run, dont walk

Rain

2010-09-06T17:07:00.002+08:00

Heyyo peeps,
it's been long since i last update. Andandand, my hand is covered with henna :DD Well, mainly my nails lahs. My mom helped with the decorations. It looks weird but im happy with it cause the hanna is perfectly orangy red. Yay me! :D Hahahahahahas. Im bored. An i've finish watching personal taste. It's awesome i tell you. :DD Go watch kkays. That's all. Hari Raya Aidilfitri in 4 more days! Woots!

Lyrics

2010-09-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

Selena Gomez - A year without rain

Oooooooouuhhh

Can you feel me
When I think about you
With every breath I take
Every minute
No matter what I do
My world is an empty place

Like I've been wonderin the desert
For a thousand days (ohhhuhh)
Don't know if it's a mirage
But I always see your face, baby

[Chorus:]
I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahhh woaahh

The stars are burning
I hear your voice in my mind (it's in my mind)
Can't you hear me calling
My heart is yearning
Like the ocean that's running dry
Catch me I'm falling

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet
Won't you save me
There's gonna be a monsoon
When you get back to me

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/a-year-without-rain-lyrics-selena-gomez-the-scene.html ]

Ohhhh baby

[Chorus:]

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love (love)
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side (side)
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahhh woaahh

So let this drought come to an end
And may this desert flower again
And I need you here
I can't explain
But a day without you
Is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh

[Chorus:]

I'm missing you so much (much)
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side (side)
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahhh woaahh
Ooohh, Oooooooouuhhh

Updating

2010-08-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

Heyyo peeps,
It's been long since i last post and update on my daily dull life. Lots of things have been happening lately. National day has passed and it was such an awesome day. Awesome wonderful days passed and so do the boring hateful ones. I miss all my lovely wonderful old friends. All those memories, sweet and sour ones, i kept in my mind. you guys will always be in my heart. LOLs. Why do i sound so bloody mushy? eeyer... Forget about it. Nowadays, im having mood swings. I hate it when i was bullied like every single time. My ca marks are okay, failed 2 subjects though. T_T Anyway, i still havent tell my parents about the band concert on this coming tuesday. I hope i can go cause i already bought the ticket. Hooray! If i can go, it will surely be fun to buka puasa with aqilah, wani and alll. I think i have forgotten to mention that fasting month, bulan ramadhan, has already started. SO much fun but this year like the feeling different than last year one. It feels kinda boring though. :(

Do you know that when you fall in love with someone, it's very hard to fall out of love and even though that person makes you angry, you still continue to love him/her and pretend that previous incident or agument has never happened? I hate it. I just cant help it. Can you please, just make up your mind. Im having a hard time to get over a confusion now.

Tiring

2010-06-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
i've moved to my new house. I just started on my homework. Hope i can complete all by the end of this week. I am so lazy to update on all past events. Damn it. Im sick. Have flu and cough. Bloody flu. haiz. I dont like falling sick manzx. That's all i guess. Byebyes

2010-05-30T19:02:00.000+08:00

Heyyo people,
tomorrow got the art thingy in the morning, need to do the YOG fabric thingy. so lazy manzx. I totally hate this year's holiday. After the art class, going to wei qian's birthday party.Woots! I'm so happy that i'm allowedto go. hahas. It's gonna be an awesome day. And and meeting coey honey first thing in the morning to eat breakfast together at Macs ((:. I'm eating a lot these days and i think that i'm growing slowly each day. That's all for today. Byebyes :DD

Ps; we're going swimming too! :DD

Updating

2010-05-29T16:23:00.002+08:00

heyyo people,
its been days since i last update my blog. I was too busy to be bothered enough to update. Busy cleaning and packing up. Whoa, i alread packep up most of my clothes in 2 sealed boxes. Only kept a number of clothes that i needed for a period of 2 weeks. I hope i can go to wei qian's birthday party. I really wanna go manzx. Bought new flat shoes today at the Bedok area. It's very cute. Hahas. Got flowers sumore. XP Haiz. Bored. Gonna move house soon in 2 weeks time. Now, im secretly using my sister's laptop. She's working now anyways. So its not that hard to sneakily using it instead. Im bored of listening to the same old songs. And yeah, i've made a new ez-link card. God, my face looks pretty red. Like tanning red. ==" Just now, went out with parents and 1st bro to Bedok and Geylang. Looked and surveyed for langsir . Haiyo, my first week of holiday is already fully booked manzx. Got the art YOG fabric thingy, maths supp and camp. Gah... I really hope that the camp would be so much better that the previous camp. Last year's one is like so boring and tiring. But quite fun lahs. Quite only.. Shit, where the hell is my phone. *looking around* *searching....* "PHONE?!" "where the hell are you?!" *put down the laptop* *walked around* At last, i've found it. It was on a red pillow on top of one of the boxes in my room. ==" Got 3 missed calls and 3 messages. Missed calls from wei qian. 2 messages from 1381 and the other one is from coey. LOL ==" No wonder just now i heard some vibrating sounds. I didnt realised that it was my phone all along. ==" I felt like changing my blog skin again. But kinda lazy. Anyways, class 2n2 won for the skit thingy title = The thumb. 2nd in place is 2n1. 3rd in place is 2e4. Lols. We didnt win and it's alright. Since its the whoe class fault. Cause it's a last minute planning. Thanks to those who put in those last minute effort of theirs to at least come up with a presentable skit. That's all for today i guess. Byebyes. ((:

Pissed

2010-05-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
nowadays, I kept on getting irritated and pissed off by ***** each time we talked. Annoying but I still "can stand" being with he/she. Today was actually the CSI investigation thingy. It's kinda boring. Did the stuffs that an investigator should do when there's a crime to be solved. I did all those things before in primary 6. Talking about this, reminds me of all the sweet and sour moments. I just love those times. The times where we criticises people, being sarcastic, making witty comments, make lame but stupidly funny jokes, singing and go crazy over HSM :DD I want all those times to happen again. I miss you guys, girlfriends. Thought of planning an outing but I'm sure that all of our schedule are not the same. Today watched ip man 2 and Alvin and the chipmunks 2 on my own when I got back home. In bus 3, talked and laughed a lot with aevorie and bobby's bouncers. ;)) hahahas. He's awesome. And totally made my day. At night, I went to Giant's with my parents. Saw sya az(pikachu) with her mum and adik, hafidzah. Now at home, watching ip man 2 again. ==" but it's still awesome! :)) That's all for today. Byebyes XP

2010-05-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

Heyyo people,
now using my dad's htc hp. Today we did art thingy on GREECE for the whole day in class. Did with coey babe :). Singing with babe, dinie and wing kit, mainly becoming a complete retard. Hahas. But we were all still entertained :). Coey and i kept on laughing non-stop. Sang HSM songs and other songs too. Wing kit kept asking us irrelevant questions. ==". Lols. Then went to Mac's with coey, anu, audrey, nicole, wani and aevorie to "celebrate" anu's birthday. At first anu thought that we singing a happy birthday song for her out loud is a joke we really sung for her and everyone clapped along with us. So cool manzx! >< Then accompany coey to library ti do her ipw project with krystal, jerry, hasbi and adam. Me and coey went to search or wei qian's birthday present. ((: Went "sigtseeing" too with coey. Saw this hottie. Gah. *melting* XP That's all then for today. byebyes. .D coey, wei qian and i was annoyed by this someone. mainly we were pissed off with *******. BYEs

Quick

2010-05-23T20:10:00.001+08:00

heyyo people,
as the title says, this is just a quickie (quick post). Cause im using my sis's lappie without my dad's and sis's permission. Just wanna say that everything is fine. Not sure if i can make it to wei qian's birthday party, this coming sunday. If i cant then im really sorry aye sis. And im feeling weird these days. Lots of mood swings. Not having PMS anyway. Anyways, the stupid jerk is jer. Byebyes.

Beyonce-Broken Hearted Girl

2010-05-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

hurt

Nothing

2010-05-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

I've nothing to say anymore. Do you expect us to just support you all the way when all u did was not supporting us when we confided to you. I know im not suppose to say this. I know, my words are painful and hurtful enough. But i just cant help it. I rather say these words now before i just storm out on you, and even cursed you. Im sorry cause this time, i really cant be much of a support to you. I know you're hurt already. But like coey once said, one day u'll also hurt us in the end.And now im hurt. You dont realised that, do you? Im really sorry, i didnt tell you this earlier cause i dont wanna hurt you. But in the end, i really cant take it. Im sorry babe, really sorry. Me and coey, we're trying to help you. Don't get us wrong. Its not that we're not supporting you. We'll support you all the way. But please, won't you at least listen and try hard enough just for us. Im begging you.

Im freaking out a lot these days. Stupid jerr made me angry in class. Stupid jerk with no feelings at all. Haiz. I don't know why, i'm very moody these days. Not because of PMS but because inside im really annoyed at lots of things. I guess, im just too over sensitive ahs. Forgive me if i did something wrong. Im so sorry. Cause really, i dont seem to reaise my mistake.

BIGBANG - Tell Me Goodbye [Official Music Video] HQ

2010-05-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

sweee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

声をきかせて　／　BIGBANG （OFFICIAL MV）

2010-05-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

Let me hear your voice. :DD

BIGBANG - ガラガラ GO!! (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

2010-05-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

i love this mv. taeyang <33333

4Minute - Hot Issue MV

2010-05-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

Sweee~

[HD] After School - DIVA MV

2010-05-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

i love my boy! hahas. XP

After School | BANG! [MV] (ENG SUB)

2010-05-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

awesome mv :DD

ouch

2010-05-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

heyyo people,
today is an awesome day. Just finished chatting with coey. Passed all except for maths. Maths, i failed it damn badly. The failure is so indescribable. Haiz. But nehmind. I'll try ... do my very best for EOY cause this year is like the streaming year. Scarryyy man! Will do my best and persevere on no matter how hard and difficult a journey is to success. Today, met siti and suuu after school. And have fun. Kecohhs as usual. Haha xP. Me and siti bought chocolate yogurt drink from sweet talk and it sucks like shit. Should have bought the strawberry's one man. Nehmind. Shall but it some other days. Getting back HMT results this wednesday. Scared man that i will fail. Im sure that i wont. Im really sure about it. I hope im right. Then this thursday is the day that we have to do all the other stations for napha(don't know how to spell it XP) test. Hope i will do well in that too. Stupid email got problem. Can't even check my email. So gonna do the ipw thing tomorrow then. Haiz.

I'm wondering who you are. You kept coming to my mind these days. You're so unknown to me. I've never ever seen you before in my life only when i dreamt of you. Your heart seem so close yet you seem to be so far away from me. I just hope that we'll meet some day. See you soon, my pretty boy. ((:

Whoa. Suuu seems to be experiencing the same thing as me. Dreaming of a guy that we never met in our whole life before. Weird but true. Boy, i just hope that we meet. Freakkkyyyy! But too awesome and real to be true. :D

Sweeee~

2010-05-16T16:28:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people,
today, didn't went to madrasah. Woke up at 9 plus. Then help my mother cooking ondeh-ondeh. Well, today mummy cooked special food cause today is my bro's merisik day. So at around 11.05, uncle bob and auntie ujie reached our house. I ate first cause damn hungry already. Then the rest came, both from my mum and dad's sides. Watched om shanti om again! The movie is still awesome! :DD then went out, sending my parents with both of my brothers to my bro's girlfriend's house. Then my bros and I went to causeway point. Learn the ways to compare original an fake balls and soccer boots. LOL. Bought big gulp. A combination of coke and grape. Damn gassy but still niiceee! :)) Oldest bro bought pisang goreng and char kuey. Nice nice :)). Now at home. Aunties and uncles at my house now. Watching niang rapik. Hahas. That movie is scarrryyy but AWESOME! That's all then for today. Byebyes! :DD

Neutral

2010-05-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
got back maths paper 2, geog and lit paper. All pass except for maths. Failed maths badly. Damn scared to tell my parents about the result. Hope that my science total marks won't fail and also art & history. Had 2.4km run today. Timing : 15.06 minutes. My head was spinning like hell. Vomited my flam in the toilet right after the run. In mother Tongue class, watched senario movie. Funny hahahahs. But then hasbi suddenly vomited in the my class. It's like so watery cause before he vomited, he drank 100 plus. LOL. then after malay class, went back to class during recess. Guys wanted to change in the class, but since Khoi and aqilah went back to class when I just went out of class, they changed their minds. Serves them right. LOL. Met Wei qian outside school there. She took bus from the other bus stop to interchange. While I walked in the rain to the opposite bus stop to take bus to tampines inter. Went to toilet at the tampines mrt station first. Combed the hair properly. Then walked to the inter to meet siti, amirah, zhafeerah, sya az pikachu and ainie. Went to toysrus first. So damn fun. Sya kept talking about her "car" and "house". Super cute man. Suu met us there. Saw Hira, Alyssa and their friend. Talked and hugged her. Miss her so much. Everyone was shock that I was goig to move house soon to WOODLANDS. *sobs sobs* hahas. Then went to open plaza. Sya and ainie climbed to the top. While I tried to sit on the thing but I can't spin that well. Then suu and siti kept saying that I'm heavy. "Like hello! I'm only 36.5kg." LOLs. Then ate at popeyes cause damn hungry. Suuu belanja :DD the "couple" kept on MIA. hahas. We kept on searching for them. Then talked, gossiped, joked around and laughed a lot. Haha. We're just crazy people! xP Then went to the park behind our primary school. Complained about the luxuries and pampering that our juniors get. It's jut so freaking annoying and unfair. Come on lah. There's even a small playground behind the building. For what u put a freaking playground there? For the primary 1s ah? Plaese lah. That's so freaking extra lahs. Played at the playground. Suuu so smart that she throw her plastic bag, inside got her phone. Then the screen ofthe housing crack. Smart ah suuu! xP So Monday, she'll probably be going to the shop to repair the housing of the phone. $60 u know. Hahahs. Then one of the ITE guys wnt to us and asked, "Which school are you guys from?" and before we even had the chance to answer, his friend called him back. Like WTH. ==" amirah and zhafeerah went home first. The rest and I went to the old favourite bubbletea shop of ours. Kept seeing skaters at the block area near the playground that we played. But we went to the fish pond too. The kids there were like busily catching the fishes with their fishing nets. "like hello! There's a sign there that clearly says; DO NOT PLAY IN THE POND." and that totally includes do not fish in the pond. Suuu belanja me, sya and ainie! Awesome manzx. Went to the shop at interchange where suuu asked about her phone. Then took bus 72 with sya and suuu. Talked sumore with sya while walking to my blk there. Reached home at about 5.45. Damn tired. Fell asleep for a while. Then woke up for a while. Fell asleep again. Woke up fully at about 7.30. Cleaned room for a while. Bathe. Then the people who are the ones that are moving to out house came and took pictures cause they wanna renovate it. Ohyah, I had forgotten to mention that we went to popular too. Andandand, suuuu love taeyang! No way that she can steal my 3rd husband away from me. Well, in total I got 3-4 husbands. 1st -- Nurul Amirah Bte Amir. 2nd -- Zac Efron. 3rd -- Taeyang. 4th -- probably taemin(not sure about it yet xP) hahahhas. Ayuuuu.... four timers ah! Hahas. xP Yay! Gonna watch a movie now. Will UASAP (update as soon as possible). Byebyes!

Tuesday outing!

2010-05-13T20:38:00.002+08:00

camwhore pics

2010-05-13T20:07:00.005+08:00

Justin Bieber feat. Jessica Jarrell - Overboard

2010-05-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

weeee~ :DD

Kara - Tasty Love

2010-05-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

an awesome song ^^

Sobs

2010-05-13T18:30:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
Bio, didnt fail that badly. Maths, god... its badly done. I failed for it. Im scared to tell my dad about it. Haiz. But luckily i passed the rest. I hope i only fail one subject or best is non at all. Stupid shit, now i cant upload songs and pictures on my computer cause i cant find the bloody connector thing. Grrrrr.... pissing me off. Will update soon when i found it. Anyways, yesterday went out.

Yesterday :

Went out to meet siti at the tampines interchange macs. Then went to meet zi kai, winson and jerr and the ehub macs. After that went bowling first. So damn dun hor. But siti didnt play. I almost win jerry when my ball kept on rolling into the gutter for 4 times. Annoying. We only played one game of bowling. After bowling, the guys went off to arcade as usual. So me and siti went to ehub macs to eat. I was "bullied" to finish up all the spicy shaker and her coke. ==" hahahahas. Then we took bus 21 to tampines and go to tm. Firstly we walked around toysrus. Camwhored there. Have lots of fun there. :DD Then went to popular. After that, open plaza "here we come". Went there. Talk and played old silly but fun games. ^^ Then got these 2 guys from st. andrews. Kept staring. Annoying manzx. Stupid shit. No other things to do ahs?! lols. But the one of the boys who kept staring since the starting damn cute lehs. huhu ^^*ayu, ayu... naughty ehs. xP* Reach home at around 5 plus. I will update pics soon when i found the connector thingy.

Actually today, planned to go to library with sya az, siti and more people but its started to rain heavily at around 12 plus. So cancelled it and postponed it to today instead. Then after school, went to zi kai's house for a while. And watch him teach ger how to create pixel cars. Damn cool lehs. At around 3.45, i went off to take bus 12 and met aevorie to go home with her. Then she met her parents at the taxi stand at tm area there while i took bus 72 myself. That's all for today. Byebyes :DD

fun

2010-05-11T16:38:00.003+08:00

heyyo people,
today went to wei qian's house as planned. Damn fun! :DD Went swimming. They taught me how to swim. LOLs. Still, i cant swim that well. Something wrong with me. The water damn nice man. The first time coey came here, she was like so damn happy and excited. When the door of the lift closed, everyone including me started screaming. Wei qian's house is so blooody awesome! Went swimming first thing. The water is soooo cooling. I And some parts of the pool is warm. Then we made so much noise until the bodyguard kept on staring at us. He is so freaking annoying and freaky. Waited for the waterfall. But when we went up to check the water, there was none at all that's why there's no waterfall. Hahahahs. ((: Then we were comparing, doing something absolutely wrong if there's a guy around us, fake watery boobs. Hahahas. If im no wrong aevorie and wei qian's one is one of the big ones among the 4 of us. But that's fake lahs. LOL. Okay, let's just forget about that. Then went bathing at the club house. So chaotic man in there. Like one by one evryone was like, "eh, pass me the shampoo." or "eh, eh, i need the conditioner." LOL. After that, camwhore a bit in the girls changing room. Now using the computer in wei qian's house. While coey is charging her lappie now. Updating tomorrow again. That's all the for today. Byebyes.

Sezairi Sezali - Broken

2010-05-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Awesome song man! Way to go sezairi sezali

Confused

2010-05-10T20:56:00.003+08:00

When i listened to brand new you, kissin' u and bam, i know that im totally over you and im sure that another guy now fully got all of my attention. But after listening to i hope you find it, i craved for you again. Stupid, i know. I'm a fool. And that's obvious enough for everyone to see. I know you got a new girl. Im sure that she is better than me. I wish you well aye, farouk. And hello to cuties and hotties out there! Hahahahahas.

Awesome

2010-05-10T20:47:00.002+08:00

heyyo people,
yay! today is the last day of exam. Im scared for my maths results man. Cause both maths papers like damn hard for me. Die liao. Today, after school got birthday celebration for march and april babies. The cake okaylah not bad. Chocolate. :DD Then got "side dishes" which were oreo and the choco biscuit (dunno wat's the name). Then after all of that, went bowling with zi kai and ger. Damn awesome man. Ger won the game. I got 3rd that means the last among us. Its been like almost 2 years since i last went bowling and like my skills like kinda gone. "But still its no excuse ayu to lose like that." ((: Damn fun. My ball kept rolling into the gutter. Stupid shit hors. But nehmind. Tomorrow going to wei qian's house with coey and maybe aevorie. Gonna be so fun. Gonna camwhore a lot and swim too! Hahahahahas. Weeeee~ Too bad, im not following zi kai and ger tomorrow. They going arcade and bowling again. So fuunnnnn hor. But nehmind. :DD Cause we're going out as siblings with winson and jerr i think on wednesday. (((: Good luck sis for your last and final 2 papers tomorrow! Im sure that you can do well. Dont be scared. Jia You! : to germaine

Miranda Cosgrove - Kissin' U (Official Music Video - HQ)

2010-05-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

Better

2010-05-09T19:53:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
im feeling much better today after eating the pill for especially for cough and running nose. But the running nose was bloody disturbing me the whole time at madrasah. Completely annoying. Madrasah was alright as per normal, very boring too. First bro fetched me from madrasah. Reached home and was so damn tired. Slept for a while. Woke up at around 12 plus. Ate some biscuits. And get ready for jemputan cukur rambut. My nieces and nephews so cuteeee! hahas. Ate something there. Went to FUnan Center after that. Daddy bought a projector so that we can watch movie at home and have the feeling like "in theaters like that". LOL. Then went to peninsula. Walked around. Mummy kept on complaining that her feet is verryy pain because of the zip of her heels. Then saw this shades. Damn nice man. Wanted to buy it but daddy was like "no way man. Waste money only". Annoying. But nehmind, since my first bro is buying it for me but using my money lahs. ==" Went home and tried out the projector. Awesome man. Hahas. Now sneaking in my room, using my sis's lappie since she's working part-time now so... use her lappie lahs. :P I havent even study for tomorrow. Like no mood and feel very slacky. Miranda's Cosgrove song : Kissin' U, is awesome. You guys should listen to it. ((: Big bang's and 2pm's and B2st's songs are awesome toooo! :DD That's all for today. I hope that my running nose would not cause any problem for me tomorrow. *You can do it raycookie!* ==" hahas. I'm lame. I know. ((: Gotta go now. I'll post sumore when i'm free. Probably posting tomorrow again. I just miss blogging. Hehs. Okaylah. Byebyes sweethearts.

achoo

2010-05-08T18:04:00.002+08:00

heyyo people,
yesterday woke up kinda earlier that usual like around 5.30 instead of waking up at around 5.45-5.50. Im attacked by bloody germs. Now i'm having cough and running nose. Its so bloody damn annoying. Haiz. I just hate falling sick. Anyway, yesterday was the science paper. It was okay. Im sure that im able to do well. :DD *So confident ah ayu*. If i don't do that well then like paiseh. Lols. Watched Om shanti Om again just now. The show is awesome no matter how many times you've watched it. The songs are awesome too! Yesterday after exam, went to Macs wit zi kai, ger, winson and jerr. Saw ammirudin and his friends. LOL. Ger left her wallet under her table and so she walked and rushed back to school alone to take her wallet. Zi kai taught me a retarded game but its fun. hahas. ((: Then ger came back. After eating, went to zi kai's house. He showed us a few magic tricks. Me, ger and jerr keept on commenting on how out of tune his guitar is. But, ger had tuned it for him and the tune is almost perfect. Then they played ray city and another game. Zi kai and i watched a movie 13 going 30. The movie is so damn funny, cute, touching and awesome. Its something like 17 again. Then watched Alvin & the chipmunks 2 halfway cause it was already 4 and winson needed to go home. And ger also went with winson. Jerr went off too. And also me. Reached home exactly before 5. A few more weeks and then *goodbye Tampines* and *waving sadly*! Haiz. *sobs sobs*

Im proud of myself man. Cause i was able to talk and even smile at you. Hahas. But i've move on. Im not hurt anymore by you. I just miss you as my bestfriend, boy. We're better at being friends, bestfriends, than having something more than that. :DD

Memories

2010-05-04T20:32:00.002+08:00

Hey people,
all those memories are haunting me back again. Talking to you without actually feeling irritated and angry for the first time in months made me feel alive, so revived. I hope im not falling again. Listening to already gone makes me feel sick. Enduring and listening to all my babe's pain, makes me feel so numb. Its like i cant find a way to comfort anyone right now. Im sorry, im not much of a help in love now. Remember all the things we wanted. Now all the memories we haunted. We were always meant to say goodbye. When i hear all those stuffs, me memory flies to you and the rest of the things that i've been trying to endure without actually breaking down in front of everyone.

My beloved uncle,
I miss you so much. You left us so fast. In one moment, you can be so happy, so fun to be with. The next moment, you can fall ill so easily. And then, that's whyn you went away leaving us with hearbroken hearts. I miss all those fun times we had. I miss you a lot.Im not coping well with my feelings right now. All those tears i spent just for you, only for you. You didnt even get married or have children. But i now realised that its better that you are not. Cause if not, you'll be causing them lots of pain. May you rest in peace my beloved uncle. Agar engkau selalu dirahmati dan di sisi Allah.

Today,
well, we had literature exam. It was fine. Im sure that i can pass it. I really hope so cause i dont wanna fail any subjects this year.

Im scared. Really scared. Scared of everything around me. Fearful of falling into any discreet holes. Scared of falling for anyone especially you.

Study

2010-05-03T14:03:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
its been days since i last blogged. This is going to be a really short post cause i really have to shut down the lappie now. Anyway, changed my blogskin again. Gonna go study for literature now. Toodles ~

Ps;
I've keep on imagining you in my mind. A picture of you would never lapse from my memory.

Bonkers

2010-04-28T21:07:00.004+08:00

Heyyo people,
its been 10 days since i last post. Well, exams just started yesterday. And i was busy studying and revising. That's why i haven't been bothered to blog. Lots of things happened. Yesterday and Monday was dead funny i tell you. Hahas. Events happening.

Monday:

It was raining and so coey, aevorie and i walked in the rain while anu and nicole shared an umbrella. In order not to get my vanguard sheet wet, i hold it out under nicole's umbrella. Then there's this woman blocking our view. And basically i saw 2 guys on a bicycle heading towards us. It was dead scary. And because we were blocked, not all of us saw they guys. They were so hotttt! SH man! :DD I didnt even moved and just stared straight at the two pairs of eyes. Then i was like, "oh shit, oh shit, im so gonna get hit". Then the guy's eyes (sitting behind one) was like so ammused. When they were like few paces away, i forced myself and bangged into coey who was just standing beside me. Then we ended up laughing like mad people cause we were being so silly. I think the guys kinda laughed at our reaction. hahas. We have gone bonkers.

Yesterday:

Waited for nicole and anu outside school with aevorie and coey. Waited for a moment then coey reminded us that nicole going to anu's house. While waiting for a & n, dinie (riding his bicycle) with jerry, adam and hasbi walking along with him. I started laughing so hard at the funny sight of dinie trying to walk with his bicycle in the cycling position. He looked so funny, so epic man. Then coey started to laughed along after realising what im laughing at. Dinie, u epic lahs! They passed us 2 times. After coey reminded us about it, we walked and walked. At the bridge there, its like we were already halfway across, then we felt the whole bridge basically shaking. Then i was like, "whoa, whoa, what's happening?". I turned behind to see if the others on the bridge is shaking. Then when i say dinie jumping up and down, i started laughing my head off. Hahahas. Dinie; when u jump, u cause the whole bridge to shake. Scary u know. Hahhas. (((((: Then he jumped again. And we were so scared that the bridge would break (sorry aye. didn't mean to be mean but please, dont ever jumb on the bridge again.) so we quickly ran until at the other end of the bridge. Even when we were walking, we were still laughing like mad people. yes, u would think "what's so funny about that?". But i was so funny that we had gone completely bonkers. And after that bought earings. Coey bought earings too. Then went toilet, popular, toilet, popular and went home. Study, study, study for geography paper which was today. Was damn pressurised cause lots of things to study and revised on. So in order to not be so stressed out, coey and i kept talking and laghing over the 2 incidents.

Today:

Kept on waking up. Then finally woke up at 7 plus going to 8. Then ate breakfast and started revising on geography again to get everything in my head. At around 9, go and ironed my uniform and skirt. Then, get ready. At 9.15 went out of bus and met aevorie at the bus stop. My hair was damn epic man cause the wind spoiled it. tsk tsk. Took bus 15. My skirt was the one that was epic in bus 15. So when reached white sands, first thing i did was go to the toilet and adjust my skirt and hair. Aevorie then came after buying her hashbrown. Then walked to school. Reached school and walked to the canteen. Waited for khoiriyah. Then accompanied her to the bookshop cause she wanna buy methametical set. But in the end she left it at the bookshop there. hahas. Then went up to class. Revised sumore and laughed and talked with zi kai and winson. Kinda argued with jerry. 'stop calling me tiny lah, jer. Like seriously.' haiz. so annoyed by him lah. Then had geog exam. It was not bad. I think i can pass. If not then its like paiseh. Gah... Then ate at the canteen for a while. Khoiriyah, wani and i took bus 3 to the tampines interchange and met suu, allyah and siti there. After that took bus 10 to temasek sec. Then had paper 3 exam. After that, suu went home and went KFC with the rest. Saw raihan with her mum when we went out of the KFC. She looked so different. Last time she was so 'quai'. But now like so .... Okaylah. I dun wanna kutok people. Gah, look at yourself in the mirror raden! Then took bus 72 home. Listened to music.

To someone;
You know what? You are just completely dead annoying. You are kinda like one of those despo guys that i know. Seriously, i'm not bothered about you anymore. Cause u know why? You are just dead annoying.

2010-04-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
today, we got back both of our chemistry test. I passed for both! yay me. But the first test (the thick one) i did kinda badly like my passing mark is so average. Grr.. Must study hard. Luckily today no history test. But i don't really mind if there is any. Lols. Today what wani said really happened. I agree with khoi about the raining thing. Hahas. Wani, u got super powers ah? lols. jk jk. (((: During hmt, did dialog compo. After that read a book for a while and finished up chemistry ws 11.11. Had a bit of discussion. Few were doing ringkasan cause they didnt come like last monday. Went to KFC with khoi, suu and siti. It was raining heavily when going home time. Freezing like hell. Damn it. I have a feeling that im gonna fall sick soon. I hope not cause like exam is gonna start on next tuesday, i think. I must do well. I can't fail any subject. Im really slacking in literature and maths. Especially lit. Cause i dont really understand what the teacher is teaching. She very crappy lahs. Pfft. Annnnnoyyyyinnnggg! That's all i guess.

Im confused. Shit shit. Why am i suddenly thinking and looking foward to seeing you every day? Am i falling for you again? God, i hope that's bullshit and wont happen. I really hope not. Haiz.

Awesome

2010-04-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
lots of things happened today. Im not gonna elaborate much though. Went to the competition. I reached there late. Our school didnt win. Hwa chong -- 1st. I totally forget about the rest already. lols. Sorry hors. I got STM mahs. Luckily over there i saw suhailah and her friend aisyah. Met her after the whole thing at whitesands. Walked around with her. Well, after that around 2.45 took train with suu. Then saw this cute guy. Hahas. It was so funny man. We should do it again suu! lols. :P Anyway, dont be sad suu. Im sure u guys will be together once again.... somehow... but i dont know how. lols. Yesterday, the student leader investiture was dead boring. I didnt go for the ptd duty. I wasnt called anyway. Took bus 21 home. Then aqilah was in the bus too. Talked talked. Lols. Saw that guy again. ==' Anyways... lazy elaborate on the rest. Byees ((;

Unknown

2010-04-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

heyyo people,
haiz. I realised that its been weeks since i last updated. well, lots of things as happened. But today something bad happened. I know this would happen its just that well, its no use to convince her hah. Anyway, aevorie, cheer up kays. Its okay. It's not your fault. He's stupid enough not to listen to us who advises him. Come on, why dont he at least just try to give himself a chance to just bloody stop smoking. Gah. Its his fault too, not able to resist the temptation to try when he is still young, still immature. Today,s ipw is funny. Hahas. Tomorrow got the student investiture thingy. So stupid man. I don't wanna go. I wanna go home and sleeepppp! Seriously all i need is lots of time to be able to rest my mind and body. I've been slacking more and more each time. That sucks. And i cant seem to find the song, photographs. Haiz. Sad.Im confused. Anyway, boy. Don't be sad. I'm sure you'll get the girl someday. One day, she'll be yours. You told others that you wanna focus in your studies. But seriously, why must u hide from them, giving them false facts. Whoever the girl is, i don't think i care anymore. Just listen to what im gonna say boy, "please don't be upset baby. Don't give up". You never did. like in primary school. You never did. SO persistent back then. Don't tell me that now love has taught you to be more careful, to just let fate take over. Im feeling like shit. Im so sleepy all the time. I havent even yet finished my homec chart. grrr. So pissed with myself. i just wished i aint gonna fall for you again.

I'm 14 now.

2010-03-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

heyyo people,
I'm 14 now. Today i mean. Yeahs. hahas. Okay... Im gonna have to update my age. LOLs. THanks to all those who remember and wished me. Im simply touched. ((: So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO myself. == Lame. I know. hahas. :P Happy Birthday to Phya the papaya too! And to one of the b2st (BEAST) rapper! Boredom. Shit im sweating like hell. I'm craving for food. Mainly im craving for sleep. But i haven't finish doing my part on the lit project yet. Sad. *sobs sobs* I need more sleep. Cause i've been sleeping late these days. Im totally annoyed with myself. Hehs. *sweating, sweats all over* *deliberately looking around for a tissue or towel* *looking looking* *found it!* *dabbed the droplets of sweat profusely* *dabbing dabbing* *okay, done!* *shit, still sweating* *droplets of sweats trickles down my cheek* *annoyed with the freaking heat* *missing the rain* *crying alone in the heart* *sobs sobs* *suffering in the silence* *suffering in the heat too* *going crazy* *an idea pops up* so, here it goes....

Today went home with sarah and aevorie. They were so funny. Cracked me up always. At first i accompanied sarah to her AP since charlotte was going to pon it. So yeah, i decided to go to maths ap with her. But when we went there, there wasn't a single person inside the room. So yeah, we went walking out of school to ehub there, to ntuc to but sushi! *waves* ((: AWESOME sushi! wei, i just realised that i still have some sushi left. LOLs. *more waves* ((: hahas. Since im hungry. So yeah. *walking* *to the fridge* *open the door* *takes the sushi out* *squeals in delight* *walk* *now, back in my room* ((: sushi beside me now! Hehs. ((: Gonna eat it soon after i finish typing this post. Oohs.... Continuation of the story above. So after buying sushi, we headed to the bus stop just right in front of ehub. Waited for aevorie. Took bus 21. Then walked with them to sarah's bus stop there. Took bust 293. Alighted at the interchange. Went to Ta Zhiang for a while. Look around. Nothing to buy. Went home, took bus 72 with aevorie. That's all. The rest unimportant. ((: Something funny happened in bus 293. Aevorie left her *DNA* while she was searching for the money that she droppped in the bus. huhu. ((: Byebyes.

Happy Birthday once again to 30th March babies like me! (((:

Changing

2010-03-28T16:14:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
its been a long time since i last post. Lots of things has happened since i last post. Yesterday was my cousin's engagement. She's so pretty. You know why? Cause she's my cousin. LOL. jokejoke. ((: i feel so stressed up these days. Something wrong with me lately. I become too over sensitive. Always annoyed or pissed off with people even though its only a small matter. Im annoyed by meself too. Im always slacking. Im not going to hmt tomorrow cause khoiriyah and wani got the speech day practice. I wanna go. But if dont have siti, i will be very bored. But then surely there will be syaza. I dont wanna leave her alone. Kesian dia nanti. I'll see first lahs. Yomorrow another chance for giving a better presentation. Im gonna do the script for literature and english project. We havent film the video for Literature project. grr. Dead sia.Im not responsible anymore. Its like im slacking a lot. And all the time. Like freaking all the time. Haiz. I need to just like completely *SNAP* open, *wake up* from this bloody dream. Haiz. And im addicted to a few songs. Awesome songs. Gonna change my playlist now. That's all. Byebyes.

My first priority

2010-03-22T21:21:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people,
its been days since i last blog. Shit. I just realised that i havent finish my maths homework, the holiday homework and exercise 3e. Stupid shit lahs. Gonna do it later then. After i offline lahs. Today school was quite fun and exciting. Hahas. I dont know what's got into navin. He kept on saying puki. == Then he said something like "Dont puki when you're praying." LOL. He made the chinese pupils interested in the meaning. Navin Navin. The sitcom(i think) named taemin was so cute sia. Im in love with taemin. Woots.

Taemin dearest sweetheart <333333
((:

He's so cute right? hahas. Of course. ((: But im still faithful to Zac efron and taeyang too. They're all my first priority. ((: Zac Efron is the hottest guy! ((:
Taeyang still has the best voice for me. ((: And taemin is like the cutest and best at dancing of all people. Hehee. *meltsmeltsmelts* *screamscreamscreamszx*! ^^ That's all then. Byebyes.

Taemin

2010-03-18T21:51:00.004+08:00

Heyyo people,
got back from germaine's house at around 6 plus. Tomorrow's probably going to zi kai's house. Do home ec project and fun stuffs with siblings. ((: Im starting to like taemin. He's cute. But damn skinny. Hahas. I still love taeyang and zac efron though. Cause they're my first priority. My legs are aching. hehs. ((: That's all. Anyway, Congrats coey babe! last long with him aye. (: That's all then. Byebyes.

MeiMei((:

2010-03-18T13:28:00.002+08:00

heyyo people,
Im at meimei's (germaine's) house. ate chocolate fondue in the morning and kfc too. Her mum bought for us. I felt guilty. Hehs. The chocolate fondue was nice. Im damn full now because of it. There was strawberries, marshmellows, bananas, apples. Whoos. Germaine only ask me to come. Cause im her sister and im her first priority? rightright?! hahahas. Of course. Woots. She entertained me with some of her magic tricks too. There was one trick that's about the prediction thing. ((: Tomorrow maybe going out but i havent even started on one of the homework except for one maths question. Hahahahhaha. Im so stupid. And i so dead. Tomorrow friday sumore. Maybe going zi kais house. Today we're going to finish up the english project. Are there gonna be lots of science quizes? Cause im really feeling lazy to do it. LAZY LIKE SHIT!!!!! that's all then. Byebyes.

Anyone free?

2010-03-16T10:35:00.002+08:00

heyyo people,
today, woke up at around 9 plus. Watched oktots and ellen degenerous show for a while just now. Now watching Oprah Winfrey Show XXlll. So bored. Actually today wanna go to Germaine's house after she finish band but today her grandmother's death annivasary so cant come. Its okay. Called siti and raudhah's hp but they didnt picked it up. So bored. I really wanna go out. But i dont wanna go out alone cause that'll be so boring. Like im being a loner like that. So that's why i've decided to blog. Haiz. Would anyone entertain me please! im like stuck in a bloody dark world. LOLs. Like real like that. I'm so dramamama at times. Nevermind. Tomorrow probably going out with germaine, zi kai and winson to either zi kai's house or somewhere. Yay! Then can talk, joke and laugh a lot. ((: Miss all my girlfriends. Meet up soon aye. I miss you guys so much. Contact some of you but some just dont bother replying or just busy. Haiz. *sobsobs*. hahas. I havent even bathe yet. :P Gonna go bathe after this and do some household chores. That's all i guess. Byebyes.

almost 4 days

2010-03-15T17:01:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people,
its been a long time since i last blog. So im gonna start on the awesome friday.

Last friday:

The day when the whole class (e3s) where half uniform to school. Supossedly we get the choice to wear wither white or black top. Got a text from the chairman at around 5 plus or 6 plus that we can wear another colour which is blue so make it a white, black and blue theme. I was actually happily trying everything out but in the end, some of us (including me) received a text from syafiq at around 10 plus saying that there's a last minute change which is only blue and white theme. I was so pissed. But nehmind. Luckily i got only one white top which is completely acceptable for me since i have no blue tops except for a blue hoody dress. So went to school the next day with aevorie as usual. Then met Coey at the bus stop. She wore white too. Both of us were totally pissed. And jealous of those who were in black. I should have just pretended as if i didnt get the text and wore black. So waited a while for yan ting. Then walked in to school with yan ting and coey. Sat down. Ms thang wore blue. LOLs. Luckily my siblings and winson wore white except for xi en. That day no birthday celebration for march babies like us. Went into class. Put the big birthday card that i made for zi kai under his table as that day was his birthday. Then write a note on a piece of foolscap paper telling him about the card and wishing it to him. Ohyah. I wished him when i saw him while i was walking inside the school past the toilets. He said the card was sweet. Hehs. Im touched and relieved that he like it. Had so much fun. At first ger wore a plain white tshirt but then she changed into sarah's white tshirt that looks way better than the previous one. After school waited for germaine in the library with winson and zi kai while she finish up her home ec test. Played a fool in the library. Damn fun. Then we played the mute game. Me and ger irritated and annoyed winson cause we were distracting him whie he was trying so hard to concentrate reading a page/chapter on the Bermuda Triangle. Went to mama shop after that. Waited for winson and ger to finished up the maggi. Me and zi kai just ate some biscuits while waiting for them. Jerry came after we finished. He waslked with us but he's going to school and we were walking to the bus stop to take a bus to zi kai's house. Reached there. Zi kai showed us some of his magic tricks. Quite cool. Hahas. He amazed me and ger. Then we 3 went down to buy some things while winson played ps3 (i think). Went up. Sat at the living room. Watched Rush Hour 3 at first. Then winson came and sat with us when it was at the funny part. The part about " what's your name. --> i'm you.". Hahahas. so damn funny. Then decided to watch 200 pounds of beauty after watching that funny bits. The 22 pounds of beauty damn sweet, funny, cute and touching lehs. Hahas. I love the song maria sang by Kim a jung. Its been 2 years since i last heard that song. It feels so good to be able to listen to it again. Then after that we played "poker". Played indian poker and another game of poker. Not sure what's the name for the other game. Hahas. Germaine so lucky hor. Me and germaine only camwhored once. The picture below is the one that we took. Hahas. Damn cute and sweet. ((: Then tried hotel 626. But we failed cause we tried logging in and and we accidentally put and invalid birthdate. Then we decided to watch a video on youtube about it. Quite scary lehs. Zi kai, winson and ger ran off before even watching it fully. So i ran away too. Hahas. I was too scared to watch it alone. :P Went home at around 6 plus. Reached home at around 7 plus. Washed up and slept until the next morning. Whoa. I was totally "dead to the world". hahas.

Saturday:

Woke up. Went to eat breakfast and a mama shop near out neighbourhood place. Went home after that. But before that, bought some stuffs to cook special meal for my 2nd brother cause it was his birthday! Cleaned up the house when at home already. I put up much effort cleaning and folding all my clothes in the wardrobe. Hahas. Took a whole lots of time. Lazy elaborate much.

Sunday:

Woke up at around 7.10 a.m. Bathe and get ready to go madrasah. I was really lazy to go madrasah. No mood. So i was pouting the whole time. Pissed my parents off. But stull i was forced to go. Gah! annoying you know. But nehmind. 1st brother fetched me after madrasah. Cleaned up the house as usual. But i was slacking a lot more than i was last saturday. Read a book that we had kept for years. The book is called Olive's Story by Erich Segal. The story is damn sad and touching too. Hahas. Then at night, my cousins and aunty came to discussed about her engagement. Brother's gonna get engaged too on the 18th of July. The day after my honey mummy's (SARAH) birthday. ((: Watched transformers. Wanna watch Transformers 2 yesterday too but the next day which is today, my dad's working morning shift. So yeah, cant watch.

Today:

Woke up at around 9 plus. Took my own sweet time bathing and ended bathing at around 10 plus. So damn long. But i dont care. :D Watched Jennifer's body but the dvd like stuck halfway watching so decided to watch tv instead. Got The Wriggles ( dun care how it's spell). Weird but funny. Stop watching at around 3 plus. Listened to some musics. And here i am, blogging a lot.

Gonna end here now. Currently my dude, casanova, is chatting with him. So weird. Long time havent chat with him. So byebyes.

(germaine and i --> sisters' love)

IT class

2010-03-09T13:52:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people,
im in IT class right now. The whole class is now watching a funny video showed by the relief teacher that is relieving Mr Low as he is hopitalised for the time being cause he gotta undergo an operation. Something to do with his spine. Man, i fail geography test. Got 9 out of 25. Major failure sia. Haiz. Nehmind. Must work harder! Jia You! Anyways wani's sister, wina, said that im pretty. Hahahas. Of course. LOLs. jk jk. Yesterda i did online but i was too busy downloading most of the soundtracks of Alice In The Wonderland. Awesome songs. Mainly im addicted to the song blablabla by Kesha of course. Boredom. Now cher showed us a video which is damn cool. Actually I was supposed to go to school with aevorie today but i woke up at 5.50 even though she did try to wake my up. Lols. my phone beside me sumore. And I cant hear my alarm. Smart right me? Yeahs, of course. Omgod. Awesome man. There's this video of a man able to copy the exact moves of Michael Jackson perfectly well. Awesome like shit lahs. Yesterday i did went home with aevorie as there wasnt any hmt class. Laughed a lot in bus 3. I bet that the 2 siglap-ians guys were like staring at us cause we were laughing too hard. Hahas. Yeah, isnt she like my laughing partner. THe facebook video is also funny. Hahas. Okay.... Gonna go concentrate fully on the vieo now so byes.

Memories

2010-03-07T21:17:00.004+08:00

Heyyo people,
im addicted somehow. too addicted. everytime im damn tired. And its really unusual for me to start having afternoon naps this year cause i was never like that last year. Weird, in a good way. Did my travel declaration. Yay! lols. Im hungry. Gonna eat again soon after i log off. I hope there's still rice left for me. Cause im not gonna be happy when there's none left for me.

Honey why are you calling me so late?
Its kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying, is everything okay?
I gotta whisper cause i can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes i wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And i never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Its funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes i've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, i don't think she has a clue

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes i wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And i never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

t's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And i never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And i never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips on an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late?

Dead meat.

2010-03-04T21:07:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people,

Im ultimately gonna be so dead. Dead dead dead! I had forgotten to bring geography file and textbook back home to study for the chim test tomorrow. Gah, i scared i fail then have to do retest. Andandand today had biology test. I was so dumb cause i made careless mistake for the last question. Argh! It's suppose to be about diffusion but i go write something about osmosis. Even though Mr Choo had went and actually told us the right one before we started doing the test. Grrr... I'm so annoyed with myself. Because of not getting enough sleep last night, i couldn't focus that much during the few minutes of revision and also during the test. I think i'm gonna fail for biology too. Diediedie liao. Hais. I pray to god that i WOULD NOT FAIL! Persevere on ayu! Ohyah, i know that it's a few days old news but yeah, my class won the bpc points for our level. Heh. Planning to choose next friday, 12/03, to be the day we'll be wearing our home clothes to school. And celebrating march babies' birthdays that day tooooo. And next friday is also Zi Kai's birthday. Happy him. Cause his birthday then like so special. well, he is special. I can't deny. I kinda like the design he did for our class t-shirt. I'm slacking slowly man. What's wrong with me these days? Im always moody, tired and stressed out. Haiyah. I just hate it when i'm like that. Anyways, today didnt get to meet shafiyyah and syafiqah as both last minute can't make it. Aww... I'm sad. Hahas. Nehmind lahs. Going with siti to tps next thursday instead. I did called lots of people to see if they are free enough to accompany me to tps today but neh. No one seemed to be free. So apparently, i went to meet aevorie at the small macs at tapmines interchange. Took bus 72 with her. Went home. Cooked fried egg. Ate it with sausages and bread. Blablabla. After that, relaxed in the room. Camwhored cause it's been a long time since i last camwhored and that i had deleted all the recent camwhored pics. So annoyed with myself cause i haven't even upload the new ones and have already deleted it just so that i would be able to put new songs inside my memory stick. Gah, i'm really annoyed at myself. Lols. Weird, but true. Today morning, i went school with aevorie. But, this time, my oldest bro sent us. Kind hah? ==' My phone damn sot man. Sot like shit hors. Aevorie didn't even received the text that i sent her last night at about 11 plus. wait let me check... i sent her the text at exactly 11.22 pm and she didn't received it. Haiz. I hope that my dad would give me a newer phone that would never be as sot as me cause i did passed the "test" which was to be able to take care of it well until the month of march. Hahs.

Im currently addicted to some songs :

1) Impossible by Shontelle

2) Friday I'll be over you by Allison Iraheta

3)The only exception by Paramore

That's all i guess.

Stupid phone sot again. Haiz. Shit lahs. Gonna try to upload all the recent camwhore pics in the next post. If don't have next post that's full of camwhore pics that means that my phone is completely sot and have been giving me a bloody hard time.

Byebyes

2010-03-03T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hey people,
It's been a really long time since i last post. Been busy, tired and sensitive lately. Well, it's normal for me cause i always get mood swings. Haiz. And tomorrow is Bio test. I haven't even study for it. Gonna study as soon as i switch off the lappie. This friday got geog test. A hard one. One full of questions of topics that i don't pay much attention too cause too complicated for me. Im not slacking that much. A little bit. Lols. Im not a good student though. Planned with my family that we going watch movie at zi kai's house cause next friday is his birthday and that day, i think we gonna celebrate the 3 march babies which are zi kai, wing kit and i. Man, been having cramps and my stomach had been behaving badly since last night. Gah, im hungry. I haven't eat my dinner yet. Walk around with siti after hmt today. Went to the bubble tea shop but it was close. aww.... sad. Nehmind. Then walk around the park opp tps. Memories , sweet and sour ones, all there. Hahas. Miss all my girlfriends and the dudes too. ((: Went to old chang kee. Siti bought curry o. She like, i okayokay only lahs. Cause i prefer sardine. Hahas. Went home at around 6. Before we went home, we went to tampines regional library. I became a kid again. Read 3 fairytale books that seemed so boring to me. I still love my childhood books though. Heh. That's all for today i guess. I'll try to update as much as possible. And cool, my tumblr's ab-so-lute-lyyyy dead! Officially dead. Hahahhas. Heck care about it. Gonna edit few stuffs before i go offline. Ohyah, i'm meeting syafiqah and shafiyyah tomorrow. Miss them like hell man. They are awesome people. That's why. Hahas. The end. Byebyes.

Bored.

2010-02-25T20:53:00.004+08:00

Hey people,
its been almost a week since i last post and really surf the net. Today was okay. Not the best day though. Finished reading The Chocolate Run. Damn nice seh. Im like so bored today. Seriously. Did experiments in the science lab during biology. Gah, i dunno what to say. Oh yeah, went back to primary school with aevory to return my old malay dance costumes. Hahas. Luckily can go in. I wanna stay longer until they finish malay dance but aevory made me went home with her. It was damn fun though. Took few pictures in the luxurious toilet at out primary school. Was totally kecoh when going back time thanks to aevory. hahas. She's awesome, funny butbutbut LOUD too. hahas.

These are the pictures (enjoy :DD):

Addition(+)

2010-02-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

Ohyah... I forget to mention something. Tomorrow we (2e3s) are gonna celebrate birthdays for January and February babies! Hahas. Ms thang planned on celebrating all! Awesome right? I know. xD and team sea-slug out there... If you are reading this, well... It's for you guys. Lols. So germaine, zi kai and I had planned to hang out again after the celebration tomorrow and we are making it official to out loved ones. -.-" lols. Hahas. Come kkay! We're gonna have so much fun cause it's been a long time since we all really hangs out together. Gtgs. PLWIF! toodles ((;

"High-Nerdy"

2010-02-18T21:09:00.001+08:00

Heyyo people!
Gah... Today is such a tiring day. Seriously. Like I was almost sleeping in English class trying hard to stay awake. Lols. Then went for Malay class. No lessons. Which is good cause only have 1 period. Went back to class. Watched the video that farid showed us. Damn funny man. Hahahas. Maths was okay. History was fun but a bit boring. Ipw was funnyyyy! Hahas. Joked around a lot! Ap was okay as we pissed off out form teacher. Sad. We won't do it again. (: then went for band. I went off at around 4.45 then took train to tampines mrt station. Walked to tps. Whoa. My dance instructor is still strict man. So fierce. Hahas. Watched them danced. I mean my juniors. Their dance steps looks similar to the ones 2 years ago. Hahas. Went home with my lovelaye cute adek and 3 other juniors. So kecoh man. Hahas. Ohyah... 2e3s: PLEASE REMEMBER TO BE IN HALF UNIFORM TOMORROW. FOR GUYS, JUST BRING UR PE SHORTS(in case u are needed to wear it.)! Okay... That's all I guess. Gonna upload more pics tomorrow. Ohyah... Me and coey camwhored during lunch. Hahas. Then I became a nerd also. A high-class one. Hahahaha! Lame right? I know. Kaylah. PLWIF! (FYI: post later when I'm free!) hahas. Cool right? I know. Lols kkay. I'm gonna stop it. Irritating right? I know... Hahahahhahas! xD byebyes. ((:

Stressed out

2010-02-17T21:19:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
shit... tomorrow got bio test. So suckish. today pe was damn tiring. Ran for like 6 rounds around the parade square. then run sideways and backwards for 1 round. lols. Then played badminton at first. Played floorball next cause like was bored playing badminton. lols. Im like damn hungry. Haven't even eat my dinner yet. Haiz. Now uploading all my pics in facebook so that i will have more memory left in my memory card. lols. Kaylah. That's all. And good luck 2e3s for tomorrow Biology test! ((:

Tired

2010-02-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hey people,
haiz... tomorrow school starts. Gonna be boring. But tmr have hmt so got siti and i wont be bored. i guess. Lols. Kay. Im like damn tired. Yesterday i slept like at around 5 plus going to 6 in the morning. Then woke up at around 11 plus. Damn tired you know. Hahahs. And im really addicted to the song pick me - justin bieber. Cause it's awesome. Haiz. Addicted to forever - drake ft Kanye west. Nice awesome songs. Hehs. I wanna see my juniors practise malay dance tomorrow after hmt. But im not sure if the guards will let me in. Annoying guards. Super annoying. Okaylahs. Im gonna change my playlist. That's all i guess. Ohyah... i shall remind my mum to give me my health booklet for tomorrow before i forget about it. Byebyes. ((:

V day and cny day!

2010-02-14T16:33:00.002+08:00

Anyway.........

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY AND CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS!
Hope you guys had a great time with your loved ones. Spent the the day well please. Hahas. Its a great day today.
2 awesome events on the same day. Cool hah. And siti, u did a real good job for yourself just dont regret it aites.

Ps;
I hope you are having a good time sweethearts. I miss Casanova and horny bastard! (;

Back.

2010-02-14T16:10:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
it's been days or maybe weeks since I last updated my blog. It almost dead. Thanks to Coey for tagging me. Hahas. Went back to tps last friday. The cny celebration wad kinda weird, funny, cool and boring too. After it ended, quickly dashed to the toilet and waited for arvory to change her clothes. Took train there. Reached there was such a chaos. Met tristy at first. Then kept on looking for the rest. At last met with Sri and alisha. Went to the main gate to wait for siti. Then go in back with situ. Bought ice lemon tea bottle. Sat at the 6 love table and then Amira came. Sa thing that only 6 of our girlfrens including me came. The rest like dunno where. Maye they don't care. Lols. Talkalktalk, jokejokejoke an laughlaughlaugh. Hahahas. So damn funny. Was kinda annoyed by the batch after our batch. Looked down at us like they are so called better than us. Go to hell lahs. Then walked around. Tried to find cikgu zalina but she got meeting at somewhere else. Met cikgu hidayah instead. Whoa. Her hair is now like a lighter shade of brown than last time man. She showed me and siti the video of our juniors dancing the dance for this year SYF. Thy quite good lehs. But my batch better. Hahahas. Lols. Jk jk. Cikgu wanted us to come every Wednesday an Thursday to watch and practise with them. We wanted to but oh wells, our schedule is just so uptight. I really wanna quit band and join dance man. But like only a few more months to the competition. Haiz. Then went up only to the 2nd floor. Then we were told to go down cause they are going to close the school. Grr... So sad man. We isn't even get to explore anything. I mean not that much lahs. Wanted to take the lift actually but annoying faliq and his frens go in first ven though we were just outside the lift. Such an annoying guy. Wen to the toilet at first floor. Like at hotel man. So luxurious. Hahas. Now the school is a sixth storey building. So big man. Can get lost easily in there. Hahas. Pity the p1s cause they confirm will get lost one lahs. After that went to eat at tm macs with siti, Sri and Amira. Saw aidil with his friends there. He looks totally diff but better than last time. Hahas. Damn tall man that guy. But he still looks like a lanky, skinny dinosaur to me. No offence. Heh. Laughed a lot. Hahas. Then walked around with them to toys r us. Hahas. Heard the song 'can I have this dance'. Wow. It's like it's our favourite p6 songs. Sweet memories hah. Then walked around with siti after they both went home. Wanted to walk longer but kinda tired. Reached home around 5. Just realised that I didn't bring my house keys. So waited at the staircase for my dad to come home after watching avatar without me.Grrr.... Hahas. Camwhore and texted people while waiting for him. And bla bla bla.

Yesterday:

went to my aunty's house after eating breakfat outside at around 12. Hear they talked talked and talked. Listened to music, eat, playing the luminous block game. Hahaha. Lame. I know. Kay. Whatever. Stayed there until 10 plus. (lazy to elaborate) mainly we discussed about my bro's engagement which is on the 18th July and his wedding which is 2 years from now by in the december month. Hahas. So long. But time will pass so fast and we won't really realise it until the day arrives. Sent lots of chain texts. Hahas. Boredom man. Kaylah. That's all.

Confusion state.

2010-02-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

Will you guys stop it about him.
Now im in a confusion.
I try so hard to move on
to forget the fact that it is him
I though it was you
i guess its not hah
you can even think that
i still keep staring at him
Gah
I hate myself for being so upset
just thinking of him
obviously he's not the one
or maybe he is.
Why everytime he pretends as if nothing happen
well i do that too
but he's a guy
shouldnt he understand the girls silent language.
Haiz.
Stupid shit emo im going through.
At least im just a stuck-up bitch hah
Gotta be strong

2010-02-09T20:08:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
Its been very chaotic these days. Well, im better now and able to take control of myself now. Im so proud of myself of able to finish reading 2 of Twilight saga books : Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. The story damn awesome man. Hahas. I wish the author would continue the series like Harry Potter, a lot of series leh. Hahas. Today had the first lesson of Biology. It was not that bad though our Biology teacher is actually our principal, Mr Charles Surin. Okaylah. Interesting. Took down lots of notes. Pretty impressed with myself. Lols. Im so proud. jk jk. Okaylah i should stop bragging. Haiz. Okay... i know it may seems weird but im bored so im just gonna wish someone something.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINIE! Hope all your dreams and wishes come true. :D

Back

2010-02-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
I guess im back on track. Im satisfied with my progress of editing a new blogskin at a faster speed each time. Lols. Just now in school talked a lot lehs. All like ******. Damn censored lah. So think before you guys feel like talking to us. hahas. Figure out the us urself kays. Luckily next week then Biology if not... Im gonna die of misery and in absolute agony. Lols. So dramatic. Gah, I wanna be taller! Still, there's something wrong with my genes. hahas. And yeah, My momma is freaking hot! Right honey mummy? hehee. Gonna move in to the new house on the 5th of June. My bro is gonna get engaged on the 18th july, the day after my mummy's bday. Maybe NBC on her birthday. But it's like a Saturday. Lol. Im freaking bored. Gah, my arm is freaking itchy. And today pe did some PT and played "soccer" and "volleyball/netball". hahas. I entertained myself lahs. And so sad today that mdm tan didnt come, if not history's gonna be more fun. haiz. Bring me down only. The stupid relief teacher o tell us this ghost story. I've heard it before la but i dont like it cause its damn creepy. Gah, annoying freak lah. Got really addicted to the song "oh" by Gorls Generation. Really nice lehs. But the mv dont quite make sense. Hahas. Okaylahs. Gtg now. That's all for today. Byebyes. :D

2010-01-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i last post. Ohaky whatevers. I've been pretty busy lately. Very kecoh these days. Got pissed and stuffs. Not enough energy each time. Dont know what's wrong with me. Lots of things happened but lazy to post and elaborate about it. Gonna help honey mummy decorate the class tmr cause CNY is coming and got his competition. So yeah... That's all i guess. Byebyes. :DD

Today

2010-01-18T21:33:00.003+08:00

Heyyo peeps,
Had hmt as usual today. But the real teacher is back and cikgu asyraf (is that his name?) is gone. Gah, she is just as crappy as out now relieved malay teacher. Haiz. Suffering a lot today. And yes, i talk a lot today just because im wearing new primary school shoes. Hahaha. So funny. I jump a lot. Maybe these shoes can help me grow taller. Lols. Andandand a spider was just right on top of my head at the bus stop. Eeeeeeeeei. So scary leh. It made me jump. Gah, spiders scared me away. Lols. Even though im bigger than them. hahaha. Play the Lumines Block Challenge. That game is only for retarded and lame people like me. :DD Lols. Im so proud. diaos. Then went to buy nuggets and sotong on stick at the OLD CHANG KEE at century square after hmt. Then met siti's mum. They went to popular. I followed Suu and Allyah to Macs cos they wanna buy ice creams. Lols. Then daddy called so had to went home. Gah. Cleaned up the room. Then the people came to view house. Then so bored. Otp with him. Gah... so hungry. Mummy havent come home yet to cook. Arghhhhhhh! okay nehmind. Im just gonna bear with it. Trying, Trying. lols. Okaylah that's all. Gonna add a playlist and changed the picture. Byebyes.

You did well.

2010-01-18T21:24:00.003+08:00

Happy 1st week annivasary, baby!

I can't believe that at last

Someone would be able to

Take over the places

Of all the previous ones

You did well,

Love me well,

Treat me well,

Just did everything perfectly well.

Thank you for this.

Thank you for taking care of my heart

like its the most fragile thing

and most sensitive thing too.

3 words

8 letters

Its a bit hard for me

As it went wrong

with the previous one.

I know you don't mind

But i just want to say im sorry

for not doing it

as well as you did for me

And now I'm Saying it

with no regrets

with full meaning

I love you

2010-01-17T12:49:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people,
so just now in the mornin had madrasah as usual then good thing that daddy, mummy and bro picked me up after that. Went to eat prata at the new As-Salihin shop. Not bad. But kinda have a headache. Dunno why. Nehmind. Now doing some household chores. Waiting for daddy to pass me the vacuum machine. Gah. Gonna mop my room after vacuumming it later. Yesterday damn tired. I dunno why. Can't wait to meet him on Friday at whitesands alone. Lols. I'm thinking of putting a playlist. I dunno what songs. My mind is blank right now. I'm sick and tired of songs. Okaylah. Gtg now. Byebyes. Gonna change my profile picture soon. Byes! :D

2010-01-16T18:32:00.001+08:00

Gah,
at last. I've finish editing everything. Oklah. Gtg now. Byebyes.

Boredom

2010-01-16T14:26:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
I realised that I've been typing lots of short posts since months or weeks ago. I guess I have nothing much to say actually. And I really hate the freaking old crappy Malay teacher. Seriously, her format also wrong then like get angry with us even though ts really nothing big and serious. Oh, did I mention yesterday about the change of seat?! I can't believe I'm not gonna sit with me belove Stanford, sister. Hahas. Gonna miss the playful fights with her. Gonna miss her company. Gonna miss honey mummy and the rest who sits there too. Gonna miss my stubborn big-headed brother too. Gonna miss practically everyone who sits near me at the last row. And now I'm sitting beside Myhammad Shafiq Bin Nazri. Gah. The second seat of last year was beside him and the second seat for this year is also beside him. Walao leh. But nehmind. He's damn quiet with me. I dunno why. Sitting beside other people... He's not that quiet. Maybe it's because I'm too LOUD. Lols. But at least I got winson sitting in front of me and yan er behind me. Got some company. And xi en is quite near to me also. Kinda feel okay with it I guess. And I've finish Reading the book honey mummy lender me. So damn nice, sweet, touching and awesome. Gah. I can't help daydreaming sometimes. Well, I'm just born to be a hopeless romantic you know. And I really miss Malay dance! Argh... I wanna go back to my primary school but oh wells, my schedule is too fixed and like my only free day is on bloody Friday. Haiz. Sianz. I'm so bored. I wanna take dance course but since in busy, I guess it's just a bad idea. Cause well, only Saturday and Friday are my free days. I'm only free in the afternoon on Sunday. And Monday to Thursday, I'm busy with Hmt lessons at temasek sec after school and band which end late these days cause we sec 2s are already in main band. So crappy. I miss camp! I want camp. So freaking bored. And I'm becoming more of a good girl each time. Good for me I guess. Miss my girlfriends too. Did I mention that I saw najiha last few days? She was put with her boyfrind and their friend. Hahas. How I wish that I'm tall. But being petite kinda fun for me... I guess. Oklah. Enough craps for today. And hopefully I'll be meeting him next Friday. Lols. So, byebyes peeps! ;D

2010-01-15T23:06:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people,
I'm so busy and occupied lately as everyone knows that it's the streaming year for us sec 2s. And he's home at last. Gah. And well my schedule is so uptight seh. Nehmind. I'm so gonna try to do well this year. And next Tuesday the sec 1s are coming for band. Woots. Can't wait. But I dunno why I'm kinda feel so uptight. Maybe it's cause I'm not confident that they would not listen to me and stuffs. Well, reminds me of my primary school juniors. Miss them so much. And my primary school is bigger than the old one due to PRIME. they got indoor sports hall already so unfair lahs. Hmm... The book Sugar and Spice by Jules Stanbridge (one of the little black dress books) is damn nice. Thank you honey mummy sarawr for lending it to me! :DD and ms thang recommended me the book remember me by Sophie kinsella. It's one of the little black dress books also. Hahas. I'm starting to be a book worm once again. And our ipw project .... We changing from THE EVERLASTING MYSTERY - Bermuda Triangle to the mysteries of OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL. lols. Oklah quite interesting though. And we are gonna go there some day but not at night lahs. Going in the afternoon or early morning or some time around there lahs. And yesterday I dunno why I can't stop laughing in ipw period for like such a long time. Because of winson lah. Since we changed to OCH, the Bermuda triangle change to Bermuda ghost. Lols. It's either the ghost wear the Bermudas or we'll get lost in the world. Hahaha. Oklah. That's all. Byebyes.

Total Chaos

2010-01-12T21:09:00.004+08:00

Heyyo peeps,
well, my life has been a total chaos these few days. But everything is stable right now. Hahas. Gah, just now reached home around 8 p.m. because end band quite late. Then wait for bus 293 also late. So stupid lahs. So dan tired. Gah, no one to entertain or call me at night. Gah, he went camp then left me alone. Haiz. Nehmind. I'll just entertain myself or chat with my girlfriend. And i missed the opportunity to meet with irdina and other primary school mates. I miss her so much man. Sorry dina. We meet next time kays when u and me free. Cos sec 2 life for me is really occupied with lots of events and lessons after school. Haiz. And im starting to love Jay Sean songs.

Summarise

2010-01-10T12:00:00.003+08:00

I'm just so stuck-up and fuck-up in life
because of you
because of everything that has happened
it's just so hard for me
to move on
I may sound like a MOFO despo.
But I'm not, okay
Gah, I miss you so much boy.

Hidden depths

2010-01-10T11:50:00.004+08:00

" But I never want to see you unhappy.
I thought you want the same for me."

Love makes my life so fuck up.
I'm going and crawling back to you everytime.
But you just don't care
don't bother at all
everything is on the replay button
repeating it's own history
like Deja Vu

I still couldn't get over you
sometimes i wonder
how can I stick to you
when I know everything as not right
and love explains it all

How do I bear with life?
Just by know that you're still breathing
feeling your presence
and seein you happy
is enough for me.

I don't like it when your name is mention
Yes, it makes me anxious.
And I can't deny the fact.
I don't wanna think about you
I don't wanna be an extra in our life
I just wanna be on my own
Can't you just let me be?

Not wanting you to bother bout me.
What's the use anyway?
Someone's gonna get hurt
sooner or later
It's just a matter of time.

Satisfied!

2010-01-09T18:54:00.004+08:00

Heyyo people,
So i just finish editing my whole blogskin to a pink friendly like ME! hahas. Joking lahs. Anyways so bored. And timetable... just received. And gladly that most of the teachers from last year are not gonna teach my class again. Is mr cohen still teaching us? i hope not so lahs. Wait... let me check... hmmm. lets see. YAY!!! im so happy! no more sleepy lessons. And my least fave person is no other then our co-form teacher. :P Gah... She's so unreasonable sometimes. So wth! Nowadays kept msging Shafiyyah. Miss her so much man. Love you babe. And coey, just forgert about the 2 retards. They are too unreasonable enough to force you in steading with that guy. Hope you're fine now. Dont stress out too much kays. If not white hair will start to grow soon. :P hahhahas. Joking lors. Dont take it too seriously aites. And on monday, this coming monday.. lessons are starting and and and HMT too. Gah! so lazy sia. But happy to go cause can see siti. Hehee. That's all lah. Oh shit... I totally forget to start on the new literature book. Nehmind. Gonna start reading tonight. I guess. And tomorrow madrasah starting. haiyah. I feel so lazy to go. Early in the morning sumore. Need to go myself sumore. Pfft... So pissed. But at least my bro will be fetching me after that. That's all then. Buhbyes! :DD

2010-01-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

Heyyo peeps!
So today after school hangs out with the rest again. Diaos. They become hornier than usual sia. Hahas. Text him. Bored. Damn hyper today. And u guys should check out the class forum soon! Well, I forget the website lahs. Ask zi Kai urself. I miss you girlfriends.

2010-01-07T21:21:00.002+08:00

I dont know what to do.
I dont know what im doing.
I though i found your replacement
but I guess i didnt

I missed you so much.
i go crazy each time.
gah...
will you just talk to me now?

i miss you a lot.
freaking a lot.
come back.
gah...
its me who's drifting
not you right?
haiz.

Chaos

2010-01-07T20:39:00.001+08:00

heyyo people,
its been 4 days since i last post sia. Gosh... my life's so chaotic these days. I dont know what's happening. Im freaking out even though its just a small thing. Help! gah.

Stressful moments

2010-01-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people,
i just finished doing Geography project with Zi kai. Last minute work sia. Damn stressful. Now im gonna work on my history. Only typed 200 plus words. Need to type another 200 plus words. Haiz. Wish me luck. I really need it. Gtgs now. And tomorrow got band.... Haiz....

Boredom!

2010-01-02T15:57:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people!
So today woke up early at around 8 plus in the morning. Then get ready an went out with mummy to meet bro at toa payoh there. Then go to HDB there. Askaskask. Then went to UOB at tampines area there since the one at toa payoh was still close. After that, went to buy some pies at pie kia. Ate the ham and cheese one. Quite nice but still not full. Paid some bills then went home. At home did nothing. Mostly just lie around, dance and sing. :P so damn bored lahs. Maybe in the afternoon goin out again. Gosh. School is gonna start soon. Gah, I miss everyone butbut I'm still not ready to to go back to sch yet and end my hols. Grrr... Nehmind. That's all then I guess. Gonna edit some stuffs. Buhbyes! :DDD

Hyper Days!

2010-01-01T14:45:00.005+08:00

Heyyo people!

Its been 2 days since i last post. So lets rewind.

Wednesday:

Went to school in the morning as usual for band. Everything was as per normal. At last im able to play Fairest Of Affair. Blablabla. After band went to change at germaine's house with zi kai and ger of course. While wing kit planned to go home and Shi Shuan go meet Zhi Hong. Then after changing, went to Ehub. Bought food to smuggle into the cinema. Hahas. as usual. We bought Chicken popcorns and 2 plain double cheese burger, mine and zi kai's one. At around 3 plus, met the other 2 at ouside the cinema there. It turns out that wing kit didnt went home at all instead he hangs out with Zhi Hong and Shi Shuan. We wanted to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. But tickets for 4.05 show sold out. And we couldnt buy the 6 pm show cause me and ger hve to be home early before 7 plus. So we decided to watch....

Sherlock Holmes

The movie was nice and cool and lots of suspense too. Hahas. Reminded me of the movie Angles and Demons.

So yeah. Then rushed home cause going out with parents. Saw the 2 houses. Oklah not bad. But well, neh. Then went to Giants to buy some food. damn hungry and thirsty that time. Then went back home.

Yesterday:

Went out at around 11 plus. Followed parents and 1st bro to TM. But before that... There's a girl living in the top storey at a block near my block who was about to jump off the building. But she didnt cause they were able to stop her. Then went to TM. at around 12 plus going to 1 om walked to bus stop to take bus 3. Then stopped at the bus stop opposite Downtown East. Went to toilet first as my hair was really messy. met najiha in the toilet. Hahahas. Then went to wait for the other 2 outside the cinema area there. In the end we decided to go to escape Theme park instead of watching movie. Firstly went to hunted house. Only me and Khadijah go in there cause Sri and Najiha back out. hahas. Got this guy chasing us leh. So damn scary. We screamed like hell. Then someone kicked the "ghost" and then he said ouch. hahas. So funny. Then we decided to stick with these 3 girls cause damn scared already. They took pictures secretly sumore. Hahas. Then went out. Woosh. Blood started flowing. hehee. Then went to tried out the Biker boat thingy. If im not wrong lahs. Damn scary leh cause damn high. Gah. Then we were really wet trying out the ... (forget the name =x). Damn fun too. Try out the roller coaster and the superman thingy. hahas. we tried out this damn slow ferris wheel thingy. then trie out the roller coaster again before going to KFC. There, i saw Ira wit her friends i think. Hahas. eateateat. Then fetched by daddy. Went to Marsilling to look at this house. Its damn nice. Seriously nice. I think we are gonna consider that one. Hahas. Okaylah thats all. Buhbyes. :DD

Glockenspiel

2009-12-29T20:02:00.006+08:00

Heyyo peeps,
today as band just like yesterday. Reached there the same time like yesterday. Today kinda chaotic and fun too. Lazy to elaborate. Like freaking stress about the leftovers assignment im left with. Diao. Stupid shit. Ohkay, whatever lahs.

When i saw you
I just feel like running away
You dont know how it feels like
when being hurt
the same way as you did
to me
You act as in nothing happened
like we are just
some freaking strangers
but i bet
inside you know
and you just dont care
im going crazy
thinking
and thinking
bout you,
me,
us....

I wish you can just tell
tell me the truth
open up with me
like you always do before
I wish i can say something
face to face with you
Saying Goodbye
wanting to part
But part of me is afraid
afraid of losing you
I know that even if i do dare
saying Goodbye to you
no matter
through text or phone calls
i cant deny that
there will be tears shed

Yipee! ((((:

2009-12-28T17:26:00.003+08:00

Yay! I forget to say something....

HOORAY! sezairi WON! congrats man. You rock, in a way. Hahas. :DD and I did vote. His voice is super nice! Ok. Stop. I'm over exagerating it. So that's all. Buhbyes! ((:

Today ( Part 2 )

2009-12-28T17:08:00.003+08:00

Continuation:

okay... So where did I stop in the previous post. So yeah, I remember. Lols. I got STM so cant blame me hor. So yeah after marching, wen back to band room for practise. So we tried to finish up building the damn bloody shelf. The rest of the sections was practising. Then we were told to stop finishing the shelf and practise with the rest instead. Then we practised and practised. Played Ponyo! So bloody damn fun. Hahas. I play the bells. :DD jacob was sleeping non-stop. Firstly sophian hit him on the head cause fareha told me to do it butbut im scared. Hahas. But he still continue sleeping. Then its my turn to hit his head. Still continue sleepig. Diao. ==' hahas. Then played Final Countdown. But i played the hi-hat this time. Then we had to pay $4 for the band fund. If dont pay it by today, tmr need to pay $4.50 instead. But for thise who didntngo for band last week only need to pay $4. Okay that's all. Buhbyes. Ohyah. Then went macs with jesle ad khoiriyah after band to eat lunch. Cos we were starving. Hahas. I ate fillet-o-gosh meal. Khoi ate mcchicken meal with apple pie and ice lemon tea. Jesle ate mcwings and have ice milo for her choice of drink. While mind is come. As usual. Hahas. Gtg nows! Buhbyes peeps. Gosh... 6 more days excluding today till school reopens. Gah, i MISS everyone! (; byebye!

Today ( Part 1 )

2009-12-28T16:51:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people,
I've finished editing every single thing. *proud*. lols. Anyway reached home around 2 plus. Cause got band from 8:15-1.00. Reached school around 7 plus before 8, obviously. Hahas. Then wait and wait for other band members to come an open up the bloody room. Fareha came with jesle carrying a shelf just for our section. Then open it up to fix it up. Hahas. Went downstairs to the room when it opens. Then try to fix it downstairs. Everyone of the percussionist came except winnie an darren. Then went to the carpark for marching. So bloody stupid. Firstly sophian command. Then I'm the one who had to do it. So stupid man. Continue later. ((:

Touching.

2009-12-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

Gosh. the song almost lover by a fine frenzy is absolutely sad and touching. Gosh. Memories are wooshing to my freaking not working brain now.

Gah, i dont wanna think of you anymore. You dont even care about me. :(

Bookworm freak!

2009-12-26T23:08:00.005+08:00

Guys!!!
I've change my blogskin again and again. :P
Wells; finish editing everything and yes! At last! I've created something i mean edited some things to a prefect-according-to-ayu's-taste blog! :D *Proud*. Lols. Coey had to be patient with me. Hers look better with black than white. Nice one babe! ((:
So today bought school books for religious class. Just three thin textbooks and it cost $20.50. Diao. My sister cut her hair. But it still looks the same though. ==' cause its like she cut long layered. So silly. Then pay $10 just for the "no change in hair" after haircut. ==' lols. Ok whatever. I've finish reading

Woots! I cried again. Damn touching. Totally good story. sad thing is that i still havent watch the movie. Gonna watch it soon when im free.

Gosh... the nerdy version of me when i turn into a bookworm freak!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Seriously. Im super fugly. ((:

Ps; the specs is my mum's one. Not mine hor. ((;

That's all. Buhbyes.

2009-12-25T17:34:00.002+08:00

Changed my blogskin. But gonna change it to a better one when I'm free again. Anyways,

HAPPY CHRISTMAS DAY for all the Christian people or those who celebrates it! :DD

that's all. Buhbyes. :DD

2009-12-24T15:58:00.002+08:00

Woots. Heyyo peeps
well. It's been 2 days since I last post. So let's rewinnddd~

yesterday (23/12):
woke up around 6 plus in the morning. Get ready for school. Was searching for socks but like can't find it then started crying cos dad was really angry with me. End up I had to go to school alone and have to reach there by 7 butbut I went out of house like 6.45 a.m. I'm like gonna be so freaking late if i take bus or mrt. And it turns out tht my ezlink card has only 43 cents left so I told daddy bout it and before I left he gave me $5 to top up. But I was already freaking late so I took taxi instead using he money. Reached school 4 minutes before 7a.m. Luckily I wasn't late so I was "safe". Went to assemble at foyer. Was briefed an then waited for the juniors and their parents to arrive. And so around 7.30 or earlier they already started coming in. And gosh. Looking at the future 1e3 class list... There's a guy version if me named Raden Adriyan bin ..... So wth. Lols. But our size damn different ah. He and dinie almost the same. :P lols. But got a few hot juniors. Gah, sizzling! Only two from my primarys school came to HSCS. Kinda sad but wells, it was so expected. So then after finish ushering, walked around. Joked and laughed A LOT! Hahahas. Damn fun. Made me forget why happened in the morning. Then helped carried chairs and out them in the hall for the parents that were standing up due to lack of sits. Labour work hah. Then walked to the third level where the sec 1s classes are there. But only 1n1 and 1n2 at the 2nd floor level. Then kpokpokpo and all that. Bla bla bla. So before going off we had to do some labour work again. Hahas. Stacking he chairs. When finish stacking, collect our bags and decided to eat at FishnCo with the psls. So went home at around 1 plus. Was damn tired cos the previous night I slept at 2 plus in the morning. So rest. Not exactly rest. Did some household chores and listened to music. Woke daddy up at 4:15. Went out with him tk Toa Pa Yoa. Eat prata there. Yum yum! :D then bough t shoes for myself and my sis. Otw home, I slept while riding a motorcycle with my dad. Crazy huh. And I almost fall of it and might also cause an accident. Luckily nothing bad happened. So kena lecture by daddy because of it. Went home and slept until 7plus. Then woke up for a while. And slept again until 10 plus. Woke up and listened to music until 11 plus. Then watched tv. Went to sleep at around 12 plus. But couldn't sleep. So stayed awake for a while until 1 plus then I go sleep.

Today:
woke up at around 7plus in the morning. Woke brother up cos he had to go to work and his LATE. Then went back to sleep. Woke up again at around 9 plus in the morning due to the alarm tht I set. But still freakig tired so I went back to sleep and woke up at around 12 plus. Bathed and did some household chores while watching the tv - oktots. Lols. Then rest utility now. Freaking hungry. Wondering I mummy already finished cooking. Kinda weird that mummy get back home early today but realised tht it was Christmas eve. So, yeah. That's all I guess. Buhbyes. :DD

2009-12-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

Rip this off from khoiriyah's blog. Hope tht she doesn't mind about it. ((:

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make
friends .
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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of
what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable
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DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty.Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical Ambitious. Influential in organizations.

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haha. Most of it is true I guess. Lols. :P
that's all. ^^

2009-12-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people.
It's been long since I last post? Is is? Ohkay whtever lahs. So did nothing much at home these days. Basically just doing some household chores. Haha. Keeping the house clean all the time. can't wait to go to school tomorrow. Juniors - next yer sec 1s are coming for regristration. Can't wait to see them. Gonna feel so short. Lols. Gtg now. Buhbyes.

2009-12-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

heyyo people,
just now went out with my parents. Daddy bought some clothes for himself and bought mummy shoes. I want my mummy shoes! Gah... im so jealous. lols. Gtg now. Buhbyes

2009-12-19T16:36:00.003+08:00

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh.
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh.
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh.
Oh, ah.

[Verse 1]
Boy, it's kinda plain to see you gotta crush on me.
Hate to be bringin' you down, down, down, down.

But i'm more than a flossy girl, more like a string of pearls.
So boy you better calm down, down, down, down.

Cause there are 10 in the 'lac tryina get me in the disco.
20 in my ride triyna take me to a rock show.
30 in the back trying harder and the list goes on and on, goes on and on.

[Chorus]
Cause you've been blowing me up on my cellyphone.
Tryina get a little love, tryina get me alone.
Cause if you wanna get a piece of this heart of mine.
Boy stop, Get In Line.

There's alot of pretty boys wrapped around on the floor.
So don't be waisting my time with your crazy talk.
Cause if you wanna get a piece of this heart of mine.
Boy stop, Get In Line. Get In Line.

[Verse 2]
Girls, you know the way boys are.
A kind of tuned guitar whenever we shut 'em down, down, down, down.
They cry each and everytime because their same old minds won't keep us coming around, round, round, round.

Cause there are 10 in the 'lac tryina get me in the disco.
20 in my ride triyna take me to a rock show.
30 in the back trying harder and the list goes on and on, goes on and on.

[Chorus]
Cause you've been blowing me up on my cellyphone.
Tryina get a little love, tryina get me alone.
Cause if you wanna get a piece of this heart of mine.
Boy stop, Get In Line.

So all the fellas linin' up, let's see whatchu got.
Me and my ladies will decide if you got what we want.
Boy, you better be ready if you get to the front.
Cause you're only gettin' one chance to win my heart.

Cause you've been blowin' me up... (oh, oh oh oh.)
Tryina get a little love, tryina get me alone. (oh)
But if you wanna get a piece of this heart of mine.
Boy stop, Get In Line.
There's alot of pretty boys wrapped around on the floor.
So don't be waisting my time with your crazy talk.
Cause if you wanna get a piece of this heart of mine.
Boy stop, Get In Line. Get In Line. Get In Line. Get In Line

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love this song.
very addictive for me. ((; Gotta get ready soon cos gonna go out with my lovely parents. '== hahas. Actually i planned to finish up all my geography and history and the 2 leftover quizes butbutbut my brain totallu stuck. Like so blank. So annoyed man. hahas. Promised to finish all up by next week. diedie must finish all up. buhbyes.

2009-12-18T21:40:00.001+08:00

The 3 poems that I found touched me and also describe how I'm feeling.

2009-12-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

I Thought of You

by Sara Teasdale

I thought of you and how you love this beauty,
And walking up the long beach all alone
I heard the waves breaking in measured thunder
As you and I once heard their monotone.

Around me were the echoing dunes, beyond me
The cold and sparkling silver of the sea,
We two will pass through death and ages lengthen
Before you hear that sound again with me.

2009-12-18T21:38:00.001+08:00

Longing

by Sara Teasdale

I am not sorry for my soul
That it must go unsatisfied,
For it can live a thousand times,
Eternity is deep and wide.

I am not sorry for my soul,
But oh, my body that must go
Back to a little drift of dust
Without the joy it longed to know.

2009-12-18T21:34:00.001+08:00

Just There
by Melvin Lee

Where you were,
I did not see you.

So close to me,
but yet so veiled.

Quietly you waited,
upon my invitations;
but still, somehow,
I failed to note

of you, yearning
to be with me,
but finding
just

a void.

So sadly,
you retreated;
bowed, dejected.

Finally when I knew
of you, your devotion,
so foolishly I did feel,
like a simpleton.

For I had looked
so very hard for you,
up/down/everywhere.

but I just did not looked
clear, in front of me,
where you were

. . . just there.

A poem that touches me. ^^

2009-12-18T19:33:00.002+08:00

I think of you all day long
it's like there's nothing else on my mind
excpt for you
wondering
how are you?
What are you doing?
Why aren't you texting me these days?
And all the questions that related to you

sometimes I feel
like you are toying me around
ignoring me
not serious
treating me like a doll
that you could play with

I needed you
but you weren't there for me
well... I guess that
our love is just an on an off thing

2009-12-17T18:07:00.002+08:00

Heyyo peeps!
so today nothing much. Just finished watching a malay movie - Setem, with my dad at home. Funny and suspense. hahas. so planned to go out with coey next tuesday. Planning to watch movie next friday. cant wait for both of them. andandand yesterday at 12am exactly 12. i wished khoiriyah! *Proud* hahas.

It goes:

Happy Birthday Khoiriyah!
Now you are 13 years old.
Woots. Young adult eh.
Hahas. You rock always!
Stay hawt always,
dan....us girl. Haha :D
hope all your wishes and dreams come true. ^^

Ps;
figure out the word yourself. Im not gonna say it cause khoi doesnt want to be reminded of it. ^^

thats all for today. buhbyes.

2009-12-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

Heyyo peeps!
Woke up around 9.20 a.m. So now already get ready to go oh with my family but without my mum an 2nd brother. Well, yesterday I didn't post so let's rewinddd~

yesterday:

woke up around 10 plus. Was upset that daddy ate prata with 1st bro then I didn't follow cause asleep. Sadsadsad. Hahas. Nehmind. So ate bread toast after finish tumbuk-ing daddy. Then do household chores. Then went to relax. In the afternoon watched a movie - The land that time forgotten. Cool and suspense and well, it's a shame that 2 people didn't get to get out of the island. Got dinosaurs and big birds. Woo~ hahas. Then went out in the late afternoon with daddy and 2nd bro. Went to t1 first then meet mummy outside ALANO and went to popular to buy some small files in the colour of trafic light - red, green & yellow. Then went home and watched planet 51. So funny and cute and sooooo alieeennn! Hahas. Obviously right.

Gonna go now. Buhbyes.

2009-12-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

to someone:

I'll be blessed if my parents do call me that. You got a problem with my tumblr pictures? u think what?! that im fuglier than you?! seriously lah get a life. And dont you dare talk like that to me friend, syifa, u bitch. YOU!!! you know what?! u are a person with no life. jealous of everyone cos at least they have friends to stand up for them unlike you. such a looser. who do you think you are?! some high class person or someone that has been given the right by me to criticise me and spam my tagboard. U got a problem with me right?! talk face to face with me! Put ur real name! But i bet you dont dare to. Cos u know why?! U just dont have the fucking guts to do that. Get out of my blog. Seriously u are not needed in this blog. U are just making a big fool of yourself, sucker!

2009-12-14T14:14:00.001+08:00

To someone:

u motherfucker! Get out of my blog.

2009-12-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

To someone:

you too have no originality. Seriously got a problem with me.

2009-12-14T14:11:00.000+08:00

To someone:

I don't care if I'm ugly. I'm just a normal girl. Not perfect. Stop spamming my blog an get a life. Seriously.

2009-12-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

To someone:

so what if I suck?! U got a problem with it. I'm not showing off u motherfucker. I dot care if purple jeans is so last season. What's ur problem? Jealous of me?! Seriously lah. Get a life! Spam people's blog anyhow. U don't dare to write even put ur real name. And seriously I don't go ripping things off people's blog. And don't accuse me anyhow u idiolt!

Ohkay back to blogging. Hey peeps!
This "someone" spoiled my mood these days. Really invading my life. Whatever. I don't care about that person. So damn bored. Thanks coey for telling me about the spammer. Andandand I miss everyone. Haiz. Buhbyes for now. [x

run, dont walk

Rain

Lyrics

Updating

Tiring

Updating

Pissed

Quick

Beyonce-Broken Hearted Girl

Nothing

BIGBANG - Tell Me Goodbye [Official Music Video] HQ

声をきかせて ／ BIGBANG （OFFICIAL MV）

BIGBANG - ガラガラ GO!! (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

4Minute - Hot Issue MV

[HD] After School - DIVA MV

After School | BANG! [MV] (ENG SUB)

ouch

Sweeee~

Neutral

Tuesday outing!

camwhore pics

Justin Bieber feat. Jessica Jarrell - Overboard

Kara - Tasty Love

Sobs

fun

Sezairi Sezali - Broken

Confused

Awesome

Miranda Cosgrove - Kissin' U (Official Music Video - HQ)

Better

*achoo*

Memories

Study

Bonkers

Awesome

Unknown

I'm 14 now.

Changing

My first priority

Taemin

MeiMei((:

Anyone free?

almost 4 days

IT class

Memories

Dead meat.

Bored.

Addition(+)

"High-Nerdy"

Stressed out

Tired

V day and cny day!

Back.

Confusion state.

Back

Today

You did well.

Boredom

Total Chaos

Summarise

Hidden depths

Satisfied!

Chaos

Stressful moments

Boredom!

Hyper Days!

Glockenspiel

Yipee! ((((:

Today ( Part 2 )

Today ( Part 1 )

Touching.

Bookworm freak!

声をきかせて　／　BIGBANG （OFFICIAL MV）

achoo