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Heyyo people, tomorrow got the art thingy in the morning, need to do the YOG fabric thingy. so lazy manzx. I totally hate this year's holiday. After the art class, going to wei qian's birthday party.Woots! I'm so happy that i'm allowedto go. hahas. It's gonna be an awesome day. And and meeting coey honey first thing in the morning to eat breakfast together at Macs ((:. I'm eating a lot these days and i think that i'm growing slowly each day. That's all for today. Byebyes :DD
heyyo people, its been days since i last update my blog. I was too busy to be bothered enough to update. Busy cleaning and packing up. Whoa, i alread packep up most of my clothes in 2 sealed boxes. Only kept a number of clothes that i needed for a period of 2 weeks. I hope i can go to wei qian's birthday party. I really wanna go manzx. Bought new flat shoes today at the Bedok area. It's very cute. Hahas. Got flowers sumore. XP Haiz. Bored. Gonna move house soon in 2 weeks time. Now, im secretly using my sister's laptop. She's working now anyways. So its not that hard to sneakily using it instead. Im bored of listening to the same old songs. And yeah, i've made a new ez-link card. God, my face looks pretty red. Like tanning red. ==" Just now, went out with parents and 1st bro to Bedok and Geylang. Looked and surveyed for langsir . Haiyo, my first week of holiday is already fully booked manzx. Got the art YOG fabric thingy, maths supp and camp. Gah... I really hope that the camp would be so much better that the previous camp. Last year's one is like so boring and tiring. But quite fun lahs. Quite only.. Shit, where the hell is my phone. *looking around* *searching....* "PHONE?!" "where the hell are you?!" *put down the laptop* *walked around* At last, i've found it. It was on a red pillow on top of one of the boxes in my room. ==" Got 3 missed calls and 3 messages. Missed calls from wei qian. 2 messages from 1381 and the other one is from coey. LOL ==" No wonder just now i heard some vibrating sounds. I didnt realised that it was my phone all along. ==" I felt like changing my blog skin again. But kinda lazy. Anyways, class 2n2 won for the skit thingy title = The thumb. 2nd in place is 2n1. 3rd in place is 2e4. Lols. We didnt win and it's alright. Since its the whoe class fault. Cause it's a last minute planning. Thanks to those who put in those last minute effort of theirs to at least come up with a presentable skit. That's all for today i guess. Byebyes. ((:
Heyyo people, nowadays, I kept on getting irritated and pissed off by ***** each time we talked. Annoying but I still "can stand" being with he/she. Today was actually the CSI investigation thingy. It's kinda boring. Did the stuffs that an investigator should do when there's a crime to be solved. I did all those things before in primary 6. Talking about this, reminds me of all the sweet and sour moments. I just love those times. The times where we criticises people, being sarcastic, making witty comments, make lame but stupidly funny jokes, singing and go crazy over HSM :DD I want all those times to happen again. I miss you guys, girlfriends. Thought of planning an outing but I'm sure that all of our schedule are not the same. Today watched ip man 2 and Alvin and the chipmunks 2 on my own when I got back home. In bus 3, talked and laughed a lot with aevorie and bobby's bouncers. ;)) hahahas. He's awesome. And totally made my day. At night, I went to Giant's with my parents. Saw sya az(pikachu) with her mum and adik, hafidzah. Now at home, watching ip man 2 again. ==" but it's still awesome! :)) That's all for today. Byebyes XP
Heyyo people, now using my dad's htc hp. Today we did art thingy on GREECE for the whole day in class. Did with coey babe :). Singing with babe, dinie and wing kit, mainly becoming a complete retard. Hahas. But we were all still entertained :). Coey and i kept on laughing non-stop. Sang HSM songs and other songs too. Wing kit kept asking us irrelevant questions. ==". Lols. Then went to Mac's with coey, anu, audrey, nicole, wani and aevorie to "celebrate" anu's birthday. At first anu thought that we singing a happy birthday song for her out loud is a joke we really sung for her and everyone clapped along with us. So cool manzx! >< Then accompany coey to library ti do her ipw project with krystal, jerry, hasbi and adam. Me and coey went to search or wei qian's birthday present. ((: Went "sigtseeing" too with coey. Saw this hottie. Gah. *melting* XP That's all then for today. byebyes. .D coey, wei qian and i was annoyed by this someone. mainly we were pissed off with *******. BYEs
heyyo people, as the title says, this is just a quickie (quick post). Cause im using my sis's lappie without my dad's and sis's permission. Just wanna say that everything is fine. Not sure if i can make it to wei qian's birthday party, this coming sunday. If i cant then im really sorry aye sis. And im feeling weird these days. Lots of mood swings. Not having PMS anyway. Anyways, the stupid jerk is jer. Byebyes.
I've nothing to say anymore. Do you expect us to just support you all the way when all u did was not supporting us when we confided to you. I know im not suppose to say this. I know, my words are painful and hurtful enough. But i just cant help it. I rather say these words now before i just storm out on you, and even cursed you. Im sorry cause this time, i really cant be much of a support to you. I know you're hurt already. But like coey once said, one day u'll also hurt us in the end.And now im hurt. You dont realised that, do you? Im really sorry, i didnt tell you this earlier cause i dont wanna hurt you. But in the end, i really cant take it. Im sorry babe, really sorry. Me and coey, we're trying to help you. Don't get us wrong. Its not that we're not supporting you. We'll support you all the way. But please, won't you at least listen and try hard enough just for us. Im begging you.
Im freaking out a lot these days. Stupid jerr made me angry in class. Stupid jerk with no feelings at all. Haiz. I don't know why, i'm very moody these days. Not because of PMS but because inside im really annoyed at lots of things. I guess, im just too over sensitive ahs. Forgive me if i did something wrong. Im so sorry. Cause really, i dont seem to reaise my mistake.
heyyo people, today is an awesome day. Just finished chatting with coey. Passed all except for maths. Maths, i failed it damn badly. The failure is so indescribable. Haiz. But nehmind. I'll try ... do my very best for EOY cause this year is like the streaming year. Scarryyy man! Will do my best and persevere on no matter how hard and difficult a journey is to success. Today, met siti and suuu after school. And have fun. Kecohhs as usual. Haha xP. Me and siti bought chocolate yogurt drink from sweet talk and it sucks like shit. Should have bought the strawberry's one man. Nehmind. Shall but it some other days. Getting back HMT results this wednesday. Scared man that i will fail. Im sure that i wont. Im really sure about it. I hope im right. Then this thursday is the day that we have to do all the other stations for napha(don't know how to spell it XP) test. Hope i will do well in that too. Stupid email got problem. Can't even check my email. So gonna do the ipw thing tomorrow then. Haiz.
I'm wondering who you are. You kept coming to my mind these days. You're so unknown to me. I've never ever seen you before in my life only when i dreamt of you. Your heart seem so close yet you seem to be so far away from me. I just hope that we'll meet some day. See you soon, my pretty boy. ((:
Whoa. Suuu seems to be experiencing the same thing as me. Dreaming of a guy that we never met in our whole life before. Weird but true. Boy, i just hope that we meet. Freakkkyyyy! But too awesome and real to be true. :D
Heyyo people, today, didn't went to madrasah. Woke up at 9 plus. Then help my mother cooking ondeh-ondeh. Well, today mummy cooked special food cause today is my bro's merisik day. So at around 11.05, uncle bob and auntie ujie reached our house. I ate first cause damn hungry already. Then the rest came, both from my mum and dad's sides. Watched om shanti om again! The movie is still awesome! :DD then went out, sending my parents with both of my brothers to my bro's girlfriend's house. Then my bros and I went to causeway point. Learn the ways to compare original an fake balls and soccer boots. LOL. Bought big gulp. A combination of coke and grape. Damn gassy but still niiceee! :)) Oldest bro bought pisang goreng and char kuey. Nice nice :)). Now at home. Aunties and uncles at my house now. Watching niang rapik. Hahas. That movie is scarrryyy but AWESOME! That's all then for today. Byebyes! :DD
Heyyo people, got back maths paper 2, geog and lit paper. All pass except for maths. Failed maths badly. Damn scared to tell my parents about the result. Hope that my science total marks won't fail and also art & history. Had 2.4km run today. Timing : 15.06 minutes. My head was spinning like hell. Vomited my flam in the toilet right after the run. In mother Tongue class, watched senario movie. Funny hahahahs. But then hasbi suddenly vomited in the my class. It's like so watery cause before he vomited, he drank 100 plus. LOL. then after malay class, went back to class during recess. Guys wanted to change in the class, but since Khoi and aqilah went back to class when I just went out of class, they changed their minds. Serves them right. LOL. Met Wei qian outside school there. She took bus from the other bus stop to interchange. While I walked in the rain to the opposite bus stop to take bus to tampines inter. Went to toilet at the tampines mrt station first. Combed the hair properly. Then walked to the inter to meet siti, amirah, zhafeerah, sya az pikachu and ainie. Went to toysrus first. So damn fun. Sya kept talking about her "car" and "house". Super cute man. Suu met us there. Saw Hira, Alyssa and their friend. Talked and hugged her. Miss her so much. Everyone was shock that I was goig to move house soon to WOODLANDS. *sobs sobs* hahas. Then went to open plaza. Sya and ainie climbed to the top. While I tried to sit on the thing but I can't spin that well. Then suu and siti kept saying that I'm heavy. "Like hello! I'm only 36.5kg." LOLs. Then ate at popeyes cause damn hungry. Suuu belanja :DD the "couple" kept on MIA. hahas. We kept on searching for them. Then talked, gossiped, joked around and laughed a lot. Haha. We're just crazy people! xP Then went to the park behind our primary school. Complained about the luxuries and pampering that our juniors get. It's jut so freaking annoying and unfair. Come on lah. There's even a small playground behind the building. For what u put a freaking playground there? For the primary 1s ah? Plaese lah. That's so freaking extra lahs. Played at the playground. Suuu so smart that she throw her plastic bag, inside got her phone. Then the screen ofthe housing crack. Smart ah suuu! xP So Monday, she'll probably be going to the shop to repair the housing of the phone. $60 u know. Hahahs. Then one of the ITE guys wnt to us and asked, "Which school are you guys from?" and before we even had the chance to answer, his friend called him back. Like WTH. ==" amirah and zhafeerah went home first. The rest and I went to the old favourite bubbletea shop of ours. Kept seeing skaters at the block area near the playground that we played. But we went to the fish pond too. The kids there were like busily catching the fishes with their fishing nets. "like hello! There's a sign there that clearly says; DO NOT PLAY IN THE POND." and that totally includes do not fish in the pond. Suuu belanja me, sya and ainie! Awesome manzx. Went to the shop at interchange where suuu asked about her phone. Then took bus 72 with sya and suuu. Talked sumore with sya while walking to my blk there. Reached home at about 5.45. Damn tired. Fell asleep for a while. Then woke up for a while. Fell asleep again. Woke up fully at about 7.30. Cleaned room for a while. Bathe. Then the people who are the ones that are moving to out house came and took pictures cause they wanna renovate it. Ohyah, I had forgotten to mention that we went to popular too. Andandand, suuuu love taeyang! No way that she can steal my 3rd husband away from me. Well, in total I got 3-4 husbands. 1st -- Nurul Amirah Bte Amir. 2nd -- Zac Efron. 3rd -- Taeyang. 4th -- probably taemin(not sure about it yet xP) hahahhas. Ayuuuu.... four timers ah! Hahas. xP Yay! Gonna watch a movie now. Will UASAP (update as soon as possible). Byebyes!
Heyyo people, Bio, didnt fail that badly. Maths, god... its badly done. I failed for it. Im scared to tell my dad about it. Haiz. But luckily i passed the rest. I hope i only fail one subject or best is non at all. Stupid shit, now i cant upload songs and pictures on my computer cause i cant find the bloody connector thing. Grrrrr.... pissing me off. Will update soon when i found it. Anyways, yesterday went out.
Yesterday :
Went out to meet siti at the tampines interchange macs. Then went to meet zi kai, winson and jerr and the ehub macs. After that went bowling first. So damn dun hor. But siti didnt play. I almost win jerry when my ball kept on rolling into the gutter for 4 times. Annoying. We only played one game of bowling. After bowling, the guys went off to arcade as usual. So me and siti went to ehub macs to eat. I was "bullied" to finish up all the spicy shaker and her coke. ==" hahahahas. Then we took bus 21 to tampines and go to tm. Firstly we walked around toysrus. Camwhored there. Have lots of fun there. :DD Then went to popular. After that, open plaza "here we come". Went there. Talk and played old silly but fun games. ^^ Then got these 2 guys from st. andrews. Kept staring. Annoying manzx. Stupid shit. No other things to do ahs?! lols. But the one of the boys who kept staring since the starting damn cute lehs. huhu ^^*ayu, ayu... naughty ehs. xP* Reach home at around 5 plus. I will update pics soon when i found the connector thingy.
Actually today, planned to go to library with sya az, siti and more people but its started to rain heavily at around 12 plus. So cancelled it and postponed it to today instead. Then after school, went to zi kai's house for a while. And watch him teach ger how to create pixel cars. Damn cool lehs. At around 3.45, i went off to take bus 12 and met aevorie to go home with her. Then she met her parents at the taxi stand at tm area there while i took bus 72 myself. That's all for today. Byebyes :DD
heyyo people, today went to wei qian's house as planned. Damn fun! :DD Went swimming. They taught me how to swim. LOLs. Still, i cant swim that well. Something wrong with me. The water damn nice man. The first time coey came here, she was like so damn happy and excited. When the door of the lift closed, everyone including me started screaming. Wei qian's house is so blooody awesome! Went swimming first thing. The water is soooo cooling. I And some parts of the pool is warm. Then we made so much noise until the bodyguard kept on staring at us. He is so freaking annoying and freaky. Waited for the waterfall. But when we went up to check the water, there was none at all that's why there's no waterfall. Hahahahs. ((: Then we were comparing, doing something absolutely wrong if there's a guy around us, fake watery boobs. Hahahas. If im no wrong aevorie and wei qian's one is one of the big ones among the 4 of us. But that's fake lahs. LOL. Okay, let's just forget about that. Then went bathing at the club house. So chaotic man in there. Like one by one evryone was like, "eh, pass me the shampoo." or "eh, eh, i need the conditioner." LOL. After that, camwhore a bit in the girls changing room. Now using the computer in wei qian's house. While coey is charging her lappie now. Updating tomorrow again. That's all the for today. Byebyes.
When i listened to brand new you, kissin' u and bam, i know that im totally over you and im sure that another guy now fully got all of my attention. But after listening to i hope you find it, i craved for you again. Stupid, i know. I'm a fool. And that's obvious enough for everyone to see. I know you got a new girl. Im sure that she is better than me. I wish you well aye, farouk. And hello to cuties and hotties out there! Hahahahahas.
heyyo people, yay! today is the last day of exam. Im scared for my maths results man. Cause both maths papers like damn hard for me. Die liao. Today, after school got birthday celebration for march and april babies. The cake okaylah not bad. Chocolate. :DD Then got "side dishes" which were oreo and the choco biscuit (dunno wat's the name). Then after all of that, went bowling with zi kai and ger. Damn awesome man. Ger won the game. I got 3rd that means the last among us. Its been like almost 2 years since i last went bowling and like my skills like kinda gone. "But still its no excuse ayu to lose like that." ((: Damn fun. My ball kept rolling into the gutter. Stupid shit hors. But nehmind. Tomorrow going to wei qian's house with coey and maybe aevorie. Gonna be so fun. Gonna camwhore a lot and swim too! Hahahahahas. Weeeee~ Too bad, im not following zi kai and ger tomorrow. They going arcade and bowling again. So fuunnnnn hor. But nehmind. :DD Cause we're going out as siblings with winson and jerr i think on wednesday. (((: Good luck sis for your last and final 2 papers tomorrow! Im sure that you can do well. Dont be scared. Jia You! : to germaine
Heyyo people, im feeling much better today after eating the pill for especially for cough and running nose. But the running nose was bloody disturbing me the whole time at madrasah. Completely annoying. Madrasah was alright as per normal, very boring too. First bro fetched me from madrasah. Reached home and was so damn tired. Slept for a while. Woke up at around 12 plus. Ate some biscuits. And get ready for jemputan cukur rambut. My nieces and nephews so cuteeee! hahas. Ate something there. Went to FUnan Center after that. Daddy bought a projector so that we can watch movie at home and have the feeling like "in theaters like that". LOL. Then went to peninsula. Walked around. Mummy kept on complaining that her feet is verryy pain because of the zip of her heels. Then saw this shades. Damn nice man. Wanted to buy it but daddy was like "no way man. Waste money only". Annoying. But nehmind, since my first bro is buying it for me but using my money lahs. ==" Went home and tried out the projector. Awesome man. Hahas. Now sneaking in my room, using my sis's lappie since she's working part-time now so... use her lappie lahs. :P I havent even study for tomorrow. Like no mood and feel very slacky. Miranda's Cosgrove song : Kissin' U, is awesome. You guys should listen to it. ((: Big bang's and 2pm's and B2st's songs are awesome toooo! :DD That's all for today. I hope that my running nose would not cause any problem for me tomorrow. *You can do it raycookie!* ==" hahas. I'm lame. I know. ((: Gotta go now. I'll post sumore when i'm free. Probably posting tomorrow again. I just miss blogging. Hehs. Okaylah. Byebyes sweethearts.
heyyo people, yesterday woke up kinda earlier that usual like around 5.30 instead of waking up at around 5.45-5.50. Im attacked by bloody germs. Now i'm having cough and running nose. Its so bloody damn annoying. Haiz. I just hate falling sick. Anyway, yesterday was the science paper. It was okay. Im sure that im able to do well. :DD *So confident ah ayu*. If i don't do that well then like paiseh. Lols. Watched Om shanti Om again just now. The show is awesome no matter how many times you've watched it. The songs are awesome too! Yesterday after exam, went to Macs wit zi kai, ger, winson and jerr. Saw ammirudin and his friends. LOL. Ger left her wallet under her table and so she walked and rushed back to school alone to take her wallet. Zi kai taught me a retarded game but its fun. hahas. ((: Then ger came back. After eating, went to zi kai's house. He showed us a few magic tricks. Me, ger and jerr keept on commenting on how out of tune his guitar is. But, ger had tuned it for him and the tune is almost perfect. Then they played ray city and another game. Zi kai and i watched a movie 13 going 30. The movie is so damn funny, cute, touching and awesome. Its something like 17 again. Then watched Alvin & the chipmunks 2 halfway cause it was already 4 and winson needed to go home. And ger also went with winson. Jerr went off too. And also me. Reached home exactly before 5. A few more weeks and then *goodbye Tampines* and *waving sadly*! Haiz. *sobs sobs*
Im proud of myself man. Cause i was able to talk and even smile at you. Hahas. But i've move on. Im not hurt anymore by you. I just miss you as my bestfriend, boy. We're better at being friends, bestfriends, than having something more than that. :DD
Hey people, all those memories are haunting me back again. Talking to you without actually feeling irritated and angry for the first time in months made me feel alive, so revived. I hope im not falling again. Listening to already gone makes me feel sick. Enduring and listening to all my babe's pain, makes me feel so numb. Its like i cant find a way to comfort anyone right now. Im sorry, im not much of a help in love now. Remember all the things we wanted. Now all the memories we haunted. We were always meant to say goodbye. When i hear all those stuffs, me memory flies to you and the rest of the things that i've been trying to endure without actually breaking down in front of everyone.
My beloved uncle, I miss you so much. You left us so fast. In one moment, you can be so happy, so fun to be with. The next moment, you can fall ill so easily. And then, that's whyn you went away leaving us with hearbroken hearts. I miss all those fun times we had. I miss you a lot.Im not coping well with my feelings right now. All those tears i spent just for you, only for you. You didnt even get married or have children. But i now realised that its better that you are not. Cause if not, you'll be causing them lots of pain. May you rest in peace my beloved uncle. Agar engkau selalu dirahmati dan di sisi Allah.
Today, well, we had literature exam. It was fine. Im sure that i can pass it. I really hope so cause i dont wanna fail any subjects this year.
Im scared. Really scared. Scared of everything around me. Fearful of falling into any discreet holes. Scared of falling for anyone especially you.
Heyyo people, its been days since i last blogged. This is going to be a really short post cause i really have to shut down the lappie now. Anyway, changed my blogskin again. Gonna go study for literature now. Toodles ~
Ps; I've keep on imagining you in my mind. A picture of you would never lapse from my memory.
