Hey people,
all those memories are haunting me back again. Talking to you without actually feeling irritated and angry for the first time in months made me feel alive, so revived. I hope im not falling again. Listening to
already gone makes me feel sick. Enduring and listening to all my babe's pain, makes me feel so numb. Its like i cant find a way to comfort anyone right now. Im sorry, im not much of a help in love now.
Remember all the things we wanted. Now all the memories we haunted. We were always meant to say goodbye. When i hear all those stuffs, me memory flies to you and the rest of the things that i've been trying to endure without actually breaking down in front of everyone.
My beloved uncle,
I miss you so much. You left us so fast. In one moment, you can be so happy, so fun to be with. The next moment, you can fall ill so easily. And then, that's whyn you went away leaving us with hearbroken hearts. I miss all those fun times we had. I miss you a lot.Im not coping well with my feelings right now. All those tears i spent just for you, only for you. You didnt even get married or have children. But i now realised that its better that you are not. Cause if not, you'll be causing them lots of pain. May you rest in peace my beloved uncle.
Agar engkau selalu dirahmati dan di sisi Allah.
Today,
well, we had literature exam. It was fine. Im sure that i can pass it. I really hope so cause i dont wanna fail any subjects this year.
Im scared. Really scared. Scared of everything around me. Fearful of falling into any discreet holes. Scared of falling for anyone especially you.
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