i knew that by the way you guys talk, the way u guys have fun without me and planned or did something without me, you guys dont need me anymore. it was my mistake after all. not u guys. i never fake my cry. i never fake my sadness. i dont try to get attention. i dont care if im a stuck-up or even a pathetic snob to you. you guys are better off than having me around. cause the feeling im having now is true after all. so many "deja vu" incidents happening in my life. i am really a bitch. you guys deserve a better friend than me. im just an extra since the beginning. i should have know that from the starting so that i wont be bother to take a risk by creating friendships with you guys. it turns out that i cant trust anyone and even myself. so what's the use of getting to know me when in the future there will be hatred occurring between us. im too lost for words. actions speaks louder than words. so whatever your actions are, i would still get a hint of hatred or annoyance. this is the truth. going my own way seems to be the best solution. i still love you guys though even i know that there is hatred for me.
Goodbye.
Labels: I guess im alone since the starting and no one at my side.
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