Lenka -- Bring Me Down
I won't let this burden bring me down
So here we are again
Staring at the end of what we made
and who we are
Never knowing when
One of us will break and walk
the other way
Love, I don't know what to say
Love, I don't know how to say
When you won't let me be the person
that I am
The writings on the wall, there's
nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right
back into your arms
The writings on the wall, you gave
nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I
won't let this burden bring me down
What are we to do?
What are we to say to one another
now we're through?
Thanks for being you
Thanks for being all the things I had
to say goodbye to
I'm over being lied to
I'm over being pushed into the
Person that you want me to become
The writings on the wall, there's
nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right
back into your arms
The writings on the wall, you gave
nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I
won't let this burden bring me down
Where did we go wrong?
We let it be so long
But there's no point turning back
let's face the facts
The writings on the wall, there's
nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right
back into your arms
The writings on the wall, you gave
nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I
won't let this burden bring me down
I won't let this burden bring me, I
won't let this byrden bring me down
-- beautiful lyrics that relates me to my past
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Heyyo people! Well showed my report book to my dad. He was disappointed in me cause I deproved but actually i improved for 2 subjects leh. But nehmind. Gonna ask my bro to tutor me next year. But he told me to get a friend to tutor with me. Anyone wants to tutor with me? Tag me okaes. So yeah yesterday at night went to mustafa centre. I bought a necklace that shows a lock and a key, silver and blue. Forgotten to but siti a present again! Nehmind. I'm gonna but it around next week. So next thurs, ms thang had promised to treat us pizza. So I'm counting on it. Very bored. "cleaning up my room now"! Which is so fake of course. I haven't even get started yet. So gonna start cleaning up soon. My room is in a damn bloody mess man especially my wardrobe full of clothes. Got addicted to korean songs and love me by justin bieber -- thanks to khoiriyah. Haha.
Buhbye.
Toodles~
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Taeyang taeyang taeyang! Loveeeeeeee taeyang! ((;
Report Book Day!
Can u believe it? I deproved. But nehmind. Gonna start working hard so that I would be able to score well and of course achieved my goal. Gonna make my parents proud so strive on is what I'm doing. Well I got 35 position in class. Work harder raden! But I fail 2 subjects -- science and history. Pfft. So received maths holiday homework today. There was a drill exercise. Boring~ but played boom boom chuky loads of time! So addicted to it. CHUKY! Hahaha. Damn tired now. Band was fun. Suddenly we started talking about things that were so randomly brought up. At the swing there got 3 irritating and rude kids. So pissed off with them man. But got 3 cuter small kids playing near the blue confession board. Muahahahaha. They damn cute leh. Then ate at kopitiam. Queue for so long. Mainly I wait for the food for so long. But the food oklah. Bad quality. No offence. Went home. And here I am typing and typing and typing due to boredomness. Actually just finished watching 'the uninvited' and 'histeria'. Scary leh! But both movies mostly about psycho. Hungry man. Nehmind later then I eat.
Toodles ~
Ps; taeyang is mine and only mine! And and and and and and and big bang rocks! ((;
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There's only a few things that I have to say.
I'm addicted to Korean songs these days
cause they rock
but Khoi rock more of course
haha
then I love big bang especially taeyang!!!!
Taeyang rocks and loveeee you(:
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Heyyo people!
I'm back after long days of not blogging mainly busting with band, friends and sleeping of course. Today I slept for a long time. Like around 5/6 hours. At last in free to blog again. So yeah tomorrow is gonna be the worst day for me as tomorrow get back report book. Cool huh? -- not. Hmm let's start with Monday.
Monday:
met raudhah after school.
Ate at mcdonalds first.
Then was disappointed as all went separate ways.
Lol.
Then me and raudhah took bus to tampines
bought Oreo honeydew
damn nice. Yum yum
then went to sunplaza park.
So many Springfield people there.
So walked around first cause actually we wanna go play swing
then went to mcdonalds
raudhah bought double cheeseburger cause damn hungry
went to open plaza
went to the room there.
So stinky in there -- no offence
met rabiah at mcdonald
bought coke cause damn thirsty
then went sunplaza park again
still got them at the swings
saw Ella and luqman and their friends there
they took our swings
all 6 of them. Pfft
mean people
haha
decided to watch super junior laughing gas thingy. Haha. Damn funny.
Tuesday:
went band
ate at kfc first
band quite fun
sophie was screaming with joy when he play right
heh
then went swing after band
went home but ger go ate her dinner
lol
wednesday:
reached school kinda late
around 8.05
kinda unbelieveable
cause I never come that late before
then got to finish the 2 book I borrowed
already return one book with Khoi in te afternoon
played capnet ball
won the 1t1 by 11 points more
unbelieveably we scored 12 and they scored 1
then bla bla
someone kept in staring these days
quite scary leh
then wani kept on teasing me
diao diao diao
then after school , raining damn heavily
went kfc with Khoi but the rest went mcdonald
went library with Khoi
talkedtalkedtalked
then went home and reached around 4 plus
then sleep sleep sleep
The end~
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Heyyo!
today was quite interesting than the other days. Had long talks on CIP in the morning ending up at 9.50. Had recess but lazy to eat. Bought pen knife for monday," cards making day" '==, and it's pink of course. lol. very sharp leh the pen knife. Saw my last year malay dance instructor. She still remember me. Hehe. Cool. Learnt the bhangra dance which was super cool and interesting. got 5 different steps. Laughlaughlaugh. Chatchatchat. Dancedancedance. Everything turn out perfectly fine. After the dance class, we were all discussing of where to go. So some decided to go arcade. Left with me, jerry, shu ang, jun yuan and winson. Then winson went home to get changed to meet his friend. So we all took our class photos that we had ordered. Then decided to play either basketball or soccer. So basketball was what we planned to play. Ate first at the canteen and talk about something. haha. Only people who was involved would understand what i meant. Right right? right.... so then we decided to go to swing. after hanging out there for a while, went to library to borrow few books. Met wing kit and zi kai there at the library. then went to germaine's playground for a while. Then went to winson's playground and met germaine there. Then called someone else to join us. then went cycling near the swing there. went off from the swing there around 6 plus. Now, im feeling really tired. Ending here~
Toodles~
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Close my eyes
darkness surround me
tried to find the way
to be on the right track
back again
but failed
opened my eyes
look all around me
staring into space
and wondering
is what im doing
realise that
im never what i am
how could i be myself
when everyone around me
seems to have a part of my attitude
i wish i know what to do
to be a better person
to be myself back again
without causing
any occurance of conflicts
God
i pray to you
i beg you
lead me back to the right path
where everything would be
fine and all right again
~the end~
Labels: the truth is all i can hear everytime you lie.
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Happeh Birthday my dearest favorite cute lovelaye bestie and girlfie!
Love you so much honey. Hope all your wishes comes true. Hope you'll find a better guy that would not hurt you and would protect you all the way. Dont worry cause i'll always be there for you whenever you need me and will always be standing by you. Happy Bdae once again honey!
Love you so much. Take care ok. just contact me anytime you want cause for you, there's always time.
To: Siti Nur Qamarina
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Hey people!
today went peranakan museum. woohoo. very interesting leh. the brooches all very shiny cause all blink blink mah. the wall part near the coffin very interesting one. but quite scary lah. cause like the machine bang against the wall then a lot of screaming. fun fun. found out about something that bothers me a lot. so tried not to be near the rest at the swing there and sat one corner instead and wondering and staring blankly into space. got two beautiful gorgeous cute small kids playing there. so cute leh. i bet when the small guy grow up he would be really hot. Hootie! woots. that's all cause mind went blank after chatting with peepos. its alll their fault. lol. jk jk.
Toodles~
just leave me alone cause all i wanna do is finding myself
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Hey peepo. Quite tiring and boring today. Went crazy and wild as usual and normal as the way i am for any other days. Did something to make someone jealous. He deserve to be cause u can't think that her world revolves around you, shit ass. Had interesting emotional talk. Quizes interest me too. Then got pissed off after finding out that girls can't participate in soccer for the games day next Wednesday. So dumb leh. Decided to participate in captain's ball instead. Better be fun ah. If not I bad mood whole dat next Wednesday. Tomorrow got cip after school like for one hour. Haiz. Need to learn to make of fold those cards. Then today after school ate KFC with khoiriyah and wani at downtown east there. Kinda feel abut muak after eating the cheese fries. Urgh! But melted cheese is my favourite. It's just that maybe I'm too stressed up so I started to get all those illness. Then went back to school to board the bus. Reached temasek and gossips all the way. Do the clapping thingy like a lot of times. Always got it all wrong. Chat with siti and laugh with her a lot. I envy suu who get A1 for hmt when I only get B4. Actually oklah. Still acceptable and reasonable. We didn't went home straight after school. Bought ice honeydew sago. Walked around tm with siti. Ohyah! In the bus to tampines interchange was so fun. Laughing with siti and talking with her. So funny. Thanks syaza for showing me and siti the cute pictures of kim bum. Gosh. He is super cute. But ji hoo still my favourite. Cos he is freaking hot. Hotter than Gu jun pyo! Haha. No offence wani. So me and siti went back around 5.20. Around there lah. Went home danced and sing like crazy. Got addicted to the song RIDE IT -- Jay Sean ( my blogsong) (;
toodles~
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Heyyo peepo!
today nothing much happened. wait.... there were incidents happening and only people who was with me knows that. muahahahaha. so got band today. interesting as ever. Ouh wait lets talked about what happened in class first. So we had long ipw talks. During the project work time, conflicts occur. Well, it started when somebody asked whether that person thinks he himself is cool. So the person said yes. Then that first person go and ask everyone's opinion about it. He then told our form teacher and asked her the same question. She said "she dunno" of course. Then i asked her whether she thinks that the "cool" guy is gay. too bad she didnt heard me asking her that. so that 1st guy went to repeat the question to our teacher again and she just laughed and playfully shooked her head. that got the "cool" guy angry. haiz. then went to Macs with khoiriyah, aqilah, zi kai and xi en. xi en and i succeeded in cheering him up. xi en went to but wallet. i ate fillet o fish student meal as usual. my favourite of course. in band, we gossiped. haha. nothing else to do so gossiping seems to be the best idea. muahahahaha. sophian and qi feng is late. Guess what?! Farehah my wild crazy fun senior gave qi feng a so called english name which is Qif. quite cool hah. but sophian was like laughing hearing the new name. hahahaha. u are so mean man sophie. oops. no offence. then after band went to hang out only with xi en. yeah right* wink (; lol. tired ah now. The Everlasting Mystery -- Bermuda Triangle. cool right? yeah i know. cause it is my ipw project title. That's all. damn tired ah. the song every time you lie by demi lovato. hehe. (: My awesome lovelaye favourite bestie + girlfie , Siti Nur Qamarina, birthday is this coming thursday -- 22 October. love you honey. hope all your wishes come true. tomorrow we'll celebrate together kkz and i'll make your day. haha. Muacks.
Toodles~
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1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOUHAVE?
a) Dark b) Light
*a)dark
2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANTTO:
a) Go to a party b) Go out to eat
*b) go out to eat
3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOROUT OF:
a) Baby-Pink b) Yellow c) Baby-Blue d) Turquoise
*a) baby - pink
4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUTOF:
a) Talking b) Dancing c) Taking Long Walks
*b) dancing
5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUTOF THEFOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
a) Louie Vuitton b) coach c) againt all odds?
*a) Louie Vuitton
6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACEOUT OFTHE FOLLOWING?
a) hawaii b) London c) florida
*c)florida
7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOURATHER GOTO:
a) The Beach b) Somewhere Cooler
*a) the beach
8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a) January b) February c) March d) April e) May f) June g) July h) August i) September j) October k) November l) December
*c) march
9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a) Chill at home b) Go out with friends
*b) go out wiht friends
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITEINSTRUMENTOUT OF:
a) Guitar b) Bass guitar c) Drums d) The Triangle
*a) guitar
11) NAME A PERSON OF THEOPPOSITE GENDER
*someone*
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ANSWERS**>>>>1.a. dark= sexy [5points] b. light = sweet [2 points]
2.a. go to a party = playful [2 points]b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]
3.a. baby-pink = cute [2]b. yellow = loud [3]c. baby-blue = cool [5]d. turquoise = sexy [5]
4.a. Talking = active [2]b. Dancing = determined [2]c. Taking Long Walks = daring[5]
5.a. Louie Vuitton = tasteful [7]b. coach = laid back [2]c. againt all odds = stylish [5]
6.a. hawaii = you like being aroundpeople [2]b. L.. You are quiet, and like thecold [2]c. florida = You like to party! [5]
7...a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]b. somewhere cooler = pale and original [2]
8.a. January = popular [5]b. February = lovely [2]c. March = rebellious [5]d. April = playful [5]e. May = happy [5]f.. june = chills a lot [5]g. July = smooth [3]h. August = fun [5]i. September = quiet [2]j. October = out-going [3]k. November = pimpin' it [5]l. December = warm [3]
9.a. home = quiet, romantic [5]b. go out with friends =crazy [5]
10.a. guitar = eye-catching [5]b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]c. Drums = crazy [5]d. Triangle = simple [2]
11. This person will fall in LOVE with you!
SCORES!!!!
UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN
18-20=OKAY21-35 = Rather HOTT
36+ = ow u burn
woots! im 46. haha. im burning. (;
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today was boring. i thought of going out with my friends. but decided to stay home instead cause i wanna blog and relax at home. so tired man. so bored. who wanna go swimming with me? if u wanna then tag me ok. then we'll go swimming and swim and swim. hahah. and who wanna shop with me? cause seriously i wanna have a girls time out but since im not sure if my girlfriends would wanna go out with me. haiz. i wanna go shopping and swimming till i drop. who wanna accompany me? tag me kkz. and we'll have a great day and time out together. (;
Toodles~
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Batam was absolutely ah-ma-zing! seriously. it was awesome. im missing batam already man.
1st day: woke up at around 5 plus cause had to reach school by 6.30 last thursday. bro send me. thank goodness of course. cause i dun wanna go to school alone bringing my heavy bags. then went to take the ferry. so excited going there. partner xi en and i hate the first ferry trip cause mainly i dont get to feel the nice cooly breezy wind. then firstly when reahed batam, it was raining and there was thunders. had our field cooking by the beach in the drizzling rain instead. got pissed off by people who dont even wanna listen to my instructions. but nehmind. still, im pissed. then it was time for the food shopping. so we ate at pizza hut at the new, big shopping mall which is the nagoya hills of course. then went to shopped for my sister and mummy. but too bad cause i didnt get to shopped for my brothers, daddy and myself. but i did buy sweets. to filled me through the the three days. then went back to harris resort. got our roomkeys and i shared a room with sarah and khoiriyah! went to the room and kinda go wild. cause its like so exciting to share rooms with my babes and the tv has cables. lol.
2nd day: woke up at around 5 plus. had to assembled at 6.30. so then we went rafting at the pool first ( our first activity ). it was fun. but kinda hectic when trying to put the averything together to make it a complete steady raft. do so touch-ups in the pool with wani, audrey, xi en and nicole. cant breathe when swimming to nicole to help het tie the knot at the other end. wen tout of the pool. completely drenched. so fun. next was the jungle trekking. tiring but fun. cross 2 rivers. i wear a life jacket in case i cant breathe whe crossing the rivers, instructor aashea laughed at me and teased me when i was crossing the first river. hit him with my right hand. he is so mean. kinda lah. then went back to the resort to wash up cause everyone was very dirty. seriously. there were lots of muds that we cross into while trekking. after washing up, assembled again and this time we were going to the orphanage. went there and painted the classrooms. somebody left paint marks on my hair. rawr. then talked and took pictures with the girls and boys there. chatted with the principle. forgotten her name. she is really cute u know. she is like 77 years old. she is really a good person. so cute. took a lot of pictures with her. quite tiring you know. went back to the resort and had our dinner and dance. but before that we washed up first of course. kinda fun. was really hyper. found out that farouk is scared of cats! haha. so funny man. danced and sang a lot. next went back to our rooms. at first i wanna go swimming with my friends but then we werent allowed to go swimming at night. so disappointed man. so decided to spent time in the room instead. played uno while watching disney channel. all went back to the room. after xi en left my room, i slept while watching the tv. luckily sarah woke up to switched off some lights and tv at around 2 plus.
3rd day: woke up at around 5 plus going to 6. had a deep peaceful sleep the day before. washed up and packed up to go back home. then assembled to have our breakfast. went back to the room for the last packing and brought our bags down. took ferry back home. enjoy the ferry trip this time cause me and sarah sat by the open air. so damn nice. the view damn breathtaking hor.
Miss batam so much. love the scenery view. love the atmosphere. and i wanna swim in the ah-ma-zing pool. pfft. so sad. but nevermind. miss you so much batam. and the next time im going there, im going to shopped until i dropped. haha. (;
Toodles~
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Jalan raya on last wednesday with girlfriends
It was freaking awesome! met raudhah first and then went to interchange to board bus 292 to siti's house! saw hazim in his brown baju kurung. haha. asked him some questions through messaging and he kept on replying us with dumb irritating replies. waited for the bus for so long. reached at siti's housing area there and kinda sesat. lol. but at last me and raudhah succeeded in finding her house. reached there and chat chat, joke joke and laugh laugh. after that we ate the noodles that her grandma fried for us. so kind right? haha. yup yup. she is kind. just like siti herself. then after having a headache discussing of whose house to go next. we decided that it was my house next. well, there was onle me, siti, sri and raudhah going jalan raya. so we decided to go to the other girlfriends' house. at my house, bro kept on teasing me on how lame my jokes can be. i kinda agree with him. haha. well, im kinda lame. but, so what hah? ok then it was time for sri's house. luckily this time we didnt need to chase sri like the past few years jalan raya. tiring you know chasing her all around her housing area there. then we went to fairuz's auntie's house since we cant go to raudhah's house. fairuz so damn quiet man. haiz. but i ate a lot of the yummy sugary nuts. and we laughed a lot there. and i really missed sri's laughter. haha. then next was khadijah's house. found out about something there. was really shock. to tell the truth, all was shock cause it was really unbelieveable for one of our girlfriend to behave like that. next went to najiha's house. over there kinda get lectured by her atuk cause we salam tk betul. '== haha. sorry atuk. then we planned for a girlfriend outing for all of our girlfriends. which is gonna be the next saturday, if im not wrong. its so gonna be fun.
toodles~
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Heyyo people!
hmm, just did 2 quizes that i found posted on ami's blog, one of my close girlfriends. And so both quizes were interesting so i did it, of course. i wont do such things without a reason, you know. Yay! Tomorrow i'll be meeting my girlfriends cause we going jalan raya tomorrow. then the next two days i would be going to BATAM! haha. i shouldn't get to overexcited cause its bad and it shows that i will have an overreaction. That's all for today! Budbye~
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lose a love, or love a loser?~love a losernever see again, or never speak again?~never speak againrun 2 miles, or walk 8 miles?~walk 8 milesGo to the beach, or buy a milkshake?~go to the beachDrink 10 cans of soda, or never drink soda ever again?~never drink soda againHave your pants ripped, or get thrown in a trash can?~hmm... both i think. lol. =xWork at McDonald's, or join the army?~work at McDonald'sKiss someone you dont like, or kiss someone that doesnt like you?~neither!Be an only child, or have 5 brothers?~have 5 brothers (i dun wanna be lonely)Be able to rewind time, or see the future?~both. totally both. (:Be hated for who you are, or be loved for something you're not?~be hated for who i amDie the day after the best day of your life, or live to 90 with everything being ok?~live to 90 with everything being okGo skydiving, or do scubadiving(s)?~go skydiving! (:Be love by one person, or have 10 people that like you?~have 10 people that like me?Have one absolutely amazing kiss, or have 40 okay kisses?~urgh... not sure.. mainly neither. (;Love and lose, or never love at all?~love and lose. (im not despo but its better that way than no expriences at all)
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1.What does the sixteenth text in your inbox say?
(actually i dont bother to check now so i wont answer the question) =x
2.Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
yeah but mostly they are just big fat liars
3.Last person you were in the car with?
daddy and 1st bro (:
4.Any plans for tomorrow?
yup! meeting my girlfriends for JALAN RAYA! haha xD
5. How long does it take you to have a shower?
erm mostly when im not rushing it would be around 25-45 minutes. but when im rushing, 15-20
6.When is your birthday?
30 March 1996 (:
7.Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
yup! cause meeting my girlfriends means fun times
8.Did you kiss anyone on friday?
wth. never man. gosh. weirdo.
9.Ever thrown up in public?
yeah. always. i puke a lot these days or weeks or months. =x
10.What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
who's going for the jalan raya tomorrow. hmm....
11.Who was the last person you talked to?
Germaine Ong Yuan Ling. (: (: (:
12.What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
art. seriously. the teacher cant even control us and dont even understand much of what he's teaching. =x
13.Have you seen anyone lately that you don't get along with?
yeah... lots of times (if im not wrong)
14.What is your favorite colour shirt to wear?
Black !
15.Have you ever been in a car accident?
nope. but almost lah.
16.Whats the closest thing to you that's green?
daddy bedsheet. '==
17.What would you like to be doing right now?
chatting with my girlfriend and planning for tomorrow !
18.Write down some lyrics to the song your listening to.
tattoo your name across my heart so it will remaine not even death can make us part
19.How many dogs do you have?
0 = none
20.Is anything bugging you right now?
yup
21.How is life going for you right now?
still hanging on the end of and edge
22.Is there someone you care about more than yourself?
yeah! duh! lol.
23.What made you laugh today?
farehah (my band senior) - she is really good at making me laugh
24.What was the last film you watched?
erm one indon movie - mengaku rasul
25.What's the last conversation you had about?
who has man boobs and whose boobs are the biggest in the class. =x
26.What were you doing at 7:00 this morning?
at the parade square , reading a book
27. Do you like your hair long or short?
long (:
28.Do you want to see somebody right now?
ahaa. really badly
29.Do you like the rain?
gosh . i hate the rain. seiously. i only love it when it rains when im asleep. lol
30.Do you think you'll have a Valentine this year?
1) valentine's day is soooo over 2) i dont give a damn about this thing.
31.The last person you kissed needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
wth... lol. maybe
32.Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
hmm.... maybe
33.Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
well, i would. yes then
34.How do you feel about girls smoking?
eww... i dont even like guys who smoke. how would i be able to have a good feeling about girls who sokes then.
34.Could you see yourself with someone forever?
neh. i dont think so.
35.What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
can i go back to sleep? (lol)
36.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
neh. dont think so. im not that loyalty to relationship these days.
37.Do you forgive and forget?
yeah. that's what people take advantage of me for.
38.Do you trust people?
yeah. if they never crush my trust then.
39.What are you not looking forward to?
failing an exam . of course.
40.Do you get mad easily?
yeah. im a hot-temper girl
41.Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
neh. lol
42.Do you have strange dreams?
yeah. really strange
43.Ever licked someone’s cheek or forehead?
eww.... nope. im not a dog ya know
44.Last time you fell asleep in someone’s arms?
hmm... i dont remember that well. probably few months or weeks ago.
45.When did you last throw up?
Weeks ago. Ouh wait! Last week. =x
46.What do you have on you at all times?
Clothes!!! DUH!
47.Would you go out in public without getting dressed up or put together?
Nope. Not quite
48.Do you like fruity or minty gum?
Fruity xD
49. Favourite musician or group?
Beyonce, boys like girls
50. Favourite film of all time?
Hmm.... Not sure leh. I have loads of favourites actually
51. Favourite computer game?
None. Not quite interested in them
52. First album you ever went and bought with your own money?
Eerm none.
53. Think back five months ago, were you single?
Nope.
54. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Kinda
55. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
uhmmm...maybe? I dunno. Lol
56. Last thing you bought?
Food - apple pie (:
57. Are you a jealous person?
Hahaha. Quite leh.
58. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
nope. I'm really sensitive (;
59. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yeah. Of course. Lots (:
60. Have you ever had your heart broken? If so, how many times?
Yup. Lots. I don't bother to count
61. Do you like to cuddle/snuggles?
Err... i dunno.
62. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yeah... T_T
63. How far away is the last person you hugged?
wth.. i dont even remember the last person who i hugged. '==
64.Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
yeah... i wish people would just start talking to me or replying my msgs. pfft.
65. Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
neh, last year was ... i dunno... well, i think both this year and last year are memorable
66. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
yeah. uh huh. i can remember very vividly. (:
67. You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
water water water !
68. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
yeah. :( i wish we keep in contact like we promised to.
69. What is the last thing you said out loud?
"BYE BYE!!!!"
70. When was the last time you cried?
few days ago. when i was imagining something horrible. =x
71. Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
yeah
72. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
watch my sister played guitar heroes on nitendo ds
73. What can't you wait for?
meeting my favourite girlfriends xD
74. Have you ever told anyone you would marry them?
eww... nolah. of course not. '==
75. What's the worst way to say "i love you?"
hmm... using a letter
76. Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
NEH! of course not. haha
77. Are you mad about anything?
hmm... yeah... maybe
78. What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
daddy said i used his sim card until need to pay more than usual. '==
79. Are you mean?
yeah. sometimes. (:
80. Were you happy when you woke up today?
neh... damn sleepy.
81. Has a boy/girl called you babe or baby in the past two days?
yeah.
82. Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
Yup. I don't like the smell of it. and its really disgusting
83.Youhave anything that belongs to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
hmm, maybe
84. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
hahahha, yeah. lol
85. How long do you think you will live?
i dont know. until my time is up?
86. Does it bother you when people respond with one word?
Yup. Very annoying leh! (;
87. Do you believe once a cheater, always a cheater?
Maybe. See the situation first.
88. Who disgusts you?
Hmm... Somebody
89. Name one thing people think about you which is not true?
Well some think that I'm a betrayer?
90. What would you do if your best friend(s) turned gay?
Gosh. Get them back on the right line but won't force them to change if they are happy that way cause I'm fine with it.
91. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Naturally curly (:
92. Do you drink tea?
Eww! no! I don't drink tea except for ice lemon tea or peach tea.
93. How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
OMGOSH!!!!! So damn YUMMY and AWESOME though I don't like strawberries.
94. Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Not sure. Mainly no. I think. =x
95. Have you ever stripped for money?
No way! That is so unacceptable.
96. Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you???
Wth... Yea
97. Ever kissed someone with the letters c, a, p,d, q, s or j as their first initial?
I guess?
98. Two days from now this time, where will you be?
Batam! woohoo! woots. xD
99. Do you think you are a good person?
Hmm...maybe
100. Who are your favourite people?
Family! Girlfriends! Babes! Guy friends! Dudes! Bestfriends! Basically all except for certain.
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Yesterday something happened between the family. Heck care about it.
Today:
in the morning followed my parents and first bro to giants then they send me to madrasah. Spent a long boring time there. Did ca3 there for few subjects. Only one part quite interesting. The part where my class went to the next class for a lesson. Then went home alone since neither brother nor daddy could fetch me from madrasah. Reached home found out that no one had came yet so I ate Nasi ayam first before the guests of daddy arrived. Then at last around 4 plus they arrived. Watched "do you think you can dance III" while listening to daddy talking to them. Around 5 plus they went home. Then a family of my daddys Frens arrived. Eateateat. Talktalktalk. Jokejokejoke. Laughlaughlaugh. Instead of sitting near them, I went to the kitchen to enjoy some music on my own. Then bros came to disturb me and the hamsters. Pity those hamsters so much. Haha. Then all went home. And I'm feeling damn bored now.
Nothing to do. Boredom is filling up my brain. But tomorrow going partying. =x
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Heyyo people!
Yesterday was seriously fun. Went jalan rays with 10 people including myself. 10 people -- me, ira, diyanah, aqilah, khoiriyah (5 girls) nasrum, sophian, audi, hilman, haziq (5 boys). Actually yesterday yesterday I plan to wear the colourful one but decided to wear the red one instead yesterday. Damn leceh seh the baju. So yesterday woke up early at around 8plus just to cleaned my house and get ready. So cleaned up and isi the kuehs and get ready so by 10 plus I was ready to go. Then went to take bus 27. Got this aunty staring at me. Then meet them at ira's house there. Firstly went to ira's house. Her house very nice leh. Than her room purple. We kinda left the guys first cos like damn hor. The guys seriously talk so loud hor. Then eat the nuggets. I don't quite like the sotong ball though. Went to her room. Her room is simple but awesome man. Next went to aqilah house. I love the samosa her mm make and the cookies that her sister bake. Then I love the makeup in her room. So damn awesome sia. Then all the girls except for ira touch-up after having a fun time playing soccer. Me and diyanah tried on lots of makeup. Haha. The soccer game at aqilah house was damn fun as it was only between the girls and we played it while waiting for the guys to come back from their Friday prayers. We laughed slot during the game. An I kinda accidentally kicked diyanahs toes until they went numbed. Sorry diyanah! =x then next went to diyanah house. We walked there cause it was quite near. And during the walk, the guys tried to jumped on us but tk jadi. Quite scary leh. Then at diyanah house we had another soccer game but this time we played with the guys and diyanah's brother. At her house, Khoi and aqilah kept on asking him questions about their primary school. Haha. Then the guys tried to influence him with bad things. They are bad so please don't mess with them. Then next is my house. Ohyah! The soccer game was like so long about 1 hour plus. Damn long right?! Yea. It is damn long. So back to the part about my house. So went there took taxi. Me, diyanah and Khoi took the same one. Ira, nasrum, aqilah and Audi took the same one. And the rest of the boys took another cab together. So we reached there first of course. Then sophian's taxi group arrived next. The rest were the lat to arrive of course. Then we pray at my house and this time the girls ate as the boyss had eaten at the previous house which is diyanah house. Then went to hilman house. Found out something that sound so wrong. There were a lot of cats outside his house. Well, there was a big cat which is bigger than diyanahs one. Next is nasrum house. We had to walk from tampines to simei. Damn tiring but quite fun talking mainly chatting to diyanah and ira. Nasrum hous is like the vintage tradisional type of house. Lots of pictures there. Then there was a swing that allbthe girls played with. Then Khois kain koyak. Then diyanah sew for her. She is really natural and good at sewing man. Next is sophian's house we walked there too. His condo is just opposit the CGH. So like when his family members are seriously sick, they can just walked there. Lol. Over at his house me, diyanah and aqilah went into his room when he had warned us not to go in but we did anyway. Then he screamed so screechingly sounding like a small kid is gonna cry. Haha. No offence sophian. We ate chocolate fondue there with marshmellows, strawberries, bananas and grapes. The chocolate damn nice seh. Then sophian cant follow is for the next houses cause he had to stayed at home. Aww. So sad for you sophian. Then went to khoi house next. I love her bed and the potatoes her mum cooked very nice leh. The prawns also nice. Me and ira can be eating partners man. Haha. After that is the last house which is audi's house. We ate pizza there. Faked to the guys that we already ate 3 pieces but we only ate one piece. Haha. And you know what?! Audi is fat last time. Damn chubby. No offence hor audi. Then mummy and daddy picked me up. Sorry ira about sending u home thingy. My mum asked me the wrong questions so didnt get to send u then. Sorry again. Had a great time. Toodles~
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Yay! I know what to wear already. It's simple but really nice. Can be said as quite colourful lah. Lol. Prepared everythig for tomorrow. Now gonna relax cause damn tired. Goodbye
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Let's go party babes and dudes! Exams are over! Woots! This calls for a celebration! Nyahahah
hey people,
exams are over and freedom is welcoming me. xD let's go wild and party all night long cos there no more stress. Wait. Not quite true leh. There is stress soon cos we still haven't get exam result so cannot party that much ok. I'm going cookoo and bonkerz. Tmr going jalan raya! Can't wait sia. But I still dunno what to wear. I dun wanna wear same colour as the guys cos if not it will be like so damn awkward. I wanna wear pink but sophian wearing. Haiz. Maybe I should wear this year one which is black and red but the baju so damn leceh leh. Haiyah. Now I stress already just thinking of what to wear. Lol. Bored sia at home. Too bad I can't go watch movies with my babes. Haiz. Nehmind. Next time we go together k babes?! Hehe. But today after the long briefing of the batam camp and the ipw project. Im group with my siblings -- Zi kai, germaine, xi en-- and with winnie too. I mean winson. So after that, I went eating with Germaine and hasbi at burger king. Germaine love playing with my wallet. Haha.
I don't wanna go back. And I just wish that I could get over you sooner. I just don't wanna be hunted by the past.
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hey people,
its been days since i update my blog. so today and now im updating it. okay so today maths paper can be said as quite easy.i finish like 20 minutes before the time limit. lalala. so one more day to go and we can all go party people. tomorrow plan to go watch movie but i dont think that i can go cause im not sure i have enough money for it and probably my dad wont allow so im gonna ask him later. and next thursday we are going BATAM! woohoo! swee~ then today i was stuck with the boys until 5.27 (if im not wrong) cos xi en left me as she had to went home at around 1 plus when otw to winson's house hor. haiz. nehmind. there i had to observed them playing this racing car games. actually quite entertaining watching those guys played. lol. im looking at my passport picture now. wow. my hair was bangs last time man. and im also fair last time. well, i went dark as i swam for long hours and i played too long in the sun. haiz. and i looked the same when i was young as i said the only difference is my skin tone and my style of hair. bangs doesnt suit me anymore now cause i will seriously look weird and funny. haha.
Labels: i wonder why cant i control my temper when it comes to knowing that my love ones are hurt.
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hey people,
Today went group studying. So pissed off with someone. Nehmind. Lets forget about it. Haiz. So tmr i going grp studying again. I dunno at where. Pfft. I just started on bio and still havent competed it. Haha. So tired man. Family keep on coming visiting me.
Toodles
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Monday - 5/10
6.30 ~ wake up & pray & relaxing
6.45 ~ bathe & eat breakfast
7.15 ~ study physics, chemistry & biology
9.15 ~ relax
bla bla bla ~
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hey people,
today exam was literature of course. to me it was half easy half hard. i dont like the second last question cause i dunno what to answer and quite hard leh.then after school went eating with zi kai, winson and xi en at KFC as there was no more space at McDonalds. And germaine was eating with wingkit, coey and jerry there. so we dont wanna be extra there also. haha. then when eating there, me and winson share cos he no food so i was kind enough to share with me. haha. actually i not kind lah. i really laughed like madness while eating there man cause i was like so happy and become hyper when talking to them cause quite a long time havent spend time with. then all four of us walked to the park and while i was talking to winson under the big shady tree, adam and jerry arrived. and so we all played and played. but then there was a girl who swing better than me so winson wanna me to compete with her. then i compete with her after much persuasion from winson but too bad i lose. haha. nehmind. i dont mind anyway. got to made friends with her and her friend. her name is joycelin. and her fren name is jolyn. almost similar right?! haha. yeah. then i vomited!!!! u know why? cause i guess i drank too much of pepsi which wasnt quite nice to me but im just drinking it cause damn thirsty. so the new frens of mine wanna play with winson, zi kai, adam and jerry basically the guys. so i asked them to play ah. then they of course shy shy cause they dont know the girls mah. haha. then a group of guys came and did something which really pisses me off. i was like : "Don't play those kind of things here can anot?!". really pissed off with them man. so i asked joycelin and ada who were competing with one another to get down. then sudden small explosion. so angry man. we went to our "headquarters" but went to winson's house first to chat and chat and play games. then went down at around 4 plus to play blind mice. at the last game, jerry was supposed to be the blind mice but i guess he got sick of being it the first time we played on that day. went home. got a stupid cramp. then felt like vomiting but tried to prevent myself from vomiting and i succeeded! muahahahha. lol. then reached home at about 5. luckily my bro and my dad at home cause i didnt bring my keys. watched the malay movie ; Geng Upin & Ipin. so cute and nice hor the story. haha. So next monday im not coming to school cause i dont have a ny exam as i dont need to take Malay Exam only HMT Exam!!!! muahahahahahaha.
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