yesterday something happened. as u noe that im atteached since yesterday. so yeah both of us were damn happy. but to tell the truth, i still have my unwillingness. but im sure that i will still be able to make it through. gosh. why are things so complicated all the time. i wont stop u anymore, coey. cause i want u to be happy. and he wants u to be happy too. so dont worry, whenever u need someone, i'll always be there for you. and i'll support u all the way too. and i still dont understand why my heart is still too fragile even though im so unavailable now. lol. haiz. and ever single day, i have a stupid bad headache that annoys me all the time. haiz. i hope that it wont affect my everyday life and health too. haiz. its like evrytime i look at him, sadness overtake me. i dont understand myself. i dont want to get your hopes too high cause im afraid that my unwillingness will get me out of control and im afraid that if u love me too much, u will be more hurt. aww.... im too mushy. lol. haha. pfft. love you so much honeys.

ayu.
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