im sorry guys. i know im wild. i know im everything wrong. im sorry. i didnt mean to hurt you guys. knowing that you guys are hurt, it hurts me too. i feel guilty being such a big fat liar to you guys even though that you think that i dont felt that way. i thought that by keeping this as a secret and tell you a lie would help u guys not to feel unfair. i dont want you guys to feel that im ditching you guys just for the sake of wanting too much freedom and playing time. i love you guys and you guys must know that. i trust you guys. but please, please dont think that i dont trust you guys. you are the ones who were with me from the starting. im ignorant and a bitch. i guess the warning that i gave you guys doesnt seem to get you guys to realise that. im a big fat liar. and i know that. i've been like that to you guys and my parents and also my family. im sorry. i trust you guys. and i know that you guys wan me to learn from my mistakes. im gonna promise to stop being this big fat liar that everyone hates. im sorry aqilah, khoi, wani, soo jing, sarah and more. im so sorry. im stupid enough to just think of the consequences than telling the truth. im not a sweet innocent girl that you think i really am. im not the girl that is so innocent. im the girl who is wild, an ignorant one and a not trustworthy one. please... i dont talk to u guys much these days cause i kinda want to think it through and try to make things clearer than they are before. i didnt want to ignore you guys. please, i dont want our relationship to break just because of my stupid and silly mistake. sorry guys. im not the girl that you guys think i am. Im so sorry.
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