lots of places. Gosh. So tiring. Yesterday was a day full of shopping while today was a day full of cleaning up. Haiz. I still haven't completed my homework! Haiz. So tired and so damn busy. Anyway gtg. Need to help mummy to preparethe food for break fast.
Toodles~
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Hey people
that was the day where mummy wanted to gave birth to their child on that day and also couple who wanted to get married at that day. That day I went to Malaysia. To buy my hari rays shoes and also hari raya kueh. Bought a lot man. Like one of 12 - 15 kinds. Haha. Bought the kueh-muih at the simpang renggam, the place that was famous at Malaysia for the kuehs. True true! Then went to GIANT atthe southern city. Went to the supermarket there to but lots of food. And we bought lots of cornflakes for one of the kuehs that mummy would make then went to buy the food for break fast later. Bought dishes of nasi Padang from this orang minangkabau stall. As u know that girls are in charge if u are Minangkabau people. Then went to put everything at the boot of the car. Then went back in to buy my heel. Woots! The heels really make me tall! Haha. Then went back hone with lots and lots of food. I just love food people. Then get ready for break fast. And the food was really nice, not a waste anyway. Haha. I love the black pepper honeyish sauce of the chicken. So yummy! Yum yum!
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Hey people,
well actually the past night. We all didn't get much sleep. Me, wani, minn, coey, Phoebe, bernice and two more girls slept in the same tent. At night couldn't sleep cos it was so stuffy in the tent. Coey and Bernice and Phoebe went sleeping outside. So when the rest of us included me could not sleep, we decided to eat and eat our snacks. Haha. Me and wani took retarded pics of oursleves using her phone and please go to wani's blog for the pictures. Haha. Then at last went went to sleep at about 1 plus and woke up at around 2 plus just to bathe. Went to the first floor girls toilet. Bla bla bla. Then assembled at the canteen at 4. Some people were late. Haiz. Then we were given the priority to sleep for two more hours. Felt so rellieved cos get to sleep again. But this tint the girls were to sleep in the dance room while the boys sleep somewhere. I've no idea where. Heck care lah. Then woke up again at around 7.15. Did more activities. One part we had to do lemonade. Well almost everyone failed, included my group, except for one. Haha. Well the judges said that our lemonade was one of a kind.haha. Taste like some sugarish sourish drink. Bluek. then i went home with Audrey. We took bus 3 and stop at the bus stop opp the stop where we can take bus 15 to tampines central. Waited for the bus for so long. Nehmind. Cos we both wanna take our own sweet time. Then stopes at tampines central and bought bubbletea at one of the bubbletea shops. Audrey bought Oreo honeydew while I bought oreo strawberry. Gosh. It was like so tempting. And I really felt like breaking my fast on that point of time. Haha. Took bus 27 and stopped at the bus stop after the bus stop of tampines central. Walked and walked. Finally I reached my hone sweet home. I was kind of upset when i found out that mummy didn't cook for me and my dad for breaki fast later. So annoyed man. Nehmind. I was patient back then. and so I just fried some food like chicken and eggs. Heat up some food. And boiled the sausages. The food turned put yummy in the end. Haha. Daddy was really pissed with mummy. The end!
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Hey people,
hmm.... Anyway sorry for not been updating for a long time. So now I'm gonna update on all slowly cause it would be be a really detailed update. Hmm.... Lets see. Where should I start? Guess from the beginning. So that day I woke up 5 plus in the morning cos I wanna have my sahur before I start fasting that day. And so after finish eating, went back to sleep and woke up again at around 6.20. Then bathe and all that. Bla bla bla. I purposely do everything slowly so tht when daddy pitied me, he would sent me to school. Muahahaha. And it really worked. Daddy sent me to school! Yay! Lucky me as my bag was really heavy and bulky. Grr.. The size annoyed me a lot. So reached school at about 7.20. I was quite anxious when no one I know except from farid that had arrived. So instead of settling down my bag in the canteen, I looked and waited while standing up until I saw someone. Gosh. When he walked past me, I was like looking the other way cause like ; " omgosh! The cutie is there! ". Lol. Then waited againg for a little while and at last xi en came. Woohoo! Xi en rescued me from being a loner. Hehe. Thanks for the rescue xi en. Then we both sat down and waited for the rest to arrived. Saw apurva, I just can't stand the sight of her. No offence. Then coey ad germaine arrived next. But too bad cos at first they didn't saw us. Wth right?! Gosh. I guess we are just too small or both of us camouflaged until we could not been seen. Haiz. Nehmind about tht. So when at last coey saw us, she and germaine walked to us. Found out that germaine brought a whole lot of snacks in her converse bag! Can u believe it? The converse bag was FULL with snacks! Actually it's normal for germaine as she would eat snacks and sweets everyday without fail. Haha. True true! Then aqilah and wani arrived next. Walked to us. We all chat for a while. Then found out that only germaine and coey brought pillow for the night to sleep. Haha. Then everyone went to the parade square to assemble and went to mpr for the introduction and to get into out respective clusters. There were three clusters : cluster Alpha, cluster Bravo and cluster Charlie. So the prefects and NEA was in cluster Alpha. Psls and EAs was in cluster Bravo. Sports and tech leaders was in cluster Charlie. Then cluster alpha stayed in the room while cluster bravo went to the mpr on level one while the cluster Charlie went to the mpr on level 3. Then in the mpr, we all get into our respective groups. So lucky that I grouped with wani, coey, bernice and phoebe were in the same group. We were also with aldric, abel, tejas, Xiang tian and more. Too bad cutie wasn't in my group. Nehmind. If he was in. I bet that I wouldn't know what to said or talked to him. Then all went back to the mpr where everyone were there at first. We had to do some activity. I found out that I was an I - influencial. Haha. Same with coey. While wani is S same with zi kai. (and the cutie was I too) then went to the canteen for some chaotic activity. Quite fun leh! But really and seriously chaotic. It was like everyone ran and bump into one another! Haha. Then went the people, non-Muslims, were having their lunch, it was kind of a free time for the Muslims. So aqilah, wani and I walked around and go pray. Then went back to the canteen after "break time" for us was over and we had another activity again. And we found out that we had to cook our own dinner! COOK OUR OWN DINNER leh! Wth right?! But nehmind. We still had to do it. Me and wani planned to cook spaghetti but our leader said no. Haiz. Need to eat instant noodles sumore. At least spaghetti is more yummy. Haiz. Nehmind. Then wanted to go shopping for the ingrediants but wasn't allowed to cos they said that we are fasting so cannot. Haiz. All plans are destroyed. Then we had to set up the "hotels" instead. I thought that we would be sleeping in the mpr as that was what my teacher told us but instead we would have to be sleeping in the tents! SLEEP IN THE TENTS leh! Haiyah. On hard ground sumore leh. After setting up the "hotels", we assembled then it was time for break fast. So all the Muslims went to the canteen to get ready. Then we only get to eat dates and drink some tawar water. Urgh. Then went back to the parade square to start cooking. Kind of fun. I shared food with wani and coey. Then went to zi kai and he was eating spaghetti mushroom which doesn't taste like one. No offence. Then when everyone assembled, we got lectures. Mainly the cluster alpha got lectured from joelle. She lectured them until she cried. I understand her. They should cloged up the basin at the canteen anyway. Haiz. Then cLuster bravo was the only one that gets lectures and no need to do physical things which looks so scary. Too discipline for me. Then after that went bathe but was give a short period of time. Sometimes I felt like we were all treated like dogs. Nehmind about that. The girls toilet was whoa! Chaotic man. Bla bla bla. Nothing to say. Haha. NEXT POST >
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How Much Do You Cost?

After Doing This Quiz,Tag At Least 10 Friends!

Natural Hair Color:

[ ] Brown - $10
[ ] Blonde - $50
[x] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other-$75

Total so far: $15

Eye Color:

[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $150
[ ] Hazel $100
[x] Other - $15

Total so far: $30

Height:

[ ] Over 7′ - $200
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[ ]5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $85
[x] Below 5'4" - $0

Total so far: $30

Age:

[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[X] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $130

Birth Order:

[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[ ] Second Born - $150
[ ] Middle Child - $100
[x] Last Born - $100
[ ] Third Born - $550
[ ] Fourth Born - $300
[ ] Fifth Born - $400
[ ] Sixth Born -$215
[ ] First Born - $ 500

Total so far: $230

Drink?

[ ] I did like once or twice - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] Only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ (Back to $0)
[x] No - $600

Total so far: $830

Vision?

[x] Perfect vision $400
[ ] Need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[ ] Contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$100

Total so far: $1230

Shoe Size:

[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $400
[ ] 7 to 10 - $500
[x] Under 7- $450

Total so far: $1680

Favorite Colors (four):

[ ] Green-$750
[x] Red - $600
[x] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow -$475
[x] Brown - $300
[x] Purple - $225
[x] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[x] Pink - $100
[ ] Others - $500

Total: $3105

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?

[ ] Yes - $0
[x] Nope - add $1000
[ ] Some- $750

Total: $4105

People tagged to do this quiz: you you you! Basically anyone lah. Anyway I've been tag by coey to do this. Well, I've done it!
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i knew that by the way you guys talk, the way u guys have fun without me and planned or did something without me, you guys dont need me anymore. it was my mistake after all. not u guys. i never fake my cry. i never fake my sadness. i dont try to get attention. i dont care if im a stuck-up or even a pathetic snob to you. you guys are better off than having me around. cause the feeling im having now is true after all. so many "deja vu" incidents happening in my life. i am really a bitch. you guys deserve a better friend than me. im just an extra since the beginning. i should have know that from the starting so that i wont be bother to take a risk by creating friendships with you guys. it turns out that i cant trust anyone and even myself. so what's the use of getting to know me when in the future there will be hatred occurring between us. im too lost for words. actions speaks louder than words. so whatever your actions are, i would still get a hint of hatred or annoyance. this is the truth. going my own way seems to be the best solution. i still love you guys though even i know that there is hatred for me.
Goodbye.

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hey people,
on the 1/09/09 which is on the tuesday, the school holiday day, me, zi kai, jerry, coey, shi shuan, adam, winson and yao shian went to white sands. firstly the plan was to go to tampines mall but since lots of people go against it saying that its far away we decided to just stay at ws.i reached ws entrance at about 12.05 (if im not wrong lah) then while i was just walking about, zi kai suddenly scared me off. haha. i was so damn shocked hor. haha. then i asked him to accompany me return my library books. then after returning my library books i turn behind and saw shi shuan and jerry outside the arcade there. then we walked to them and waited for coey and adam and also the two small guys xD ( yao shian and winson ). so coey arrived then. she looked quite hot lah. lol. im not a lesbian ah. dont think the wrong things. then adam arrived quite late as i bet he was walking damn slow. *misunderstandings do occur most of the times hah. when u dont seem to understand one another pretty well.*
so then we went to macs to meet the small but cute guys. when going down the escalator, i say my girlfren who is pikachu, syafiqah. she very cute leh. i called her lots of times and she was like so focus when using her handphone. then her friend ainie called her that sonmeone is calling and shouting her name. haha. she turned behind and we both ran to each other and give a hug. gosh. i missed all my girlfrens so much. especially when i need them. when i need someone who really understands me. haiz. then met the rest and watched movie at ehub at around 3.10. but before that, we occupied ourselves by going to the arcade. haha. quite fun but quite boring also lah. ok-oklah. then after the movie we met wing kit, who sneaked out of his house, and went to ws. while the rest when there, i went home first cause i dun wan leave my dad to break his fast alone. luckily i went home cause it really turned out that my dad and i broke our fast together. haha.
2/9/09:
it was NICOLE'S and AQILAH'S BIRTHDAY! haha. happy belated birthday u guys. i wanna give a card to nicole but i forget to do it. im so mean right? i know i know. dont need to remind me that. lol. then hmt was fun cause we went our own. but we met the st. hilda's girls, siti, su'aidah and allyah, at the sweet talk there. then we went temasek by taking bus 10. chat with siti and the rest while doing my homework. too bad cause i was disturbed by khoiriyah and wani. haha. lol. and our hmt teacher didnt come. haha. but too bad cause we had to do 1 compo for each question. haiz. so we had to do a total of 2 compos. but all did only one. haha. suckers. =P
3/9/09:
today lots of things happened. today is the day when the truth was revealed. i didnt realised that someone i trusted so much would betrayed me just like that. its like during recess we were having strict and serious talking with jerry and shi shuan. well, xi en's face looked really serious. and i found out that being alone and a normal person but not a too friendly and hyper one is better cause like that people wont be quite disturbed by you. right? right... today kind of a bad day for me. for coey and for germaine too. i was preally pissed off with lots of people today. haiyah. heck care about today. lets start anew. ok? (:

my future life planning:
-dont mixed a lot.
-keep quiet at necessary times
-talk about the right stuffs
-dont bother about people relationships problems although they are my frens
-study a lot. like really a lot.
-forget about all those crushes.
-do the right thing all the time
-dont be vain, proud and action.
-be yourself
-forget about the sour memories and really move on.
-meet my girlfrens and babes more (primary school ones)

~toodles

Labels: im not gonna remorse for whatever happened before this right minute and really looking foward to the future.

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